A/N: Ok so here we go I know people seem to think it is sad but that seems to be all I am good at writing it will get juicier and there will probably be some lemons for those of you who like them.

Chapter6: How?

B POV

"Bella sweetie your parents have sobered up and they want you back so you will be going back to live with them after a wile." Jenna said and I was completely amazed. "What no I don't want to I refuse," "Bella you." "I am old enough to make my own decisions and I refuse to go live with them I won't go back to that life I refuse to kill myself!" I screamed at the top of my lungs.

"What!" Alex said his eyes wide and I knew he couldn't believe what I just said. "If I have to live with my parents and deal with them treating me like I'm their slave instead of their daughter I am going to kill myself because that is what would happen anyway." I said completely in tears and ran upstairs and right into Jay and Drew. "Bell what's wrong?" Drew asked wrapping his arms around me.

"My parents want me back, and if they try to send me I will kill myself I can't do this I just," "Bells calm down we will make it so you don't have to we will not let them ok." Jay said to me as they both brought me into my room and laid me on my bead. "Ok Bells just sleep we will see you in the morning." Drew said walking out with Jay I just closed my eyes and slept with unfortunately a dream.

(A/N: Bella's dream is going to be in italics and third person.)

The girl was sitting a beautiful meadow crying and holding her arms. "I just want to die; I just want to die; I just want to die." She says over and over and from behind her comes a beautiful boy with sorrow held in his eyes where no tears come out. "Why, how could you do this?" He asks as her bends over her and it sounds as if he isn't breathing. "They want me to go back; I don't want to feel the pain I just want to die." She cries again.

I woke with a silent scream and looked around my room to find that I had three hours left until school so I got off my bead grabbing my pocket knife in the process and walked to lock myself in the bathroom. Once I was sure no one was up yet I took the knife and put the cold steal to my wrists. "Oh god please forgive me I know I shouldn't do this but if they want me back I have to die now."

With that I pressed the blade and pulled my hand down watching the beautiful crimson blood flow from my vein letting the pain flow through this one cut and finally took the towel I hid under the sink and wrapped it around the cut and slid down the wall carrying. It was two hours later and I heard the knocking on my bathroom door. "Bella, Bella are you in there?" Jenna called me and I jumped up I hadn't realized I fell asleep.

"Yeah Jenna I'm in here I am just getting ready to take a shower." I said turning on the water and checking to make sure I stopped bleeding which I did. "Good I didn't cut to deep" I thought to myself before getting under the hot water.

E POV

I was actually looking forward to going to school today I was guessing it was because of Bella, I just couldn't wait to learn more about her but the look Alice gave me as soon as I walked down stairs scared me. "Alice what," "Edward I had a vision Bella cut herself this morning." She said and I had to try not to run to her house and ask her what she was thinking. "How, why?" I asked completely flabbergasted. "I don't know." She said and with that we left for school.

When we got there Bella was sitting with Jeda and their two brothers. "Bella are you ok?" We both asked at the same time and she looked away from her family and mouthed no. "Come one Bella we don't want to be late for class, Edward don't you want to escort us to class." "And find out why Bella tried to kill herself." Alice thought after she said that and I fallowed them "So what's wrong love?" Alice asked her as we walked.

"I don't want to talk about it in school." She said and we stopped in front of their class "Why don't you come over our house after school today and Carlisle can check you out to make sure you are ok." I said and she looked up with hope in her eyes. "Could he actually," "Bella Carlisle is a doctor and he can make sure you are ok." "Oh thank you Edward, thank you." She said throwing her arms around me.

"You're welcome Bella, now I think we should all go to class before we get detention." I said wrapping my arms around her to show her I will always be there. "Ok by we will see you in lunch." Alice said dragging Bella and Jasper into class

B POV

"Bella we need to go shopping sometime you have awesome style." "Thank you Alice I giggled as we walked to lunch, the day was passing a lot faster then I thought it was going to and Edward met us at the beginning of the lunch line. "We are going to leave after lunch, ok?" He said but it sounded more like a question to me. "Umm sure why not." I said as we walked to the table and I nibbled on my sandwich.

"Ok so what was wrong this morning." Edward asked me when we were in his car. "Promise you won't kill me?" He nodded. "Well last night Jenna and Alex told me that my parents "sobered up" And wanted me back and I… well I refused to go back with them and kind of threatened to kill my self, and this morning attempted to do exactly that." I said and he looked sad.

"Bella," "I know I regret doing it now but I just I don't think I should l,"

A/N: Ha I left you at a cliffie what do you think is gunna happen.