Okay Chapter 9 but don' get too excited nothing new in here just Edward's POV on the last chapter. A big thanks to my faithful reviewers. I want to ear your opinion on this too.
jacobblacklover24
I hope Edward and Bella could see thing as simply as that. Thanks for your review. :D
SymphonyRain
Thank you. I'm so happy you guys liked it. Yes Bella is still with Jake she'll realize it soon enough and more twists to come I promise.
School Librarian
Here is Edward POV, I would say that it's SOOOO Edward to try to be responsible for the both of them.
Darkest Desire
I was in the old house. I couldn't find peace for making my family leave the town they loved just because of my selfishness. The piano was calling to me. I played for hours, letting the sadness and emptiness within me fill the room in a sad serenade. I had lost my soul for the second time when I'd left Bella and on top of that I'd deserted my family; running away from all the people that loved me. I couldn't bring myself to leave and yet I couldn't figure out if seeing Bella would be something that I could bare. When I heard the rumbling of a car I knew too I obeyed to my first instinct and ran outside by the back door. Then I just decided that faith had taken the decision for me.
I was worried of her reaction and kicking myself for not leaving sooner. I should have left I just didn't want to. I wanted a reason to stay. I waited by her car for all the agonizing minutes she spent in the house. I was so afraid to see hate in her eyes; so afraid I wouldn't recognize my Bella. I would deserve that hate though.
I heard her before I saw her. The second our eyes connected I felt human again; not able to repress my feelings or to be cautious. She ran towards me the loneliness in her eyes only mirroring mine. I caught her in my arms when she jumped. Her skin was even softer than I remembered. Her scent hit me like never before and my body was aching. But I wasn't hungry for her blood; I was just starving for her touch. I touched her everywhere skin was visible at vampire speed and I was pretty sure she couldn't feel half of it. I needed more. I kissed her like never before wanting to take her in completely. For a split second, I really thought it had been foolish of me to try to keep us apart. We belonged to each other. Her lips were so soft and warm I wanted to kiss them forever. I wanted to take her into my arms and bring her into my world. I pictured myself lowering my head on her neck to taste her blood. I wanted to bite her so that we could be together forever with nothing ever coming between us. I wanted to be complete. If only I could turn her. Instead of letting my mouth kiss my way to her neck; I just kissed her ear. Her neck was off limits for me if I didn't want to be tempted. I wished for a moment that my selfishness could go all the way and that I would find it in me to ravish her life like she'd ravish my heart. I wished in this fleeting instant that I would give into my darkest desire. I stopped myself right here, I couldn't do that to her; never. I had to be strong and stay rational for the both of us.
"Breathe Bella." I whispered to her. The beating of her heart was the most beautiful melody. I let go of her and placed her carefully on the ground. I could feel my resolution to let her have a normal life screaming in my mind. I could never accept the sacrifice of an angel as the price of my happiness. Never.