A/N: If anyone asks I will write a new Hiei/Botan story

Chapter 19

Hiei stood on the roof top of his mate's apartment building. He had just fled form her bedroom and now he stood there trying to fighter out just what had gone wrong. One moment there on the sofa getting hot and heavily, the next she's trying to stay away form him, but not even 30 seconds after he said he wanted her; she admitted to herself she wanted to have sex with him too and the next she's screaming that she hates him. Witch came as a total shock to him. He was under the impression she had moved passed that and was begun to fall in love with him. He had thought for damn sure he had won her over when she asked for a kiss good bye that morning. Or all those other times she had kissed him. Each kiss had been deep and tasted sweat like candy.

So now as he knelt down next to some flower boxes to pear down at the window he had just hoped out of Hiei felt lost. He didn't have a clue as to what a male should do when there mate feels 'How did she put it?' like a toy? It wasn't like he could ask anyone either. Botan had made it very clear she wanted no one to know they were mate's and he was ok with that because he had many enemies who could use his mate ageist him though on some levels it did bug the crap out of him too. He felt odd like he had all those times he would watch her form her bedroom. His body ached all over and his chest seemed to be squeezing him. Her words run though his head making it harder to breathe. Even though he didn't show it outwardly it hurt worse then any battle injury he had ever had when she said she hated him and that he was not her mate.

It was then he felt it running down his face. He reached a hand up to touch the wetness coming form his eyes. "What is this am I leaking?" He asked the air around him as the water continued to flow form his normal eyes. Though he was at a loss of what was happing to his eyes, he still couldn't get his mind off his mate screaming 'you're not my mate' at him. The aching only seemed to get worse and the water heaver it was when he felt his bandana he became considered. It too was wet with water and that was not normal. He had seen humans leak before and they were fine, he hated it when his sister leaked. But he had never once leaked and his jagan hadn't either. He stood up to untie his bandana and check on his jagan, but as he stood up some thing else happen that never happened before. He somehow managed to step into one of the flower boxes sending it up like when you step on a rack. And just as a rack would smack you in the face it smashed into the side of his head making him lose his balances and sending him flying over the side of the building. He graded at whatever he could to stop himself form falling. By some strange twice of fate he laid perfectly on Botan windows ceil. With a fist full of something he had grade on to.

"SMASHA" Want the flower box all over the side walk. Hiei just stood there looking down at it completely dumb struck by what had happened. He couldn't believe he had just done that like a fucking fool. It was something he would expected Kuwabara to do when they need to be quieted. Suddenly the window behind him flow open and Botan snapped "What the hell…" Hiei spun around as she spoke not knowing what he was going to say, but as he looked down at his mate something seemed softer. "Are those for me?" She asked pointing to his hand. He looked down at it to see he had a fist full of flowers form the flower box. Botan had this silly kind of look on her face and Hiei didn't want to say no I just fucking got hit with them is all so he shoved them into her hand. She smelt them smiling form ear to ear. "Why don't you come in Hiei?"

The poor embarrass, upset, wet, dirty and utterly canephors man was just so lost as what was going on that night he practically fell into the room. He didn't know what was going to happen next as he watched his mate put the flowers in a glass of water. While her back was turned he tried to whip the water and dirt off his face No need to give reason for her to ask him what had just happened out there. He noted something else odd about his mate just then. She was humming to herself a song he didn't know. He wasn't sure what that meant, but he hoped it was a good thing. Botan walked over to him placing a soft hand on his face her smile faded a little. 'Oh crap she's going to go crazy on me' He thought as her eyes took on another form. All a sudden she throw her arms around him and began to leak like he had just moments before he fell. Not what he was expecting at all and he found he hated it when she leaked just as much as he hated it when his sister did.

"Women?" This was all too much for a man who barley had four emotions a month. He felt her pull him closer to rub her noise along his ear. He liked that feeling a lot and hated to stop her, but he couldn't go on like this. He need to understand what they were doing here. If she wanted him out of her and the baby life forever or if she wanted him to be there he had to fucking know it was driving him crazy. "Women what do you want form me?" He asked as nicely as he could and she laughed at him witch really made him upset. She pulled back whipping her eyes to smile at him.

"You know Hiei I really don't know anymore." She smiled a little playing with his hair. "I thought I wanted you gone, but as soon as you left I found I missed you're miserable ass." He just looked at her for a long moment. He felt something odd tingling in his belly, his lips seemed to quiver a little and his nose tickled some. Finely he let out a some what jolly laugh. He couldn't stop himself; though he did try it was just so over-welling. Just when he thought it was stopping a pitcher came to his mind of the stupid flower box smashing into his face and that seemed, funny too making him start laughing all over again. As he was over taken with laughter Botan found this to be the best moment to throw him to the ground and kiss him wildly. Why he didn't really know of chouse he didn't really care either. He just wanted to stop laughing at that moment.

"You know you're really sexily when you laugh." Botan whispered in his ear sending sparks throughout his body. That stopped the laugher like water being though on a fire. "Do you still want me Hiei?" She asked before licking up and down his neck making the fire inside him burn. She didn't know how badly that teased him after all he was still whiting for her to claim him as her mate. "Are you going to answer me?" She said before sucking on his ear lob.

"Yes women" He hissed in a some what seductive voice. Botan pulled open his jacket, removed his scarf, pull off his shirt and then pulled him to the bed. All and all Hiei was very turned on by this. They had never mated like this before and it was exciting to him. She took his hands moving them over her nightly; he quickly pulled it over her head reviling her naked body to him. He licked his lips as she reached down to tug off his remaining cloths. He was unsure of himself all of the sudden, no one had ever really talked to him about sex, he just know the important parts. Witch meant as excited as he was he had no idea what to do next. He looked to his mate hoping he wouldn't have to tell her what he was feeling or thing. Somehow she picked up on his uneasiness. Smiling at him she took hold of his hands moving them to her breasts.

This was the second time he had his hands on them and like the first time he felt unsure of what to do. He knew what he wanted to do, but he didn't know if she'd like it let alone want it. Ever so slowly he allowed his hands to roam over them squeezing them softly once and a while. He found the nipples of interest as he picked them. Getting up the naive he moved in placing one in his mouth to suck on. His mate moaned softly encouraging him to do more. After a while Botan lifted his chin up so they could look at one another. She kissed his lips running her tong along his. Gently she moved him back on the bed to go down on him. As soon as her mouth was around his manhood Hiei felt his whole body tingle in away he hope would never stop. It felt so good and after the shit he had been though early this was totally worth another go around with the flower box. His toe crawled as she moved her head up and down on him. He wished all there mating had felt this good. Suddenly she stopped and he whimpered in protest. He wanted more of that so badly he was on the brink of a melt down.

"Your turn" She whispered in his ear before nipping at his neck. Though she didn't bite him it had felt reasserting. As for his turn he was again unsure of what to do. His mate laid back on the bed opening her legs and motioning him to go down on her. Slightly getting the idea Hiei moved between her legs and licked up the sweat juice form her flower (HAHAHA how corny I love it) Just as he had done with her breast Hiei took time to explore and test things. When she moaned he would do whatever had made her moan more. Feeling the need to enter her, but not wanting to go there yet he put his fingers inside her. Witch seemed to be the right thing to do because she moaned loudly and bucked her hips ageist his hand. He add more fingers and his tong pushing on one spot the made her gasp for air. He keep doing this right up until she moaned out his name. He could no longer what to find out what else they could do he wanted to be one.

Moving over her to for fill his want Hiei found Botan hand stopping him. She pushed in on to get on top of him. An to his delight put him inside her, his hands snapped around her hips as she moved slowly at first up and down his length. Increasing speed when he moaned they moved together picking up speed, moaning louder and louder until her walls tined around his length sanding him over the edge he cried out "Botan" Witch eared him a very deep tong-ed kiss. They laid breathing heavily in the dark room, holding one another closer.

"Hiei?" Her soft voice whispered in his ear.

"Hm?" He replied to tried to speak.

"Why did you pick me?" She asked running her noise along his neck. It was quiets for a while as he thought about her question.

"Why do you want to know that women?" He asked as she sucked on the base of his neck. It was driving him mad he wanted her so badly to bite him there. To finish there mating claims.

"I just need to know." She whispered before nibbling the spot she had been sucking on. Hiei tried his best to keep form screaming out in fruition. He tilled his head to the side allowing her better access to his neck. "Please tell me" She whimpered at him he had to bite his bottom lips to keep for saying the wrong thing. Getting a hold of himself he whispered just barley loud enough for her to hear.

"Because you're the closed I've ever been to a woman." She pulled back to look in his eyes they seemed to soften.

"Do…Do you mean to say that you never once ever felt close to a women?" He reached a hand up to push her hair behind her ears.

"Before I meant you; no I was never close to any female. I never tested or talked to one telepathically. You're the only one I like to do that with, I don't even do that with Kurama" Her eyes seemed to sparkle as a smile appeared on her face. She moved down over the spot she had been teasing and ever so gently biting down on it. Only increasing the preacher to break the sick. Hiei sucked in air rapidly as his mate finely claimed him as her own.

"I know now I love you." She whispered before kissing his lips and falling to sleep in his arms.

THE END