II
"I'll tell you the legend of the Pale Wolf, okay Bells. Don't get all freaked if it sounds, somewhat like you. Okay?" Sam asked apprehensively, it sounded like; this Pale Wolf sounds a lot like me. I wanted to scream. I could feel my self-shaking.
"Bells. Calm down," Jake whispered.
"Right," I whispered back. I took a few deep, calming breaths and was slightly calmer.
"If it sounds so much like me why didn't you think of it before?" I asked aloud.
"Well…we never thought…ya know…you'd be a wolf," said Jared a little apprehensively.
"Well, ya should have!" I screamed, we were still outside and it was starting to get a lighter shade of grey, I could even make out the clouds.
"Maybe we should go inside," Jake suggested
"Yea. Let's go to your house Sam." Said Embry finally speaking in a hoarse whisper.
"Sure," said Sam and he pointed in a direction. Jake asked if I wanted to be carried and I punched him in the shoulder. It looked like it hurt.
"Sorry," I mumbled. I went on walking after I apologized and Jake quickly caught up with me. We all walked in silence until we got to Sam's house. When we walked in Emily was sitting at the kitchen table. I heard my stomach growl at the thought of a kitchen, with food. Sam walked in first and Emily stood up, looking angry.
"You said it would only take a minute. I was worried sick. What kept you?" she asked.
"Bella," he said and Emily looked confused. The rest of us were in the house at this time.
"Bella. What does Bella have to do with anything? Why is she even here?" Emily questioned.
"She's one of us. Ironic ain't it. The Leech lover one of us," Paul spat. He glared in my direction. I couldn't help it; I started to shake like in my bed, that probably broke.
"Bells," Jake whispered. I took some more calming breaths and finally stopped shaking. I cast my eyes down as I noticed Emily looking at me. I was a werewolf. It was getting easier to think.
"Oh," Emily said a look of confusion in her eyes but her face had smoothed out.
"How about the legend now?" I asked feebly, I was scared.
"'K," said Jake, looking at Sam.
"Right then. Well, since in it, it talks about the future it's more of a prophecy then a legend. Anyway all it says is that a girl of about 19, very pale, would love a vampire and befriend a werewolf. She would want to become the same as said Vampire and would ask to get turned. He would refuse and leave and that's when she would befriend the werewolf. Then he would comeback and she would turn into a werewolf. She would preach peace between the two species, but no one would listen. She would grow to be one of the strongest werewolves ever," said Sam in all seriousness, while I was breaking down.
"And you never once thought that sounded a tad bit like me!" I screamed I was shaking very violently, Jake looked at me with horror filled eyes. I took quick gasping breaths trying desperately to calm down. When I finally did, I could feel the tear in my eyes. Jake then looked at me calmly, almost…sympathetic? He came to my side quickly.
"What time is it?" I asked, out of the blue, I was thinking of Charlie.
"About tenish," said Jared, guessing. Paul was still looking onward with disgust.
"I have to go. Charlie's probably up and we were supposed to have a father daughter day," I said looking at Jake.
"We need to explain to him…" said Sam trailing of, "Jake, get Charlie down to the reservation and we'll have the talk there…drive Bella." We both quickly exited. We got into his car, which was parked there for unknown reasons.
"What am I going to do?" I asked helplessly as my door closed with a slam.
"What ever you have to, to make this work Bells. There a lot of sacrifices of becoming a werewolf and one of them maybe…The Cullens," he said to me.
"NO! I won't! I don't care what this means. I had a future, I was going to get married Jake!" I screamed. I didn't care how badly I was shaking, I was not giving up Edward for this, my furry little problem.
"BELLA!" Jake screamed ferociously. I took a few breaths and remained silent the rest of the trip.