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"No Bella!" Edward shouted. "Not until we get to the hospital. Just stay awake for me until we get to the hospital!" He was running at full speed now.

"Maybe another time," I whispered before I succumbed to the sleep.


Edward's Point of View

I ran as fast as I could, watching as my Bella fell into unconsciousness. I couldn't believe I had been stupid enough to leave her in the bathroom by herself! She was obviously hurting, and she could do something stupid. She did do something stupid. She had tried to kill herself.

I ran into the hospital and immediately started yelling. "Get Dr. Cullen!"

A swarm of nurses rushed around Bella and me, but I pushed them all away. "I said get Dr. Cullen!" I screamed. The nurses looked at me in shock but immediately left.

I looked down at Bella. She was so pale and her lips were blue. "Stay with me Bella," I whispered. "Please don't leave me. I need you." My voice cracked.

Just then, Carlisle came running at a quick human speed to my side. He brought a stretcher with him, and I put Bella down softly, never letting go of her hand. We started running to the ER.

"What happened?" Carlisle asked panicked.

"She broke her hand on the wall," I said quickly. "And she tried to drown herself in freezing water."

"Dear God."

We reached the ER, and Carlisle immediately set to work with a few nurses. He gave Bella an IV and started pushing medicine into it to try to get her temperature back to normal.

Just then, I froze. Bella's heart stopped. She wasn't breathing.

Carlisle realized this too and immediately grabbed the paddles. I stood there frozen watching as my love, my existence, was dying.

"Clear!" Carlisle shouted. Bella's body jumped. Nothing changed. "Clear!" Carlisle shouted again, and again, Bella's body jumped.

"Wh…what's happening?" I yelled. "Why isn't it working?"

"The medicine should be working," Carlisle said confused. "She should be stabilizing! Clear!"

I ran to Bella's side as she jumped yet again. I grabbed her hand and squeezed it tightly. "Don't leave me Bella!" I yelled. "Don't you dare leave me!"


Bella's Point of View

I woke up and found myself in a very white room. I was sitting on the ground, and when I looked down, I was dressed in all white.

"Where am I?" I whispered to myself. The last thing I remembered, I fell asleep in Edward's arms…

"Oh my gosh. I'm dead!"

I stood up excited as ever that my pain was now over. I could be with my dad forever now!

I looked to my left as a door opened. In walked Charlie dressed in all white like me. He wasn't smiling like I thought he should be. He was frowning.

"Dad!" I screeched. I ran up to him and hugged him tightly. "I missed you so much!"

"I missed you too Bells," he said quietly.

I pulled away and looked at him oddly. "What's wrong?" I asked.

"Sit down Bella. We need to talk."


Edward's Point of View

I stood there next to my Bella, my angel, as Carlisle set the paddles down. He frowned down at Bella and then he frowned at me.

"Time of death…" he began.

"NO!" I screamed. "NO! YOU CAN'T GIVE UP!"

"Edward, her body was too cold. The medicine wasn't bringing her temperature down. She's gone," he said sadly.

I picked up a scalpel and threw it across the room. All the nurses ran out the door quickly.

"NO!" I screamed. I grabbed Bella into my arms and squeezed her tightly. "You are going to be okay!" I yelled. "You're just sleeping," I whispered.

"Time of death," Carlisle repeated quietly. "Three fifty two p.m."


Bella's Point of View

"But I don't want to go back!" I yelled. "I want to be with you!" Charlie was trying to convince me to go back to earth again, but I didn't want to. Charlie was the only one who cared about me. He couldn't take me away from him.

"Bella honey," Charlie said. "I want to be with you too, but it isn't your time to die."

"It wasn't your time either!" I yelled.

"Yes it was," he said sadly. "I am needed here Bella, but you are needed on earth."

"No I'm not! No one loves me there! No one cares about me!"

"Are you sure about that?"

"Yes!"

"Look at the floor Bella. There is something you should see."

I looked at the floor and gasped. I saw me, pale as ever lying on a table in the hospital. Edward has his arms wrapped around me, and he was dry sobbing.

"Don't leave me Bella!" Edward yelled. "Don't you dare leave me!"

I looked back at my dad and frowned. "He just doesn't want to have to feel the guilt," I said.

"Look again Bella."

I looked back down to see Edward hugging me closer now. He was still dry sobbing, as he yelled, "NO! You are going to be okay!" He whispered, "You're just sleeping."

"You are hurting him Bella. He loves you so much, and he would cease to live normally if you stayed here. He would go about as a zombie talking to no one and doing nothing," Charlie said softly.

I looked up at him with tears in my eyes. "But he left me," I whispered. "He can't love me."

"He left you for you Bella. He thought he was doing the right thing. I'm not saying I agree with him, but he did what he thought was best."

"How do I know he will stay with me? What if he leaves again?" Tears were streaming down my face now.

"He loves you too much to leave again. He loves you more than you could ever know, more than I could have ever known. And I know what he is Bella. I don't care. He loves you. He would never hurt you."

I looked back at the floor.

"Time of death," Carlisle said. "Three fifty two p.m."

"NO!" Edward screamed in agony. Carlisle tried to pull him off of my lifeless body, but Edward wouldn't let go. "NO BELLA! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU!"

I looked back at Charlie and nodded. "Okay. I think I understand now. Send me back."

Charlie smiled at me. "I love you Isabella. I will always love you." He hugged me tightly. The room around me began to spin.

"I love you too," I whispered. "I always will no matter what."

The room disappeared all together, and the last thing I heard was Charlie saying, "By the way, I'm not a brat."

I smiled and felt myself reenter my body.


Edward's Point of View

"NO!" I screamed. "NO BELLA! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU!"

"She's gone Edward. I'm so sorry," Carlisle whispered.

I pushed him away and went to punch a wall. I created a hole in it, but I didn't care. My angel, my Bella was dead.

Just then, I heard the most beautiful sound on this plant. Bella's heart thumped. I froze and turned around. Carlisle was looking at Bella oddly.

Thump, thump. Thump, thump.

Bella gasped and started breathing really heavily. I ran to her at full speed and took her in my arms. "Bella?" I whispered.

Her eyes fluttered, and she opened them slowly. "Edward," she whispered so softly that if I weren't a vampire, I wouldn't have heard her.

"Oh Bella!" I hugged her tightly to me. "Never ever do that again! I love you so much!" Before she could respond, I was kissing her with as much passion as I could muster.

"Edward, I need to check her," Carlisle said quietly. I pulled away but held onto Bella's hand tightly.

Carlisle checked her blood pressure, her heart rate, and her body temperature. Everything was back to normal except for her blood pressure.

"It's a miracle," Carlisle said.

"What about her blood pressure?" I asked quickly.

"It should go back to normal soon. For now though, she will be extremely tired. We need to check her into a room and let her sleep here overnight so I can monitor her."

I looked back down at my angel. Her eyes were closed, but I knew she was only sleeping. Her heart was beating strongly in her chest. I had my angel back.


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