a/n ok…so it's the last chapter…Bella!...I can't say I will miss writing this fanfic…it was kinda boring, except for Esme's, but yeah, this is Bella's, and maybe it'll be fun…I already did a Bella changing in my story Irresistible, but this one's gonna be totally different, cuz Irresistible was an AU, and this one isn't…now I'll shut up and get to writing the last chapter!
Disclaimer: aaaah…this is the final time I can say I don't own Twilight characters and this kinda vampire for this story, so I felt like doing it…now going on…
Cullen Changes-Bella
I was so excited. I have known the Cullens for about 2 years. I know their secret too, one that only other people of their kind or werewolves should know. They are vampires.
I had fallen in love with Edward, the youngest and at the time, only single Cullen, when I figured out his secret. He had saved me multiple times from various forms of death, from being smashed by a van, to having him drink all my blood, to having another vampire, not one of the Cullens, drink my blood.
Ever since James had bitten me, and I found out how to be a vampire from Alice, I wanted to be one. I love Edward, and he wants me to stay human, but he doesn't understand why it hurts me to be human. Sooner or later, I'm going to grow old, and they will think I'm his grandma, not his lover! Not to mention that he had already illustrated for me that if I was to die, like all humans do, then Edward would kill himself somehow.
I want to become a Cullen, in every aspect, so I can stay with him for forever.
Edward had made a promise to me, that before I turned 19, I would be a vampire. Forever 18. He refused to change me when I was 17, and had only promised me this because I promised to marry him first.
I thought it was stupid. Why should we be married when we already know we love each other more than anyone could love anyone else? We would have to pretend to be younger than we are, 16, so that we can stay in one place for a long time, and it's against the law for 16-year-old kids to be married.
It didn't matter though, if I was going to change when I got married, then I would do it.
Now, I am married, and we had moved to Alaska. I was going to be changed today.
I got dressed for the day, and started to run downstairs, when I tripped, and was immediately caught by a grim faced Edward.
"I swear this is the last time you'll need to catch me Edward, I promise!" I said, he was still stubborn about that aspect, he wished I could stay human because he love my eyes, the fact that I
tripped way to much, giving him an excuse to catch me, and he loves the fact that I blushed way to easily.
"That's what I don't like, Bella." He stated grimly.
"I'm too stubborn to give this up to make you happy, Edward. And you don't know if I'll have a power, maybe I will, maybe I'll be able to make myself blush, or make my eyes brown or something." I told him.
"Your too stubborn to give this up, eternal damnation, but you gladly give up your friends and family for me."
"I'm not giving up the Cullens, Edward, THEY count as my friends and family, and I'll give up Charlie, Renee, Angela, and Jacob because they will die sooner or later anyway, and I want to stay young with you, forever."
"You don't understand this Bella, we have to drive your truck off a cliff, or something, make it look like you lost control of your car and was blown up. They will think you died! You won't be allowed to visit them!"
"Edward! I already told you, it'll hurt, to leave them, yes, but it would hurt more to grow old and to look like your grandma. I want to be young with you forever!"
"You don't understand it, Bella! It hurts like fire. I swear, it felt like I was being burned!"
"Edward. I do understand. It'll hurt a lot, I won't be able to talk to any of my human friends and family, and Jacob will hate me, but I'll be with you, and Emmett, and Alice, and everyone else!"
"Bella…" he said in a warning voice, though he was already walking towards the dining room table, where I was to be changed.
"Edward…" I mimicked his voice, but it didn't sound at all like his angelic, flowing voice.
"You don't understand, Bella!"
"Yes, Edward, I don't understand that I can't talk to any humans that I know now again, that Jacob will hate me, and that it'll hurt." I said, sarcastically, while scowling.
"Bella, please, please, just don't do this!" he said, trying to dazzle me.
It worked for a bit, I stared into his eyes, forgetting everything about being changed. but it didn't keep me from being changed.
"Edward, please, stop! And no, I am doing this! I want to be a vampire more than anything!"
"Fine, Bella." He sighed.
I kissed him once more, and he laid me down on the table.
"But do I have to be the one to do it?" he asked. "If we got one of the Denali Coven to do it, then the werewolves can't say we broke the treaty."
"No, you have to change me. I trust you more than the Denali Coven."
He sighed in defeat and leaned down to bite me.
When he did, I cringed in pain as he forced himself to stop drinking my blood. This did hurt.
I knew what was going on, I knew I was being changed, and I tried not to beg them to stop the fire, knowing Edward would.
I shrieked as the fire spread through my body, but I looked at my hand, to make sure it wasn't actually on fire, and let my body 'burn' so that I could be like Edward.
Finally, after what felt like days on end, but I knew was only 3 days, the fire stopped. I sighed in relief.
A second later, all the Cullens were holding on to me.
"Why are you grabbing me?" I asked them.
Everyone got a puzzled look on their face.
"Can't you smell the human?" Carlisle asked me.
"What human?" I asked, this place was pretty far from a lot of humans.
"There is one about a mile away, just inside a newborns scent range."
"I smell it…but it doesn't smell good! I actually don't like the smell at all!" I told them.
They looked at each other with shocked faces, but didn't let go until I shrugged them off. Edward got a huge smile on his face.
"I still can't read your mind…"
Great, even as a vampire, I'm a freak! I thought. Then I stopped for a second and backtracked, I'm finally a vampire! Yes!
a/n THE END HAS COME!! Not of the world…but of Cullen Changes!! Now I can work on finishing KITTY KILLER! And stuffs, and work on notes…I haven't updated notes in so long!! Sad… now I'll shut up…READ MY OTHER STORIES PEEPS!! They're MUCH better!
