Dear CrimsonTears,

I have no advice for anxiety attacks. I've never had one and I don't know anyone who has. But, part of feeling like no one cares is because of when they don't know. If you don't tell them then something in the back of your head says, "they don't notice. They don't care if they can't figure it out without you telling them." I know. I've had problems that I never told and no one knew. Something always said, "They don't see the problem. They don't care about you if they don't see that you're hurt." And who knows, they might help if they know. You can NEVER know what someone REALLY thinks. You have to ask for help to get it. It was great that you came to someone for help, but it's better if you go to someone who is closer to you and can help more. I don't know you in real life and I don't know where you live. I can only do so much.

It's GREAT that you believe in God and pray every night. Sometimes the hurt is because there's an empty void. God is spouse to fill that empty void. But if the void is love from family and friends, then you should talk to a pastor or counselor. They most likely, actually almost all the time, have gone through what you have been through. They can pray for you and WITH you. They can give better advice then I could ever hope to give. But God should always be the one that you go to first! He always knows better then a human. If you ever need to cry to someone, he's there! He's the first one whose there.

If you feel like no one cares then ask someone close to you to pray for you and with you. Ask them to help you. I can only tell you about two people who care. God. And now me. I'll pray for you. If you need some advice on God and don't feel comfortable about going to someone, come to me. I promise not tell anyone anything you say to me. I promise not let out anything personal. I will pray that you can get better advice then what I have given and I will pray that God gives you comfort.

If you feel depressed, don't fill that void with just anything! If someone tells you alcohol and drugs will make you forget and they will make you fill better, well, I'm not going to lie to you. For a while, they will. But then the effect wears off and it's no good. It hurts more and makes more problems. So NEVER go to that to get away from depression. Attack the problem head on and find a solution.

If you are a girl, don't turn to men and dating for an escape. If you're a guy, don't turn to girls and dating for an escape. It's no escape and it won't help.

Let me tell you one last thing. I'm going be very blunt here. IT GETS WORSE BEFORE IT GETS BETTER! If you go to your family and friends or a pastor or counselor you might feel uncomfortable. You might feel like it won't work, but it does! The only way it won't work is if you just give up! It will take a long time depending on how bad it is. Getting over it involves bringing up A LOT of feelings and pain that you might not want to bring up. But if you don't bring it up it will only get ten times worse. You have to bring up the problem and get rid of it no matter how much it hurts! After you get all of it out in the open it could start to feel like your exposed, but just make sure the information is only in the hands of those who can help.

It will get a WHOLE lot WORSE before it can get A WHOLE LOT BETTER!!! But then again, God never said it would be easy. I can't find the verse, but I've read it before. Jesus said that if the world hated Him, then the world would hate those that followed him. The path of a Christian is hard. But that doesn't mean you have to give up.

I can promise you that you do have people other then God caring about you. Me. And I'm sure there are other people; you just have to find them. The world isn't only pain and suffering. There a lot of good, but it's something you have to look for.

GOD BLESS! I hope you can find what you need and I hope things get better!

To everyone who says bad thing about this whole thing I'm doing here,

Just because I say, "insulting behind a keyboard is being a coward" over and over again doesn't make it stupid. It means I believe it more because I stick with it. Unlike you people who can't choose a story to stay with. No one can believe. That's all!

GOD BLESS!