A/N: Ok so because people actually like this story I am updating for you. I decided to make Edward have more will power so he will never actually have to leave but that doesn't mean Bella won't.

Chapter3: If it's love that you want…

B POV

"So where were we?" He asked as I put my head back on his shoulder. "To be honest I have no clue but I think class is about to start what do you have?" I asked and he didn't even have to glance down at his schedule "I have biology." "Cool I do to lets walk there together." I said getting up and taking my hoodie. "I believe you were telling me why you would do that." He said pointing at my wrists. "Oh yeah that's right, Well I have been to several different foster homes from the time I was six up until last summer when Jenna and Alex adopted me along with Jeda which is why she calls me her sister. Jaal and Andrew are there biological kids but they wanted to help some kids out and I was coming here because my old foster home had too many kids and Jenna was a friend of my old foster mother Andrea. You following me?" I asked looking over and his eyes held sorrow as he nodded his head. "But that's not why I started cutting, I started that because I was abused by my meth addict mother and my alcoholic father. It started off by just hitting me then one day he was really drunk and she was really high and I was bringing them their food and I tripped so my dad got really mad and took a knife off the table and tried to kill me." He was looking at me with utter horror almost like he wanted to take me in his arms and kiss away my pain but I pushed that thought out of my head. "He took the knife and ran the cold steal down my back and up again and down my arms up to the back of my elbow, then he pulled it out and stabbed me in the leg dragging it down to my ankle just above my Achilles tendon I had never felt so much pain in my entire life and my mother was just sitting there laughing wile I cried. I almost died and some times I wish I did." The day was passing way to fast for my taste Edward was already walking me to gym just listening to my sad story of my abusive life before I went into foster care. "Oh Bella this is so horrible no one should have to think that, well I will see you in there." He said walking to the boys' locker room wile I went to the girls'. All we did that period was just get to know one another and I and Edward continued our talk. "So what is you foster home like?" He asked me when we were in the car. Well Jenna and Alex are doing very well at being parents for me and Jaal, Andrew and Jeda are the typical siblings though Jeda is more like a real sister because we came into the home at the same time and we are exactly alike, Where are we going?" I asked suddenly realizing these were not the directions I gave him. "We are going some where I like to go sometime when I want to think." He said with the most irresistible crooked smile I had ever seen. "So why don't you tell me about your family, I'm kind of tired about talking about me." I said and he smirked that crooked smile again. "Well my parents Carlisle and Esme are very wonderful parents; they support me and the rest with all they have. I consider myself lucky to be brought into that family." He said stopping the car. "What about the rest of your family?" I asked and he turned to look at me. "My siblings well they are… different, Alice can be a little over excited wile Jasper and the others have there own way of thinking." He said and I looked at the clock. "You know I should probably go I don't need them thinking I was abducted by you." I said with a laugh and he started the car. We rode the rest of the way in silence when we finally stopped in front of my house Edward turned to me. "Bella, you know if it's love that you want what would you say to getting a," "Yo Izzy get your butt up here now!" Jaal called down from the window. "Sorry Edward I guess I will see you tomorrow." I said getting out and as soon as I did he sped off.

E POV

I can't believe I just did that; I would have killed her if we went into the meadow but as I was driving away I could hear Bella listening to so screamer band

Kill Me
Tattered and torn
Something aches
Tattered and torn
Bad things slither
Tattered and torn
My floors are burning down
Tattered and torn
And I can't find a window

Tattered and torn
This is medieval
Tattered and torn
This is cerebral
Tattered and torn
Suffocated
Tattered and torn
Melodramatic

Tattered and torn
Driven to the verge of
Tattered and torn
I make you my enemy
Tattered and torn
The nerves you sever
Tattered and torn
Can serve you better

Tattered and torn
In the blink of an eye
Tattered and torn
In the space of a second
Tattered and torn
Open my wrists
Tattered and torn
Give me my lessons

Tearing myself apart
From the things that make me hurt!

Could she really feel that way I couldn't believe it this poor human girl was being tormented by the memories of her child hood. This was horrible I would help her get over her past no matter what. "Edward what just happened?" Alice asked me as I walked through the door. "Nothing Alice we were going to the meadow I was going to kill her but she noticed the time and asked me to bring her home." I said and she looked at me like I was crazy. "Edward," "I probably couldn't have killed her after what she told me about her life it was just horrible, I honestly vow to make this the best life she could have." I said and walked to my room with out another word.

B POV

"Bella could you come here please." Jenna called up the stairs but I noticed she had sorrow in her voice. "Yeah Jenna what's up?" "Bella it's about your parents.