Before Harry.

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Summary: In the books it never says Lily has another child. One before Harry. Well this isn't the books, it's my world. Learn how a teen struggles through childbirth, school and work. Raising a kid is hard work and Lily is about to find that out the hard way.

A/N: OK. You have my permission to shoot me! I'm so sorry! I actually had this chapter written in February, but then I sent it to my beta reader. Then I had my computer reformatted, and I deleted this because I sent it to my bet-reader. However I haven't heard from my beta-reader since. It's like they dropped off the face of the earth, lol. Anyway I had to write it all over again and that's why it has taken me this long! I'm so sorry. After I get this chapter done and it takes me a while to update email me and get my ass moving for the next one, ok? My email is Wasn't Me I Swear- Thanks and sorry it took so long.

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Chapter 7 preview: "Besides who would love a werewolf?" Leo asked bitterly.

"I would." I say quietly. "And you know Nate won't care so shut up and ask him out."

"I'll think about it." He says.

I threw his own look back in his face.

Chapter 8

I did owl James. I can not believe that Leo did not even have to pester me to do it either. I think the reason I wanted to owl him is because I really want him to be there. I pretty much know he is the father and that calms me because I'm pretty sure he will make a good dad. He seems like a good guy anyway. Man, I'm tired. I think I'm going to kick everyone else out of Nate or Evan's room and go to sleep. I know what your thinking. How can anyone sleep when there is a party going on? Well that is another talent of mine. If I'm really tired I can go to sleep, no matter what is going on around me. That is as long as I'm comfortable. Maybe it's just me but I have been really tired lately. I hope it doesn't last too long though, I don't like being tired all the time. It might just be because I'm stressed out though. Who knows?

Kicking people out is easier than I thought it would be. All you do is just tell people your tired and pregnant. Everyone leaves you alone. There are defiantly good points of being pregnant, people listen to you. They think your going to freak out over every little thing, which you sometimes do. Anyway if anyone bugs me I am going to shoot them literally.

"Lily." Someone says just as I am closing my eyes.

"Is someone dying?" I ask without looking up.

"No, why would someone be dying?" The really annoying person asks.

"Because that's the only reason you should disrupt a sleeping pregnant woman." I yell.

"It's a good thing I know your pregnant already or you'd be kind of screwed there. I have a serious problem." I look up and realize that it is Nate. I'm officially do not like my roommate right now.

"I already addressed the big one, no one is dying so that is covered. What else do you have?" I asked, rolling over on my side.

"I think I like Leo."

"O.K, that was worth getting up for. So you like Leo, eh? Have you told him yet?" I asked, already knowing the answer, because, well, I know everything.

"No, uh, your actually the first person I told." He said looking down at the floor.

No shit, Sherlock. I so already knew that.

"So why don't you tell him that, instead of bugging the shit out of me?" Man can these people get any more stupid?

"I can't tell him!" He practically screamed at me. So now not only is he disturbing a pregnant woman's sleep, bugging her, now he's almost screaming at her! He's damn luck I want them together!

"OK." I say sitting up, this is going to take awhile. "Why can't you tell him?"

"Because I don't want him to hate me." Nate says holding his head in his hands.

"Aww, hunny, he won't hate you. Why would you think that?"

"Because he could never like me." He said shaking his head.

"Of course he could. You never know, he might even like you back. Did you consider that a possibility?" I could see he hadn't even thought of that.

"Look, Leo will always be your friend. He might not like you, but he will never hate you. Just tell him and see what he says. He may reject you, but he may not. If he does like you, isn't that worth taking a chance? I think it is."

"Yea, your right Lily. Thanks! I'll see you later." He practically ran out of the room. Now, thank god, I can go to sleep.

I wake up to feel something pressed up against my back. I open my arm to see Evan's face laying on my shoulder. I guess I slept a long time if he's passed out here. I'd like to kick him out but seeing as this is his room I really can't. I am going to attempt to go back to sleep but I don't think I can…… Nope, just as I thought, no more sleep for lily (me if your just that stupid). Well now that I can't get back to sleep I might as well get up and go do something. The challenge is getting up without waking Evan up. Ok so if I just twist my arm and stuff a pillow there, yes! I got out and he's still sleeping.

Well now that I'm out, what do I want to do? Go for a walk? It's 3:30 in the morning, maybe not such a smart idea. So I go to the next best thing, the balcony. It's not a big balcony, it's more like a porch but balcony sounds better so that's what I call it. The wind wraps my hair around my face but I can't feel the cold. I wonder what's going to happen in three days. No matter what I know it's going to be different. Hell I'm pregnant and got kicked out of my house how much more different can you get? I suppose it may not change though. Maybe James just won't show up and I'll be stuck living with Evan and Nate for the rest of my life, raising a child by myself. Then again it might be completely different. I might be living with James in his apartment and raising a baby with him. I might have a chance at final happiness but then again nothing seems to turn out like I plan it to.

Three days have passed surprisingly quickly. It's now Monday morning. Well pretty much, I usually call this time Sunday night but since I want it to be Monday I'll call it Monday morning. It's about 4 am and I just woke up and can't get back to sleep. I just want this day to finally be over. I don't want to think about it anymore. It seems to be the only thing I think about anymore. Oh well at least it is Monday and I only have to wait a couple more hours until I find out how my fate is sealed. I'm more worried about whether or not James will want to be a father. I know that I didn't sleep with anyone after him and if I did they will have to be charged with rape because I did not know about it.

I must have been out here for a couple hours, although it didn't seem that way. The sun was just coming up. It looked so beautiful, almost reassuring me that everything would be ok. Don't I wish I could believe that.

A/n: I know, I know, you hate me because this chapter is so short but I just had to stop it here. Sorry!