You would have thought, I was on MTV, the way the party was thrown together, everyone was there waiting for me, and my friends were pushed up against the side of the runway I had made for my grand entrance.
All five of my friends wished me good luck and I made my way backstage. I never excepted to have a party like this, not ever. Rockstar by Prima J blasted through the speakers as the DJ we'd hired was annoucning me, I felt my heart beating in my throat.
I never liked all this attention on me, but it made my mother happy to plan this, and she hadn't been happy in such a long time, she deserved to smile. I fixed at the cropped pink dress I had for my entrance and my name was finally called I pushed through the beads and made my day down the long runway like I was a model or something.
Once I got to the end someone reached over and handed me a microphone, I forced a smile as I accepted it, clicking it on and looking out infront of the crowd.
"Wow, um thanks for coming out tonight on my birthday." I said actually… really smiling.
"I just want to thank my mom for putting her time and effort into this, and I also want to thank my dad." But the words slipped out to quickly, I than remembered, my dad wasn't there…
"But um, he's not here right now, he's dead." I said talking to myself now, but of course it was outloud. Was I going crazy?
I quickly turned the mic off, handing it off to the same person who gave it to me, I didn't even know his name. "I'm sorry." I said stepping down from the end of the runway as I pushed through the crowd and made my way out the door.