And then…

And then…..

Serena was so nervous. What the fuck is this, she thought. Was this some sort of cruel joke? Oh my god. All she could here were whispers around her. This place was no different from Constance. It was the same kind of people. Gossips, all of them. Sure she had, had her fair share but never was she the one to be gossiped about. As she reached the podium she started to feel nauseas. Oh my god was all she was thinking. Oh my god.

"Ladies, I would like to make an example out of Serena here. She was late! Do we except lateness here!" her ant was going on like a dictator. The whole Cafeteria erupted in "no". This was it Serena was being made into a fool. Her ant continued on,

"Tardiness means you get the whip!" her ant said this with a maniacal laugh.

This was a dream, it had to be.

"Bend over dear so you can get your lashing." Her ant said.

Wake up; wake up was all she said. She embraced herself. One two three. Then it hit her, like when you come inside and your hands are practically frostbit while there melting. It was horrible. Was this even legal, Serena couldn't imagine her ant being so cruel. Then came two more. Serena thought she was bleeding. Oh what a world.

Her day was no better than that morning. Her body ached all over. None of the teachers showed her any kindness and nether did the students. All she thought about all was how much she missed New York. Oh god, she couldn't take another minute of this. Her math was hard, so were all of her other classes. She couldn't stand this place. She just couldn't. She would die here.

That first day was brutal. Serena was happy to just crawl into bed. She had examined her self in the mirror, and the whip lines were all over her back. It had left scars. This was horrible. Something told her that that wasn't the last of the beatings. She was scared. Frightened even. She didn't want to mail Blair; she didn't know what to tell her. She decided to email her and just say school was going great, ask her how she was and just leave school at that. What a day. Serena got into her pajamas and as soon as she hit the pillow she was asleep. Just like that, easy as pie. She could wait for the next morning. She didn't want to be here not at all, but at least she had a bed.