Summary : Kinomoto Sakura is a pure beauty when it comes to looks. But what lies beneath the beauty? When Li Syaoran comes into the picture, what will happen? But when two guys fall for her, what will happen? Love rivals or worse? Which guy will she pick? A new kid, heartbreak, new friends and lots more to come!

Written by : SakuraKxSyaoranL

A/N : Hey guys! Look, I am truly sorry for the late update. And I mean the really late update! Although I had time on my hands, I still didn't update, and why you ask? Really, why you ask!?! Because I have absolutely, no inspiration!!!!!! That's why! Argh! calming down Okay, okay. The reason why I haven't updated in a while is because I didn't have any inspiration but two reviewers made me realize that there are a few people that likes my story. The thing is, I lost all hope during my time here. sighs I know, I suck right? Well, I didn't get much reviews, and I thought, well, 'What the heck? Why should I even write stuff! I'm not any good!'. sighs Well, these are the two reviewers who stuck with me and had the heart to review :

belliesgonagetcha

Sakura Li-chan

Well guys, I hope you like this chapter and I hope that you'll review. Arigato.. smiles weakly. I'd love to hear from all of you. Especially my readers whom I love. And my reviewers whom I owe a lot to and love to bits! So, I hope you like this chapter!

Recap from last chapter

Sakura was currently in her favourite park in Tomoeda. It was her favourite park because it held so many memories that she held dearly.

The memories of being with her mother, brother and the kind father she knew.

'Otou-san, why did you have to change after mum's death?' Sakura questioned in her thoughts.

'Doshte otou-san? Doshte!?!' Sakura thought in her mind.

So many memories raced through her mind all at once. Memories of her and her family when they were still happy together. Memories that she held dearly. Memories close to her heart.

She burst into tears thinking about her life and how broken it was. How broken her family was. There was no way to fix her family unless a miracle were to happen

Will I Ever Be Loved?

Chapter four :

A Special Encounter Part 1

Sobbing sounds were heard throughout the whole of the Tomoeda park. If people were to follow the sound, they would have found a young girl crying. The girl of course, was Sakura. Sakura's heart was full of pain and sorrow at the moment.

She didn't know what to do with her broken family. Tears of sorrow were seen falling from her eyes, rolling down her cheek and falling on the floor beneath her.

If people were to look at her, they would have thought that she was a fallen angel. But if people were to look at her closely, they would have seen a young girl letting out her pain through her tears.

If people got to know her, they would have seen the kind side of her, the generous side, the friendly side, the humourous side, the caring side and a heart full of love.

Sakura wasn't only a pure beauty by looks, she was also a kind soul by heart. If boys were to notice her and get to know her, they would see how she is in the inside and would fall in love immediately. And of course, one guy will.

Flashbacks of her and her family when she was little raced through Sakura's mind. She remembered how her family was before this, before it was broken. While the flashbacks raced through her mind, she couldn't help but cry.

'Otou-san, okaa-san, onii-chan,' those three words rang through Sakura's mind.

Unbeknownst to Sakura, there was one boy that was watching her from behind a tree. Curious of the sobbing sound, the boy followed it and ended up seeing a young girl about his age, crying.

'She looks like a fallen angel sitting there. She looks like her heart's in sorrow but yet, she seems so peaceful,' the boy thought to himself. The boy's eyes soften when he saw Sakura by herself.

'But looks can be deceiving,' he thought. But his heart told him otherwise. He walked to where Sakura was. She was still crying. She was letting go all of her tears.

"Ano.. I was just wondering.. Why are you crying?" the boy asked Sakura.

"It's.. it's nothing.. Anyway, you wouldn't want to waste your time on me. I'm just another one of those sad cases," Sakura answered the boy.

The boy fished out a handkerchief from his pocket and gave it to Sakura.

"Here. I figured you might need it since you're crying," the boy said and handed the handkerchief to Sakura. He smiled warmly at her.

Sakura looked at the handkerchief presented to her and took it.

"Thanks," Sakura replied as she wiped her tears away. She smiled back to him.

The boy sat down next to her on the floor.

"So, why don't you tell me why you're crying?" the boy asked.

Sakura sighed and asked him, "Do you really want to know?"

The boy nodded his head which meant 'yes'.

So, Sakura told the boy her life story, from when she was little until now. The boy listened to her without saying a single word.

"So, that's all. That's my life story," Sakura said before taking a deep breath.

The boy looked at her with worried eyes. "Are you really okay?" the boy asked her.

"Yeah, I think I am. But you shouldn't worry yourself with me," Sakura said, but her voice cracked at the end when tears fell from her eyes.

"Oh gosh, I don't know why I'm crying all of a sudden. But I assure you I'm fine," Sakura said assuringly while she let her tears fall from her eyes.

"Shhhh.. It's okay. Just let your tears out. Shhhh.." the boy said rubbing her back.

Sakura held his shirt while she cried. The boy's shirt was wet because of Sakura's tears but he didn't mind.

"Im..so.. sorry.." Sakura said, chocking on her sobs.

"Shhhh.. Don't speak. Shhhh.." the boy said while rubbing her back assuringly.

The scene was like that for a while. A girl and a boy was seen on the ground. If people were to see that scene, they would have thought that the children were a couple. But that wasn't right. Not yet anyway. But what will happen? That is the question.

A/N : Hm.. Lack of inspiration.. Don't think I'll continue this fic.. So sorry.. But I need more inspiration in order to write stuff.. sighs deeply Anyway, I don't think I'll stop. To make my readers happy, I won't. But I may stop. There's a chance there. Oh yea, to my readers, my exam's coming next week, so I gotta study. That means I'm banned from the computer for a while.. sighs. Anyway, comments are welcome, flames are accepted and critisicm are needed. Ja ne!