Ok, chapter 2. Review me if you want me to continue this. I want to remember everyone of the "scene" in New Moon where Bella thinks about how she could eventually give in into Jacob's love for her.
The story begins here, it's Jacob's POV.
White lie
I'm Jacob Black and I'm a werewolf. I love Bella Swan. I hate vampires. That about sums me up.
The legends say that I'll imprint on someone someday in my long life and that I'll be in love beyond anything humans can feel. I think it's crap. I love Bella, not some imprint-on-not-having-a-word-to-say-about-it random girl. The thing is, Bella doesn't want to be with me because of two things, her broken heart and the fact that I'll maybe imprint someday. I'm dedicated to the task of healing her heart but I'm afraid the imprinting thing is a dead end that'll ruin my life.
Bella and I see each other pretty much every day since I can run faster than the wind. I'm bringing her to the beach today. The sun is miraculously out. Today, I'm finally confessing my feelings to her. I'm not letting her go without a kiss. I love her.
Before I know it we're walking on the beach, joking around. Bella is more beautiful than ever, she seems so relaxed. I'm so nervous I don't pay attention to what I'm saying, only to what I need to get out of my chest before it explodes. "Jake, you're so bad, I'm sure she's not THAT…"
I cut her off; I need to say it now. "Bells I love you, I need you; I don't care that I'm a werewolf or that you are broken, I want to be with you." I feel free for about a second, than I realise that it would crush me if she turned me down.
"Jake," she begins, unsure of what to say. I know she's tempted to say she needs me too, I noticed she was more open to me lately, didn't back away from hugs, liked it when I just hold her hands in mine to warm her.
She looks at me, I can see she is almost about to give in. "Will you let me love you, please, I beg you Bella." My heart is jumping in my chest, I'm afraid I'll burst into a wolf before I know it. 'Jacob, man, calm down. She's about to say yes.'
She's about to say something but she stops and sighs. She's biting her lips, looking torn. "Jacob, I told you, as long as you don't imprint on me, we can't be together. I'm sorry but I rather not start a relationship that is bound to end anyway."
What a perfect excuse. This imprint nonsense will destroy my chances with her. What if it never happens? I'll just be lonely forever?
Without thinking, words slip through my mouth like they have a will of their own. "I did."
She stops dead in her tracks. "What?" Her voice is unsure, like she's not sure she heard right.
"I've imprinted on you."
Damn, what I am doing? Somehow, I can't stop myself from lying. I would like those words to be true with all my heart. 'It's a white lie.' I try to convince myself. I love her, I'll take care of her, no one will ever know. Anyway, how am I supposed to know I haven't imprinted, it's not like they send you a congratulation card for these kinds of things. I'm so anxious, she seems stunned. I bend down to kiss her and she doesn't pull back.
"I love you, Bells."
She opens her lips and I'm in heaven, I kiss her softly, like I always dreamed of and she's kissing me back. It's all I care about.
Sorry if you think Jacob is too nice to do that, but threaten to get himself killed if Bella didn't kiss him in Eclipse wasn't so nice either. I was trying to show how he never intended to do it but simply couldn't resist. Also I forgot to mention English is my second language so be nice with the spelling and everything.