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My classes were more boring than ever. Mike asked me out again and I said no like I did every Friday of every week. The guy really didn't understand rejection. I hadn't told anyone at school about my relationship with Jake, why would I. It's nt like any one of them was close to me or anything. When Edward, damn, it hurts so much to think of his name. When Edward had left, I had created such a big void around me, I didn't know if any of my old friends from school would find their way over it, or if I would allow them in. Only Jake had found his way, but he was special.
When the bell rang, I put all my stuff into my bag and hurried to get home. I needed to get ready for camping tomorrow. "Hey dad I'm home." I greeted Charlie. I noticed he was carrying bags towards the door with a guilty look on his face. "Hum, Bella, I'm going away with Billy for the week-end, I'm sorry honey, if you want me to stay I will…" He spat out so fat I knew he'd been practicing it. "Dad, it's okay, I'll be fine on my own." I said interrupting his speech. I gave him a hug and smiled at him. "I'm glad you're back Bella." He said with a hint of sadness in his voice. "I'm glad too dad." His comment made me think once again how Jacob had saved me. Jake imprinting on me was the best thing that could've happened to me considering the circumstances. I went to my room and quickly realised that I wasn't well equipped for camping. No sleeping bag, no flashlight, no tent. I was relieved when a caught a glimpse of Jacob running towards the house through my window. I ran downstairs to open the door. As soon as he was in my ear sight, I exploded. "Jake, it's horrible." His face switched from happiness to serious worry. "What is it Bells? Did something happen to you, to Charlie?" "No, it's not that, I don't have a sleeping bag. I don't have anything to go camping." He calmed down immediately and took me in is arms laughing. "It's not funny." I insisted. "Of course it's not." He said, trying to keep a straight face. He just ended up laughing at me again after about two seconds.
He helped me to find everything I had that could be useful and promised me to lend me everything missing. "Anyway, we already have my tent." He added. I realised at that moment I would be sleeping in Jacob's arms this week-end. The idea was making me slightly uncomfortable. 'Stop it fool, you'll be fine.' I told myself convincingly.
Time ran so fast it was nearly ten when we had everything packed in the truck. "Good night Bells." He said kissing me goodnight. "I'll see you tomorrow." I replied cheerfully before waving him goodbye and going back into the house.
I drove to La Push really early the next morning. When I got there, everyone was ready and waiting for me. I was delighted to see that Emily was coming with us as well. I joked around with Embry and Sam as they put all camping things on their backs. I spent most of my time walking by Emily's side. It was nice to have I girl around. I could tell her everything. 'Kind of like Alice.' I stopped myself immediately. This was the backfire consequences of living again. I couldn't held all the memories of the Cullen's buried deep into my heart, some would come out to ruin my mood when I least expected it. I stayed silent for about half an hour before Jake took me apart from the group and asked me why I was so sad. "It's nothing." I told him. I didn't want to spoil his enthusiasm so I made a big effort to be cheerful again. It seemed to work. We walked for several hours. I fell twice but didn't break any bone so it wasn't so bad.
We stopped in a meadow, it wasn't my meadow but it annoyed me anyway. While everyone was setting their tent and Sam starting a fire, all I could do was stare blankly in front of me, my arms crossed tightly on my chest, trying to keep the tears in. Emily made dinner and I helped her as much as I could. After everyone had eaten, it was almost dark outside so everyone took place around the fire and Sam told us stories about werewolves and Embry legends about the elders. Jacob hold me tight to him the entire time, with all the heat irradiating from him I didn't event need the fire. His face was beautiful in the fire's glimmering light though. We went to bed and we snuggled inside the sleeping bag. His kisses were so soft, so hot I are trouble keeping my breathing even. "Bella." He whispered in the dark after we'd agreed on going to sleep. "Yes." I replied faintly, half sleeping already. "I need to tell you something." But I was already gone.
"Ahhhhhhhh." I woke up panicked, the birds were chirping all around our tent. I didn't care about the birds. "Bella what is it?" Jacob asked still sleepy. "Nothing." I breathed. "It's nothing." I said again, my voice sounding so far from me. I had made a really bad dream. It was simply horrifying. I had dreamt of Edward. It was the weirdest dream. We were dancing in the meadow to my lullaby. He had a tux on and me a wedding dress. A WEDDING DRESS for god's sake. Only the dress was ripped everywhere. 'Kind of like my heart.' I thought bitterly. We were dancing and we had shared a long, perfect kiss then Jacob had appeared. I had left Edward in the center of the meadow but as I was running towards Jacob, my body had started to bleed from everywhere. Edward and Jacob had started to fight. Then I had woken up screaming my heart's out.
I got up, everyone was still asleep or so I thought. I was disgusted with myself. The first time I was spending the night on Jake's arms, I dreamt of Edward kissing me. I started to walk right in front of me. I went so far I got scared I wouldn't find my way back. I calmed down when I remembered that a pack of werewolves surely wouldn't have any problem to find me so I sat on a big tree laying on the ground and waited for Jacob to come and find me.
After about fifteen minute, I heard noise coming from behind my back. I was about to go to find out what it was when the entire pack came running towards me in their wolves forms. Jacob changed back as soon as he reached me but the others just continued straight ahead, right in the direction I had heard the noise. "Bella." He screamed relieved. "Come, fast." His voice commanded me. It all went so fast it was like a blur. Jake brought me back to the meadow and almost threw me in Emily's arms. "What's happening?" I asked her starting to panic. Somehow deep in my heart I already knew the answer. "They smelled a vampire." Jacob came back closer to us. "I don't know what's happening when I'm human, come on, we got to get you out of here." He led us through the woods as quickly as we could follow. Emily was worrying about Sam and I knew it was my fault. "It's Victoria isn't it." I stated like it was obvious. "Yes." Jacob agreed reluctantly. Thinking Victoria had been less a couple of feet away from me made me feel sick.
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