A/N: Yay a new chapter I am so excited well I will have the links to the cloths Bella gets on my profile as soon s I find them again.

Chapter7: Learning the truth

E POV

I couldn't believe what Bella was about to say but she stopped. "Bella what were you going to say?" I asked and she seemed to rack her brain for something. "I umm I…" "Never mind Bella lets just get you to my dad so he can check the cuts and make sure they aren't infected." I said and she went back to looking out the window. "Bella were you going to say you shouldn't love me?" I had to ask it was killing me was she really going to say love me in that case I could tell her how I have been feeling.

"Umm I, I mean well," She sighed "Yes." She said that and my dead heart soared. "I'msorryEdwardiknowijustmetyouandallbutijustcanthelpityouhavebeentheonly." "Wo wo slow it down I can't understand you when you talk that fast." I said even thought I knew exactly what she said. "I said I'm sorry Edward I know I shouldn't but I just can't help it, you have been the only one who has listened to me other than your family but there is just something about you that I just don't get.

"You are different then other people, I don't know." She said never looking me. I didn't know what to say but we were at my house now. "Come on he will just check the cuts you don't have to tell him what you did." I said and she nodded and I could tell she was crying. "Well who is this?" Carlisle asked when I knocked on his office door. "This is Bella she just wanted to get some cuts she has checked out then we will leave." I said as she walked through the door. "Ok Bella where are they?" He asked her an slowly she

"Reviled two very short but fresh slits going down her wrists that were perfectly hidden under her wrist bands. Though they were longer today I still wondered why the cuts were so short. And for the first time I actually noticed what she was wearing, under her pink and black hoodie –which she had taken off- she wore a black and white corset matching her black and white arm bands over a pair of silvery skinny jeans and pink white and black slip on sneakers. She was beautiful and as I went from her cloths to her face I

noticed her black eyeliner was put on perfect as well as the light dust of grey eye-shadow that surrounded her eyelid, Her small nose was adorned with a small but beautiful diamond erring in it and her full lips were beautifully lined with black and colored red. I just couldn't take my eyes off her. "Edward I just asked you if you wouldn't mind Bella staying here for a few days so I can keep an eye on her she will have to share your room." Carlisle said and I realized I hadn't been paying attention to anything either of them had said.

"Yes of coarse I don't mind. Bella just fallow me I will show you to my room." I said and she grabbed her hoodie and walked out behind me but not before thanking Carlisle for what ever he had done.

B POV

We walked down a few halls and I noticed Edward didn't seem all there but I had to call Jen and Alex so they wouldn't worry and I figured because Alice wanted to go shopping I would end up getting cloths for tomorrow no matter what. When we got to his room he opened his door and I was speechless. The whole south wall was made of glass and the west wall was filled with CD's I was just amazed he had more then a music store. "Umm Edward do you mind if I call my family?" I asked sitting down on his beautiful black Leather couch.

"Of coarse Bella go right ahead." He said turning on his stereo and sitting down next to me. I pulled out my cherry chocolate phone and dilled Jenna's cell but I was very surprised when Alex picked up. "Hello." "Hey Alex is Jen there?" I asked know very well that because he answered she wasn't. "No Izzy she isn't, when are you going to call us mom and dad?" He asked after confirming my thought. "I told you I just don't feel comfortable. Listen can you Tell Jen that I am going to be staying at a friends house

"Tonight, hi… her dad already said it was ok." I said knowing he would just say what ever and then tell Jen later when she starts panicking. "Yeah sure what ever see you when you when you come home." He said hanging up her phone. "Wow I will never understand my foster parents." I said falling back and finding a song I wanted to listen to on the music part of my phone.

when I played the song Edward looked over at me and he looked thoughtful for a moment and came over and took the phone out of my hands attaching it to what looked like a speaker and then the song started blaring through the room and he came over and held my hands in his.

"Bella I wanted to tell you something but amazingly enough I don't know how to say it." He said it looking in my eyes and moving his face ever closer to mine the urge to kiss him grew.

And all of a sudden his ice cold lips that I had been longing to touch were on mine and I just tensed up remembering Charlie. And everything he did and as he pulled away what he said made my heart break and the tears come. "I wanted to tell you I love you to Bells." With that my body started to convulse with sobs and his eyes held what seemed like ancient sorrow as he walked away he thought I was crying because he kissed me I had to tell him otherwise. "No wait," Sob "P-please don-don't go," Sob

"It's just my father also raped me and to try to get him to stop I would just cry 'daddy I love you please stop' and when he would finish he would kiss my forehead and say 'I wanted to tell you I love you to Bells.' See it's not because you kissed me it's because of what you said after that made me start crying." I was starting to calm down now and he walked back over sitting down next to me and putting my head in his lap. I closed my eyes trying to push the memories that were flooding into my head but it didn't work and I cried myself to sleep in the one place I truly longed to be.

(A/N: Ok Bella is going to have another dream and this one is a memory but again third person)

She was lying on her bed crying when she heard a knock on her door knowing who it was and what was going to happen she tried to run to her closet. She was to late as she crossed in front of him he sat down and pulled her down with him "Now sweetie you know what time it is little daddy wants to feel loved." He said to her as he moved her from his lap and pulled his pants and underwear off to reveal his erect penis. "Now come on and maybe I will go easy on you."

He said but she was frozen so he grabs her head and pushes it down so her mouth goes over and he moans in pleasure. "No eat you tootsie roll." He says and as she once again gives her father his nightly blow job she began to fear for a new threat. She could smell alcohol. And in an instant his hand was on her head pulling her off by her hair and when she looked at him she didn't see her daddy any more she saw the monster the alcohol made him.

"Now Bella daddy wants to play horsy and you get to be the rider." In the next instant he tore her skirt and underwear from her body and put her on top of him. Not knowing what was happening she asks him "Daddy what do I do now?" and he answers "Just rock your body back and forth like you are ridding a horsy." And with that she rocked back and forth and he thrust himself inside her again and again. "Daddy this feels weird please stop, daddy please stop, daddy, daddy, DADDY."

She screams as he cums inside her and then leaves her on the bed crying. "I love you Bells." He says as he walks out and closes her door.

E POV

She was crying again and screaming no please stop and the next thing I know she jolts up tears poring out of her eyes. "Bella, Bella Shh it's ok nothing is going to happen it was just a dream." I said comforting her and Alice walked in the room. "Ok Edward no more hogging Bella, it's time to shop come on Izzy." Alice said grabbing Bella from my arms and pulling her out the door. "You will not recognize her when she comes back I can guarantee it." Alice thought to me when she drove away. "Oh Bella how can I help you see that it will never happen again."

A/N: Ok so this was hard to write that dream Bella had was the most difficult part. Please if this story is offending you do not flame me just stop reading I will not appreciate you saying it is gross and wrong because it is true things like this happen. Thank you to the fans of this story who see where I am coming from.