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I updated as soon as i could. I have finished my exams now and so i have ten weeks of doing nothing. Expect lots of updates and maybe some new fics D

The way she fell, it was so graceful... As if falling could ever be such a thing. It was sudden, a smile still fading from her lips as she doubled over in pain. Laugh lines creasing in confusion, and pale fingers clutching helplessly at her midrift as her knees grace the floor. Soft curls bounce around her face as blood pours from her mouth. The mouth that just moments ago kissed me good morning. eerily captivating. My horror filled eyes watched and i was unable to tear them away. All of this took a split second although it seemed to last much longer. But in all the shock, the pain and the confusion, i realized, i was looking at the woman i loved.

"Well you liked orange yesterday!" I shook my head, perched on the edge of her hospital bed. "How can you just change your mind and not like it?!"

"Im a woman. im allowed to change my mind." Cameron smiled brightly.

"Fine then, i'll drink it and get the nurse to bring you something else." I said smiling. "Happy now your highness?"

"Hey!" Cameron laughed "Im sick remember! you have to wait on me hand and foot"

I scoffed loudly. Cameron rolled her eyes.

"I was only joking.." She smiled, But i grasped her hand, brought it to my mouth and gently brushed my lips across her pale skin.

"Of course i would wait on you hand and foot if you asked me too"

Cameron tried to wiggled her hand free as i dragged the kisses further up her arm "Chase! stop it! your making me go red!" She giggled.

A soft attention seeking cough made me spin round and nearly lose my balance. Cuddy stood in the doorway, a small smile on her face.

"Sorry to interupt" she said, walking to Cameron's bed and picking up her chart. I exchanged a look with Cameron whist we both tried to mask our laughter. This made Cuddy smile more and shake her head almost as if to say 'love..'

"Glad to see your keeping your spirits up Cameron, and dare i say it seems to have a lot to do with Doctor Chase over here.." Cuddy smirked "On a good note There doesn't seem to be any immediate issues..." she scanned the chart, turning over a couple of pages as she spoke "but were running the tests now, you know how this works and we'll keep you both informed." Cuddy smiled, shutting the chart and placing it back in its original place at the end of the bed.

"Keep up the good work Doctor" She directed at me as she swiftly exited the room.

I laughed. Cameron hit me on the shoulder lightly, "Your going to get us in trouble you know... I'm a fully grown woman, a doctor! and your making me giggle like a school girl with a crush!"

"So you have a crush on me then?" I asked raising an eyebrow suggestively. Cameron laughed again.

"It might be a bit more than that.. you'll just have to.."

The monitors bleeped wildly and i stood up. Shocked i froze.

"Allison?!"

Cameron's whole body began to shake and her stats were dropping at an alarming rate

"Chase move!!" Cuddy shouted. She and several nurses charged in the room and began messing with monitors and needles. I'd seen this happen a million times before, but for the first time ever my mind was blank.

"Chase Move god damit! Your not helping!"

I couldn't move.

"I need a 100 mills of insulin STAT!" a nurse roared.

"Shes coding!!" I heard another scream.

I couldn't think, my legs were rooted to the spot as people flew by me, shouting and sticking her full of needles.

"Crash Cart!" I heard someone else say as they all rushed around me. The noise was to much.

"Chase!!" Someone screamed.

And i ran. Ran out of the room. Ran away from the beeping and shouting and the sound of Cameron dying.

I ran down the corridor, knocked wilson on his back. I carried on.

"Chase!?"

I ran away. When she needed me most, when i should have saved her, I did the only thing i could think of.

I ran.