A little heads up, I know it seems I'm making Jasper the bad guy, but he's not, he just looses it he's driven by love!

JPOV

I ran out of the house and into the forest. I ran for miles until I was out of their hearing range. I started talking to myself, at first I was hating on Bella.

"The bitch, how could she do that to me?"

"Knowing I could hear them!"

Then I moved onto Edward:

"He doesn't know how lucky he is!"

"He wastes his time worrying about hurting her, if he really loved her he could never hurt her, I know I couldn't"

Then I moved on to myself:

"You idiot!"

"How could you fall in love with her!"

"How could you loose it with her like that?!"

"How could you do that to your family?!"

"You showed her just how much you loved her! She has one up on you!"

I decided I had been gone too long, I better be getting back.

BPOV

He was so mad!

I had hurt him and it wasnt my intention. What if he told Edward?

What if he gave hints?

"Are you ok Bella?You look tired" He said raising his eyebrows.

"Yeah, you tired me out" I gave a false smile, which he lapped up.

"I love you so much you know"

"Me 2"

"Bedtime!"

"I'm not 5 you know!"

"No your right, you sure proved that earlier! Plus you have a big day with Alice tomorrow"

I groaned "Edward! NOOO! I never thought I'd say this but I cant wait to go back to school!"

He just chuckled and led me to his, our bed.

Then I heard the front doors bang open.

"JASPER! WE ARE GOING TO HAVE TO SPEND THE NIGHT WITHOUT A DOOR I HOPE YOU KNOW!"

JPOV

I walked at human speed up to the house, I reached the door and without using the handle I pushed the doors open. The double doors swung off the hinges, I caught the right one.

"JASPER! WE ARE GOING TO HAVE TO SPEND THE NIGHT WITHOUT A DOOR I HOPE YOU KNOW!" Alice shouted at me.

"So what! It's not like someone will come in and kill us during our sleep!" I was far past it, nothing mattered, on the way home I realised I loved Bella, more than Alice. More than anything and she was Edward's, and I was going to do something about that.

A/N this is the time in a film where the scary yet cool vampire is far past caring and causes destruction casually and cooly.

"What's wrong with you?"

"I'm in a mood can't you tell?" I said my words dripping with sarcasm and a hint of hate.

"Yeah but you don't have to take it out on the door Jazzy"

"So should I take it out on YOU?!"I screamed at her! I know this makes me the bad guy, but I was jealous, crazed by love, blinded by love.

She stepped back, scared of me "Jasper?"

"I'm sorry!" I fell to my knees and hugged her, "I love you!" Lie. "I would never hurt you" Lie.

"Its ok baby, what's wrong Jazzy? Tell me"

"Nothing" Lie.

The lies were coming so easily.

BPOV

Alice wasnt the only one who was scared, I had pushed him to a limit and I was scared of what hes do.

To me.

To the family.

To himself.