Sorry for the extremely long update, over the next few days I intend to post a lot!

This chapter is dedicated to Jennifer 5 2002 for inspiring me to update, thanx!

"Who is AJ?" Hotch asked

"She's my 16 year old sister; her name is Amy-Lee. I've got to find her, I can't put her in danger again. She nearly died last time, I've got to save her" JJ said, tears were streaming down her face.

"Again. What happened the first time?" Reid asked, curiosity taking him over

"It was 9 years ago, we were playing a game of monopoly when 4 men burst into the house.2 men knocked out our parents while 2 came over to me, AJ and Carla. They tried to pull me and Carla away, I held onto the cabinet, I needed to stay and protect AJ. Carla had been taken easily, her scream startled me and the man was able to pull me away. Carla was screaming over and over, I heard the man hit her over and over, I heard her pleas for help, but the man who had me took me into my bedroom away from her. He raped me, I knew the other man was doing the same to Carla, I heard the whole thing. AJ was crying downstairs, I heard her get hit. There were 3 gunshots, and I feared for the worst. I heard the man who had Carla grunt inn pain, she kicked him and managed to run, but as she reached the top of the stairs, the man came behind her and shot her in the back, I saw it and ran towards her, but the same happened to me. AJ was already unconscious in the living room, and I couldn't see if my mom and dad were alive, they were covered head to toe in blood. The men left us for dead. I woke up a few days later in hospital, AJ was in the bed to my left, crying hysterically and Carla was in the bed to my right hooked up to a ventilator. The doctor told me that my mom and dad were killed, shot execution style to their temples. I had to tell Carla when she woke up. I shouldn't have let go, I should have fought harder, maybe then my mom and dad would still be alive, maybe AJ and Carla wouldn't have had to go through what they did"

"Oh my god JJ" Gideon said shocked "How come you never said anything?"

"Because I was afraid that if I did something like this would happen again, I couldn't risk losing AJ and Carla, we barely got over the last time" JJ said through sobs

"Don't worry, we aren't going to let anything happen to your sisters, I promise" he said giving her a friendly hug