Summary : Kinomoto Sakura is a pure beauty when it comes to looks. But what lies beneath the beauty? When Li Syaoran comes into the picture, what will happen? (Sakura will meet Syaoran later on)
Written by : SakuraKxSyaoranL
A/N : I am sooooo sorry for not updating for a loong time!! I was just so busy with school work and I got a writer's block! Gah! So sorry! Hope you forgive me! Oh yea, I just wanna say thanks to all the people that reviewed!! These are the kind people who reviewed it :
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Recap from last chapter.
She saw some bruises on her body that her father caused. She also saw some scars from before. She cleaned her recent bruises. Then, she took out some bandages and wrapped it around the bruises.
She was used to the pain her father caused. To her, it wasn't the bruises that hurt. It was how her father changed so much.
Then, Sakura took out her homework from her schoolbag and did it silently.
A lone tear escaped from her eyes.
After she did her homework, she silently went to bed and laid there.
'Why is my life like this, Kami-sama?' Sakura thought before she cried silently into the night.
Will I Ever Be Loved?
Chapter three :
Reminiscence
A week passed.
Everyday, Sakura would get minor injuries caused by her father's actions.
Everyday, Sakura didn't have a shoulder to cry on.
Everyday, Sakura felt like she didn't have an older brother.
She just felt like she had an abusive father.
Everyday and night, Sakura would cry.
Everyday at school, she would be friendless.
She had scars and bruises on her body but she never went to see a doctor.
Nobody noticed her scars because she always covered them.
Of course, if people had been hit by other people, they would be crying because of the pain.
But Sakura never did that.
Of course she cried, but she didn't cry because of the pain done on her body, she cried because of the pain in her heart.
The more her father hit her, the more she felt the pain in her heart.
Her father's attitude was the problem. She always felt pain when her father did things to her.
She wished that her father would change his attitude and be the kind and loving parent she knew when she was little.
----Flashback----
A young two year old girl with short auburn hair was found running around in a garden full of flowers.
The two year old was known as Kinomoto Sakura. It was spring at this time and Sakura was having the time of her life.
Her father and mother were watching her. They felt so happy for their daughter. They smiled at each other.
Suddenly, Toya came out of the house. He looked at his little sister playing around in the garden and shook his head in mock dissapointment.
He walked over to his little sister and stood at one spot. He waited for Sakura to notice that he was there.
Seeing that Sakura wasn't going to stop running, he stood in front of her causing her to bump into him and fell onto the soft grass.
Sakura gave a confused look and stared at her older brother.
"Honestly, why do you have to run in the garden? It's a waste of time anyway," Toya said matter-of-factly.
"B-but I wuv running!" Sakura stated in her two year old way of talking.
"Tsk. Tsk. Tsk. I expected more from you," Toya said in mock dissapointment while shaking his head.
"I'm onwy two years owd!" Sakura stated, obviously annoyed with her older brother.
"Still, that's no excuse," Toya replied.
Sakura, who was obviously annoyed, couldn't stand it anymore and stomped on his foot.
"ITAII!!!!!!!" Toya shouted loudly. He hopped around while holding his foot that was hurt.
"Thwat ish what you get fer messing with me!" Sakura stated while walking away.
The parents of the two children were laughing at their kids' behaviour to one another.
"I predict that this will happen for the rest of their lives," Fujitaka stated while smiling to his wife.
"Yes, I agree," Nadeshiko replied while smiling back to her husband.
They smiled at each other once more before they heard their daughter's voice.
"Otou-san, okaa-san! Look at these butiful fowers!" Sakura exclaimed while holding a few picked flowers.
"My, my, Sakura-chan, these are beautiful," Nadeshiko said to her daughter while smiling.
"Almost as beautiful as you," Fujitaka said to his daughter while smiling warmly.
----End of Flashback----
'Otou-san, where did your carefree attitude go?' Sakura thought while tears appeared at the corner of her eyes.
'Okaa-san, why did you have to leave me?' Sakura thought while tears started to fall from her eyes.
'Onii-chan, why did you have to go? Why did you leave me?' Sakura thought while tears rolled down her cheeks to the ground.
'Ta-Tameh!! I musn't cry! I have to be strong!' Sakura thought while she blinked her tears away. She wiped her tears with her shirt sleeve.
'Why does everything have to go wrong in my life!?!' Sakura thought while she started crying again.
Sakura was currently in her favourite park in Tomoeda. It was her favourite park because it held so many memories that she held dearly.
The memories of being with her mother, brother and the kind father she knew.
'Otou-san, why did you have to change after mum's death?' Sakura questioned in her thoughts.
'Doshte otou-san? Doshte!?!', Sakura thought in her mind.
So many memories raced through her mind all at once. Memories of her and her family when they were still happy together. Memories that she held dearly. Memories close to her heart.
She burst into tears thinking about her life and how broken it was. How broken her family was. There was no way to fix her broken family unless a miracle were to happen.
A/N : Hope you guys like this chapter! I wrote it when I was on my holiday. Hehe.. P.. Drop me a review, 'kays? .. Comments are welcome, flames are accepted, critisicm are needed. Please R+R! .. Ja ne!!