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Summary: In the books it never says Lily has another child. One before Harry. Well this isn't the books, it's my world. Learn how a teen struggles through childbirth, school and work. Raising a kid is hard work and Lily is about to find that out the hard way.
A/n: Uh oh... I have updated in a long time. But I do have good news. On paper this was 10 pages long. I have a plan for every chapter for a while(or at least the next one). Remember this is in Lily's POV! Now for the thanks....
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chapter 4 preview
God do I wish everyone took it that well.
Chapter 5.
O.K. So it was really easy telling my friends. But they are awesome so I really didn't think it would be that much of a problem. Now telling my parents, that's a different story entirely. It's not that I don't love my parents. Or o.k. it is. See my parents never really loved me. Sure they like me sometimes but they just think of me and my sister as another thing to take care of.
See my parents never loved each other. They have never and will never. That's probably why they have so many flings on the side. They get along great and they have sex. They do everything a married couple should do(besides the cheating thing). But they do it without love. Weird, I think they'd get a divorce but their too lazy and it coasts too much. Just my opinion.
I was shaken out of my thoughts when the toilet flushed. Evan walked out of the bathroom and walked over to me when he realized that I was up. Evan asked me and Demetre' over because he hasn't seen us for so long. Demetre' was laying on the other side of the couch, his feet beside my head. He sat on the floor beside me.
"How are you doing?" he asked.
"I'm o.k. but I'm a little lost." I said sighing.
"Yea, well, you have every right to be. Hell, you have the right to br damn well crazy. You're having a baby, Lily. A baby."
Until that moment it had never even sunk in. Like I knew but I didn't really know, you know what I mean? I then started crying for practically no reason what so ever.
Evan helped me up and hugged me as I sobbed into his chest. The weird thing is I never cry. And when I do I never cry in front of people. Except once at Hogwarts, but I had a reason. Anyway eventually I stopped crying and just hugged Evan as he said it would be o.k. over and over again. It felt good to hug someone and have them tell you its going to be o.k. All of a sudden my stomach started growling.
"I'm hungry." I mumbled into Evans chest.
"I know, I heard." He laughed.
"Do you have any pickles, cheese and peanut butter?"
"Yea I think, why?"
"'Cause I have a craving." I said almost shyly.
He smiled down at me and ushered me into the kitchen. He sat me down on a stool at the table and opened the fridge. He got out a jar of pickles (dill), a block of cheese (marble) and a jar of peanut butter. He set each item in front of me as well as a knife, fork and a spoon. It didn't take me long to dig in.
After successfully eating a full jar of pickles, half a jar of peanut butter, and a block of cheese I was ready for bed. I was completely drained. Although it was 2:27 in the morning, but still. . I always stay up late. Usually later than that. However, the couch that Demetre' had taken over didn't look all that appealing.
Evan noticed the look and smiled. "Do you want to come sleep wit me in my bed?" He asked as a parent would as a child.
Kind of ironic how I worded it, eh? Yea well I think so. So anyway I followed Evan(after a glass of water and a pee) into the bedroom. Apparently Evan really liked the color red. He had a double bed in the middle of the room and the whole bed was red. It was all a silky lined texture. He had a nice window beside his bed wit red curtains. He had hard wood flooring too! He also had two white dressers (one had a mirror on it), a white computer table(with a laptop) and a white bed stand.
Anyway, the first thing I did was jump onto the bed and sigh. It was satin. Real satin? Who gives a shit? It felt so good, that's all I care about. I sank into it and almost fell asleep right there but Evan's voice snapped me out of it.
"Are you going to make room for me on there, or not?" he asked, slightly amused.
It was then I realized that I was taking up the whole bed(I was laying in the middle). "Maybe." I challenged but I moved over anyway.
"Thank you for making room for me on my bed." He said, sarcastically.
"No problem. Anytime." I answered cheekily.
And with that we cuddled up and went to sleep. Now don't jump to conclusions, there is nothing going on between us. I cuddle with all my friends. I just love to cuddle. I have no clue why, I just do. It doesn't matter who it is (with my friends I mean) it's just a habit to cuddle with them.
The next morning I did not wake up to the sun shining in the window. Or the birds chirping in the window. Hell Evan feeling me up didn't even do it. A shallow pit in my stomach did it, and food creeping up in my throat. I hastily woke up and ran to the bathroom. It last very long and thank god for that, it was hell. Do you know what the sick demented part is? Right after I got done, I was hungry again! So I swiped a toothbrush (hopefully Evans) and brushed my teeth. Then I woke up Evan and demanded food. Didn't go over quite as well as I had hoped but he still did it!
"So, what do you want to eat?" he asked me.
"Bacon and eggs." I replied simply.
"Alright, I suppose I can do that." He said and added, "Wake Demetre' and Nathan and ask them if they want some."
Oh damn this should be fun. Nathan is Evan's roommate if you haven't figured that out yet. I don't know very much about the guy seeing as I don't know him but damn is he fun to tease.
I sneaked quietly into Nathan room and then started screaming
"IF YOU LIKE PINA CLODADAS AND GETTING CAUGHT IN THE RAIN!" While jumping on his bed.
"What the fuck?!" Exclaimed Nathan.
"It's time to get up, breakfast is cooking." I replied sweetly.
"Oh joy, oh bliss." He said sarcastically.
"I knew you'd like that." I said and smirked at him.
He smiled back and his blue eyes twinkled. His dark brown hair was a mess, unlike his usual "perfect" hairstyle. I swear to god that guy is more famine than I am. I have a sneaking suspicion he is gay but what do I know? Breakfast was great and all too soon it was time for me to go home. I made up my mind. I was going to tell my parents today. Just so I could get it out of the way. So as soon as I got home I went straight to the living room, I found my parents sitting there watching t.v. on the couch.
"Mom, Dad, I have something to tell you." I said boldly.
"What is it?" Asked Dad, not looking up.
"I'm pregnant."
"What?" Asked my mom. Oh so now they pay attention to me.
"I'm pregnant." I said simply.
"Is this some sort of practical joke? Because it isn't funny, Lillian Evans." My mom said in a stern voice.
They said the same thing when I told them I was a witch. Ah, happier time....anyway.
"No this is no joke. I am really pregnant." I said.
"Well in that case, get out." Said my mom.
"What?" I said dumbfounded.
"You heard me. Get out."
"Now Leda...Lily doesn't have to leave right away. I agree that we can't have her living here. What would the neighbors think? But she can't leave right now. You heard her, she's pregnant." Dad said to me, then he turned to me.
"When you find a place to stay, you will leave. We'll pay for whatever you need but we can't have you living here. So pack up your stuff and when you find a place to live, you will leave."
Well that went......well. The only thing I can think of is how great it's going to be to tell James. Please note sarcasm.
A/n: Wow that seemed like a long chapter lol. Anyway thanks for reading and leave a review!