We kissed while I waited for food, only stopping for me to breathe.

"Wow" I whispered.

"I know!" He put his arms around my waist. I had never felt like this with Edward, there was chemistry, but this was something else!

"Jas?"

"Jas" He raised hi eyebrows at me.

"Well Jasper is formal and Jazzy, is Alice's name" I felt sick at the sound of her name, what were we doing to her? To Edward!

"Oh" He felt it too "Bella, I don't just feel lust for you, I love you"

"Oh" I was so taken back by what he had just said, I didn't even hear the door bell going. He ran to get the food, leaving me sat on the kitchen counter alone.

JPOV

doorbell

You idiot! Why did you tell her you loved her!!

She is going to freak out, wait, I can, I can feel love coming from the kitchen!

I grabbed the food from the guy and threw the money at him, as he left I heard him mutter "Jerk!"

I ran back to her. "You love me? You love me? Jasper?"

"I thought you said that was formal"

"We don't ever hangout, how can you love me?"

"I dont know, now eat up before it gets cold."

"Its Pizza Jas, I can warm it up."

"I'm going to get in the shower, try not to fall and break your neck while I'm gone"

I stuffed my face, I hadn't realised just how hungry I actually was. It had been like half an hour and he still wasn't out of the shower, so I crept upstairs knowing it was pointless he could still hear me and into his room. I knocked on the bathroom door. "Come in! I'm finished"

"Oh ok" I opened the door, to find he hadn't finished. He was stood in the shower naked as a baby.

"Jasper, I thought you said you had finished"

"Oh did I?"

Lust overtook me, I kissed him forcing him against the wall.

JPOV

I wanted Bella so badly it hurt. I wanted to touch her feel her. I kissed her neck ripping her top off.

I knew it wasn't right I had to stop, but it felt so right. I was enjoying hurting my family.

"Bella I cant"

She looked hurt "You led me on!" She screamed at me. Her clothes were wet and completely see through.

"I'm sorry, its just I'm married and you are engaged!"

"You bastard!"

"Bella please!"

She ran out of the room crying.

BPOV

How could he?

He told me he loved me!

He used me!

He led me on!

There was a knock at the door.
"Bella?"

"I'm with a client, take a number!"

"Bella, dont be like that!"

"You made me feel like a whore!"

"I dont think that, its just, I want to,god knows! I just cant"

"I hate you!"

"You dont mean that!"

"Dont I?"

"No, I can feel your, rage, anger, upset, even lust, but most of all I can feel your love."

I couldnt say anything I wanted him, I loved him, my Boyfriends' Brother. I was a whore.

I kissed him. He kissed me.

We fell back on the bed together, I straddled him kissing his beautiful chest.

He was naked except from a towel.

"Jasper tell your towel its not polite to point"

He growled, but it was a growl of pleasure.

Then a silver Volvo pulled up in the driveway and a furious Edward stepped out.