Wowee someone reviewed. Thank you uuber muchly. Teehee am rather happy now and guilty because have been trying to get a life together therefore couldn't really typey typey the shiny. But started listening to concience. I am such a weird child... Also be aware this is angsty and I do angsty with heavy tones. As well as yaoi tones Teehee
Disclaimer: Hmmm multi million dollar empire? Poor starving student? Of course I don't own it ppl.
Narto smiled tenderly at the illusion. His hand reaching out slowly to push away a loose bang from Sasuke's beloveds face. Or it at least attempted to. His coordination was at an all time low.
Teme, why can't I ever seem to get over you..." A tear slowly leaked down Naruto's face. "Your always there haunting me... Always... But your never there att thhhe saame tiiimeee." "Tssk tssk tssk Naruuuuuuutooo now yooooouur talkin to yourr dreamss..." He slurred again. Shutting his eyes against the vision. "Sasukee isnt real.. He's gone. This is only gonna hurrt again." One eye peeked open... "He;s still there dammn it. I'm suppossed taa beee the greatest ninja and I can't even control my own mind... I think the sake's wearing off... I need mo.." Naruto stopped abruptly. He was on his bed. His bed. "Thats funny I don't remeber crawling up here, I don't remember much of anything really... though." (A/n I gave up on the slurring I'm afraid. i'm just not good as a writer. Gomenasai!) He spied the cabinet of drawers and dived for it. Or at least tried too. He didn't get very far but he did manage to obtain the large bottle of alcohol within. "Everything happens for a reason..." Naruto smirked happily. "This is mine..."
Sasuke couldn't help but stare in horror. Naruto was completely drunk and by the looks of that bottle he was about to get drunker. It was time for an intervention. "Dobe don't you dare." he said reaching but missing (suprisingly) for the bottle. "Give it here now Naruto. You have had enough." He admonished glaring at Naruto only to find himself confronted by blue eyes tarnished with a sea of angst and hate. Naruto clutched the bottle to his chest almost tenderly.
"Who are you teme, who the hell are you, to lecture me. You bastard! You have NO RIGHT!... none at all." He almost whispered than not meeting Sasukes or the illusion sasuke's eyes. He was trying to get himself in control again.
"Dobe.."
"Urusai! Sasuke I don't care if your are just a dream just a product of my inebriated mind set but you can for Kami's sake just Shut THE FUCK UP!" Forget the control, Naruto was going to say everything he ever wanted to to that teme and he didn't care if it wasn't real. It was better than this pathetic present thats for sre. "I don't care if your an illusion sasuke, your still the concieted, arrogant self righteous bastard you always were. I also don't care for your lecturing me. You have no freakin right to do so. So get that through that thick head of yours!" Naruto puffed slightly out of breath. He had been so hurt that all that anger had come rushing out in a torrent. Who cares, its better than crying in front of him. But as he slowly looked up through blonde hair, slightly longer than Sasuke remembered it,. He knew he was going to do that too, very shortly. Sasuke looked hurt and despite all the cliche surrounding it and all that anger Naruto had lashed out, he hurt too. He couldn't help it. He loved sasuke. loved him so much that if the only time Naruto could see, hear, feel Sasuke was in his head, than he would gladly go insane. He just loved him so much. Naruto sighed looking up again and the stiff Uchiha.
"Sasuke I'm sorry I shouldn't have lashed out at you... I just can't keep this up you know... Ever since you left everyone keeps mentioning you despite the years that passed and now your here in my head... Teme why didn't you realised how much everybody loved you. how much I loved you... Baka. You just had to go your own way..." Naruto took a swi out of the bottle desperately... He needed it.
Am leaving it there teehee. I'm not sure about this one.. though please tell me what you think on second thought reverse pschology worked kinda 1 review (nobody loves me everybody hates me think I'll go an eat worms!).. Therefore doooooooooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn'''''''''''''''tttttttttttttttttt tell me what ya'll think.