What's The Answer?
Edward watched as Alice stormed off into the night.
She is bluffing, she has to be bluffing. She would never do that to me, she would never take that privilege away from me. No, no I mean she would never take Bella's soul away. This is not about me this is about Bella this is about what is best for her.
Edward looked up to the sky and decided he should take off to meet Bella.
Even though he loved to see Bella, he knew it was going to be hard this time.
What am I going to say? Am i going to tell her? Of course I am going to tell her, I tell her everything.
Edward pulled up at his own house and left his car there,Charlie would is suppose to know about is late night visits and if the car is there then they'll be caught, so from there he was on foot and ran as fast as lightning. In about 3 minutes he was at Bella's house and climbing inside her window.
"Edward!" Bella bounced out of her bed and toward him, before she gave him a hug she stopped.
"Is it okay?" Bella didn't forget this time.
"Yes, Bella, it's fine,you can touch me just make sure I am aware of it." Edward retorted in an irritated voice.
Bella was taken back by the tone. "Are you okay?"
" No." Was all he said.
"Okay, well why not? What happened?" Bella was concerned, nothing ever upset Edward unless there was danger.
"Why? Bella, why would you just go behind everything I say and talk to Alice, so you want her to change you, is that it?" The anger was in his voice, but he managed to keep it low.
"No," Bella said it a little louder then she wanted, then lowered her voice. "I want YOU to change me, but you refuse to so..." Bella stopped talking as soon as Edward cut in.
"Do you think that I don't want to change you because of me? No, Bella, I am doing this because of you.There is a reason why I won't do it."
"Because of ME? Edward, I want to do this, and I want it to be with you. But if you won't then I want the next person I love the most to do it, and Alice will do it for me. She knows I want this. She wants me to be part of your family. Why don't you?" Bella asked sadly.
"Is that what you think? That I don't want you in my family? Bella I want you in my family more than anything I have ever wanted. "
Edward knelt down on one knee, and took out a small black box. Bella didn't like where this was going.
"Isabella Swan, like I said, I want you in my family more than anything. You want to be with me forever, so my love, my life, will you be just that? Will you marry me?" Edward opened the box as he said the last two words.
He had waited forever to do this and for some reason, now seemed the perfect time as odd as it may seem.
The ring was a beautiful, white gold band with a half karat diamond.
Bella's jaw just dropped. "Edward, it's beautiful." That's all Bella could same, the beatuy of the ring captured her.
"You don't know how bad I wanted to get something bigger, but I know you would wanted something simple. That is, if you want it." Edward finished sadly.
"Edward, you know I want to, but..." Bella could not find it in herself to finish the sentence.
Bella was one of the people that didn't like the idea of marrige right after High School.
"But what, Bella, I love you. I know I don't tell you all the time, but I do and I believe that you truly love me. Please, Bella." Edward stood to meet her and gave her those dazzling eyes that could make her do anything.
After a moment of silence, Bella looked up and was about to say one word, before she could, she heard a noise at the window. She started to go check it, when Edward grabbed her around the waist and pulled her back and went to the window himself. He looked over it and saw that it was Jacob Black with a pebble in his hand.
"What the hell do you want?" Edward said angrily.
"Nice way to greet a friend." Jacob retorted.
"What do you want?'
" I need to talk to Bella." Jacob said obviously.
"Can't it wait?" Edward said impatiently. He wanted so bad to hear Bella's answer, but he wanted it to be special, and that didn't include Jacob Black. He turned toward Bella. He put a finger to her lips.
"Bella, please, keep that thought, I want to know, but I want us to be alone. Okay?"
"All right." Bella was upset, she needed to tell him.
Bella walked to the window and saw Jacob.
"What's up?" She asked sweetly but a little upset.
"Could you come down please?"
Bella looked at Edward she knew that he heard him. He gave a slight nod.
"I will just be waiting right here." He sat down.
"I am sorry." With that she left the room.
I almost don't care that the little boy is here, I just can't wait for Bella to come back up and tell me that she would love to marry me, that she wants to spend the rest of her life with me. That is what is going to happen right? What if she says no,what will I do, how will I handle it. Well whatever happens I would always be with her. I love her no matter what happened. Yes or...no. God how could one person make me feel a million different things.