Sorry guys…I know it's short but I'm kinda in the middle of writers block…any help, ideas, suggestions…I take flames?

The weeks went by with my new found friends. Life was easier but it wasn't better. The nightmares plague me to no end to the point that I wake up terrified to go to sleep again. It's a different dream every time and none of them end the same way. I was used to knowing what was going to happen and being prepared for it when it did but these nightmares are the worst kind. Always different and each one more terrifying than the one before it and even when I'm with my friends, I can feel the hole tear at my skin, it's a nagging pain that spreads throughout my body from my head to the tips of my toes.

The pain slowly was numbing, it was still there but shadowed, that is, until I'm left alone with my thoughts. I subconsciously think abouthim. I don't know how to stop it and part of me doesn't want to stop it. It makes me remember the times I had that I actually enjoyed. Eventually though it goes back to when he left me. Then the hole rips wide open.

My thoughts subsided as I got into my truck and met my friends at the ice skating rink because yet again, another Friday had come. After a 10 minute drive to the rink I got out and went in to meet them at the food court. What I saw shocked me and I wanted to run but, Skylar saw me.

"Hey Bella." She called waving me over.

"Hey." I replied feeling sick at my stomach.

"Bells?" Jacob asked.

That's right, you heard it right. Jacob! Not only was Jake there but also some of the other LaPush boys.

"Hey Jake, finally decided to talk to me?" I asked.

"Bella…"

"NO! It's bad enough that Edward left but then all of the sudden you just ignore me? I almost DIED Jake and you didn't care!" I started whispering now as the tears pooled over. "You promised Jake. You promised me…"

"Bella. There are things you don't know. Things you can't know. Please understand." He whispered.

I turned and started running away. I headed straight out the doors and into the parking lot. I didn't notice that Skylar was following me.

"Bella!" She called.

I stopped, surprising myself, and turned around. All I needed was a friend and Skylar was here to offer friendship.

"Bella. What's wrong?"

"nothing." I pathetically lied to her.

"Bella." She said in a warning tone.

"I don't want to talk about it."

"But if it's bothering you…" Skylar trailed off.

"Idon't want to talk about it." I repeated.

"Okay, but if you ever need a friend then you know I'm here. So is Erika, Valerie, Taigen, and Hally."

"Thanks" I whispered and then left.

I dreamt again. Another nightmare. The same one with the wolf. It seems this is the only one who repeats itself. This is the second time. It was like it was trying to tell me something. Something important. My thoughts trailed to when Jake told me the tribe stories.

You see, the cold ones are the natural enemies of the wolf- well, not the wolf, really, but the wolves that turn into men, like our ancestors. You would call them werewolves.

Jake…My Jake…a werewolf…it's impossible or is it?