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JPOV
I did love Bella, I just couldn't do that to my wife and brother. She thought I was leading her on, and in a way I suppose I was, its just I loved her, I wanted her, I needed her.
I made my way to the kitchen looking at the clock, it was late. I ran upstairs wanting to tell Bella the time, but she was already asleep. She was laying on Edward's bed fully clothed, her face was stained with tears, she had used up a full tissue box. "My Bella" I whispered, I picked her up and put her under the covers, as I stroked her hair I hummed an old lullaby I used to love in my human life, she snuggled up to me and began talking in her sleep "I love you! Edward I'm so sorry, but we love each other" I was in shock I slowly moved her head off my chest (where she had put it) and onto the pillow, as I reached the door I heard her say "Jasper, what are you doing?" I turned around to see her big brown eyes looking back at me.
"I just came to tell you..."
"What? That your a dick?"
"No" I chuckled at her language, she never usually spoke to anyone like that.
"Jasper, you told me you loved me, does that mean nothing to you?"
"Of course it does!"
"Jasper your toying with my emotions again!"
I sat next to her on the bed, "I love you, I want you. But I know its going nowhere so whats the point for one night of passion, if they found out, it would rip the family apart!" I kissed her forehead
"I'd like you to leave me alone"
"Ok Bella, I understand"
The days passed in agonising silence, only saying the necessary words to each other.
BPOV
I woke up late the next morning, I felt two cold strong arms around my body embracing me. "You changed your mind" I smiled.
"Yes I did" I knew that voice, it was Edward's.
I rolled over quickly, "What are you doing back?"
"It's 2:00pm Bella, we were due back at 12"
"Oh! Did I sleep that late!"
"Yes, Jasper said you didnt go to bed until late"
"Oh, what have you changed your mind about?"
"Do you need a human minute?"
"Oh yeah!" I jumped out of bed and ran into the bathroom, I turned the tap on and brushed my hair and teeth, I looked in the mirror. Two wonderful men loved me! Some might say it was a blessing, I'd say it was a curse.
"Bella are you coming?" Edward called to me, I had been in there for like 15 minutes.
"Yes" I opened the door to find him stood there, he kissed me with so much passion. I deepened the kiss if its possible. Then he did the unexpected, he picked me up, I wrapped my legs around his waist as he pushed me against the wall.
"Edward!" I said out of breath, "Is that what you change your mind about?"
"Yes, I could never hurt you. I know its what you want"
He took me to the bed and laid me down.
I straddled him and took of his shirt.
Kissing him all over, just like I had done with Jasper.
JPOV
I was glad to see Alice, but I was sad I would never get to touch Bella again, she was marrying him.
He had gone straight up to their room without saying a word about the other night.
Then I heard what I wasnt expecting, what I wasnt ready for. I could hear Bella moaning. She was moanig his name.
"Oh God! EDWARD!"
He was moaning too. She...she...sl...ept with him!!
I was so angry, I was hurt, but above all I was jealous.
When they were done and she had finished screaming HIS name, she made her way downstairs in his T-shirt. I grabbed her by the arm and dragged her outside.
"IS THAT YOUR WAY OF GETTING BACK AT ME?! BY SLEEPING WITH HIM!?"
BPOV
"IS THAT YOUR WAY OF GETTING BACK AT ME?! BY SLEEPING WITH HIM!?"
"No Jasper, I'm over you. He instigated it and I went with it"
He was seething, I could tell by the look on his face, his nostrils were flared his eyes were black.
"Oh really? So you didn't plan on having sex with him and moaning so loud Alaska could hear you?!"
"Sorry I couldn't help it, he's a good fuck!" I shrugged, I didn't do it to hurt him, but I was hurting him now and I liked it.
"Do you want me to tell him?" He was saying all f these things so quietly I could barley hear him.
"You wouldn't, your not that stupid"
Then I felt an emotion, an emotion that wasn't my own, lust. He was filling me with lust for him.
"Two can play at that game Bella"
With that he left. I ran inside and upstairs to the safety of Edward's arms, all the while knowing it wouldn't be safe for long...