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"This is impossible", I moaned, fervently throwing my pen across the room

I took a deep breath and mechanically pulled out yet another piece of blank white paper. Alice was perched on my bed, flipping through a bridal magazine, while glancing at me with a mixture of amusement and worry. The wedding was now in two weeks, and Alice had taken me hostage, forcing me to finally sit down and attempt to write my vows. Edward had taken the opportunity to go hunting, which I knew was much needed, but I still hated being away from him.

"Bella", she started, clearly trying not to let her frustration seep through, "is it really that hard to write down your feelings for Edward. You know he'll love anything you say", she challenged.

"Alice, the problem isn't finding feelings to write about. Its expressing them. I don't even know how to begin conveying to Edward, how I feel about him. Its indescribable."

"Bella, that was beautiful, just say that! Maybe toss in an 'I love you' or two, but its really a good base.", she said excitedly.

I sat back, sighing. This was much harder than I'd thought. I decided I would work on it later.

Alice stared at me disapprovingly as I shoved the blank paper back into my drawer, and pressed the power button on my computer monitor.

"Bella, you really shouldn't-"

"Alice", I cut her off sharply, "I need a break. I know you want this wedding to be perfect, but you sometimes seem to forget that its mine, not yours. I will get the vows done before the wedding, so please just back off."

She stared at me in shock, her eyes round with hurt. Before I could even react she was gone, the curtains fluttering behind her.

"Wait, Alice I didn't…" I called into the night. But it was no use, my voice was smothered by the howling wind, and I knew she was already long gone.

I cursed myself. I felt terrible. She was just trying to help, and I was just taking my own selfish stress out on her. I knew I couldn't do this alone. Once I pulled up my e-mail, I would drive over and apologize, I decided, feeling comforted at the thought of possibly seeing Edward.

Suddenly I felt an icy breathe caress my neck. I jumped, and whirled around, finding myself face to face with the breathtaking crooked smile of Edward.

"Gotcha", he whispered, trailing one cool finger down my cheek. I shivered, instantly forgetting everything, my name included. He took my face in his hands, tilting it up to meet his gaze.

"I missed you", he said, his eyes smoldering unfairly.

My knees were turning week, causing me to sway, not escaping his notice. He picked me up and set me on the bed, kissing me the whole way. I gasped, he didn't usually allow this on the bed. My thoughts were quickly drowned as he rolled over, wrapping my leg around his waste. I struggled for air as he kissed me slowly, excruciatingly, down my neck, and across my collarbone. I tangled my fingers in his hair, hitching my other leg by the first one.

"Bella", he whispered, breathing purposefully slow, "if this continues, I'm quite positive I wont be able to stop. And what a shame would it be to put all of those weeks of waiting to waste…" he trailed off, his eyes searching the length of my body.

I sighed, and reluctantly untangled myself, knowing he was right. I needed to check my e-mail, knowing there would most likely be an email from Renee. I hopped up, striding over to my now fully loaded computer. Hmm, what a good way to buy time.

Sure enough, I had a new email from Renee. I quickly clicked on it, and read the page slowly

Bella,

Hey honey, how are you? How are the wedding plans going? How are Edward and Alice? Phil and I are looking forward to seeing you next week! Write back. Mom.

Renee, being Renee, had been upset about the wedding at first. But just as Edward said, she came around fairly quickly. I think she had her suspicions about our engagement, before we even told her. The mention of Alice's name brought me back to reality. Guilt flooded through me, and I instantly stood up.

"Edward, earlier, when Alice was here, I sort of said some mean things to her. I didn't mean to, I was just under pressure, and… I know there is no excuse. I need to go apologize", I confessed culpably, training my eyes to the ground.

"Bella, Alice can get a little… overexcited sometimes. Im sure she deserved whatever she got", he soothed

"No, she was just being helpful, and I was a brat. Will you please take me to go see her?"

"Of course, love, but you really shouldn't blame yourself", he said, smiling.

Classic Edward, always putting the blame on anyone other than me. I shook my head, still shocked I somehow ended up with someone so perfect. He lightly tossed me on his back and jumped out the window gracefully.

As we ran swiftly through the thickly darkened woods, I clung to Edwards neck, taking in the fresh air in gulps. I leaned down, and kissed Edwards neck, his cool skin still giving me a thrill. He looked back at me, smiling, his beautiful teeth gleaming in the moonlight. It was sometimes hard to believe something so beautiful, could do so much destruction. I quickly shook the thought out of my head, making myself come up with the perfect apology speech for Alice. She deserved it.

Soon we were stopped in front of the Cullen house, Edward pulling me gently from his back. We clasped hands, and walked inside, coming face to face with a frowning Jasper.

"What did you say to her?", he asked me accusingly, "She went straight to her room, and hasn't come out since."

Edward growled menacingly, "Bella did nothing wrong. Alice was being too pushy, and Bella put her in her place. It was completly deserved"

Jasper just stared back at him coldly, sending obvious waves of guilt through the room

"Jasper, stop, I feel guilty enough without you making it worse. I'm going to talk to her right now", I amended, turning and trudging up the stairs towards Alice's room. I was about to knock on the door, when it slowly swung open. Alice stood in the frame, looking at me guiltily. Why would she be guilty?

"Bella, you didn't have to defend me down there. I know Ive been awful.", she whispered, bowing her head.

"No, Alice you have done nothing but help, I am the only one to blame here. I'm so sorry."

"Bella, you have the right to say anything you want. You were right, it is your wedding, and I promise I will stay out of it from now on."

"No, that's the last thing I want! Do you really think I could do this all by myself? You are the wedding planner and I need to learn to let you plan. So, will you forgive me, and keep planning my wedding Alice?" I asked hopefully.

Her eyes lit up, and she smiled beautifully, "Of course, ill still plan your wedding. I love you, Bella!" she jumped up and hugged me tightly, causing my breath to abandon me.

"Alice…can't…breathe", I choked out. She laughed, and bounded downstairs, probably to take care of some detail that she had missed in her hour away from planning.

I slowly followed her, only half way down the stairs, by the time she had completely left the room. Edward laughed and ran up to swing me into his arms. He bent his head down, his cool breath tickling my face, and whispered, "Only two more weeks till you're mine forever."

I sighed, and shook my head playfully, though my tone was serious. "Edward, you had me forever from the second I heard your voice."

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