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Sam's Diary Page 106:

Sorry I haven't written in a few days. Ive been so busy! But the great news is... I actually met someone! Who actually likes me! It's not just I like him and he's completely clueless. He likes me back! Were going on a date tonight! I feel like a total girl. Mostly because almost every sentence so far has a exclamation mark at the end. His name is Tyler... Ty for short. He's totally cute and sweet as far as I can tell.

I can't wait till tonight. I'm so excited. But than, everything still leads to Danny. I'm trying to get over Danny... But I don't think I can. I don't think I want to. All I know is I need to, I just wish... That Danny would just dump that stupid Ashley girl and realize that I'm completly inlove with him. But that's never going to happen. So I guess I'll just have to make the best of it. Well at least try. It's 5:30, Ty said he's picking me up at 7. So I need to get ready. Thanks for listening.

Sam Manson.

Sam's POV:

I closed my diary and quickly shoved it under my matress. My stomach was literally flutering. I was so excited! I went to my mirror and stood there for a few seconds. I think I'm going to wear... I walked over to my dresser and pulled out a black sepghetti strap and a black and red plaid skirt. I through it on and took out my pony tail. I was hoping to leave it down but it has that stupid crease line from the pony tail. Maybe I'll straighten it. Yes, I'm going to. I finished and I put the straightner away. I began to redo my make-up. I looked at the clock it read 6:15. I sighed, "I don't know why I always get ready early before I actually have to leave. Because now... I have to wait for ever." I said aloud to myself. I finished my make-up and put on my boots. I grabbed my red and black stripped wrist bands and put them on.

I don't know what it is, I always have to wear wrist bands. I felt so dizzy. I closed my eyes. I sat down quickly on the bed. I herd a tap on my window. I tried to focus my eyes on who was knocking on it. All I could see is glowing green eyes. "Danny?" Who ever it was opened the window and came in. "Sam? Are you okay? You look so... Pale." I tried to smile but couldn't really do it without feeling like I was going to fall over. "Sam! Sam! It's me! Come on. It's Danny!"

My wave of dizzyness passed. "Danny?" I said out of breath. I coud finally see the scrawny ghost boy. "Are you okay?" He said in an almost shriek. "Huh? Me? Oh ya... I'm... Fine." I looked into his eyes and knew that he wasn't convinced. "Seriously. I'm fine." He sighed. "Sam, we really need to talk. You promised at lunch but we never got to." I looked at the clock, "Danny I have to leave soon. Can we do this later?" He shook his head. "No, we will never talk if we don't now."

I groaned and said, "Fine. Quickly." He smirked a bit, "Sam, your so distant. What's going on with you?" I frowned, "me and my parents have been fighting alot." I lied. "There's something else. I know it." I got up heading for the door. I felt a tug on my wrist. "Fine! You want to know the truth?! I'm totally and completly in lo-" I herd the door bell ringing. "I have to go." Danny's blue eyes were shinning through his green. "No! Just finish what you were saying!" I grunted, "I'm sorry." I pulled out of his grasps and ran out the door. Thank God Ty was early. I ran to the door and opened it. He didn't bother to change. Now I felt like an idiot. "Wow... You look great." Nevermind. He held his hand out to me and I grabbed it.

We walked to The Den hand in hand. I felt like I was the most pretty girl in the world. I total change from Danny. He makes me feel like I'm unwanted and ugly. I don't know why tho. I think it possibly might be because he doesn't want me. I don't know, but all I know is that there is an awesome guy holding my hand right now. So I should stop thinking about him.

We finally arrived at The Den. We walked in and no suprise it was full of goths. It was like my heaven! Everything was black or atleast a dark purple. He pulled me onto a couch. "What time does the band start?" I said yawning. "When ever they feel like it. Probably pretty soon." I nodded and looked at the girl sitting next to me. She had long black hair and brght blue eyes. She had a tank top over fish netting. A short black skirt. "This band rocks." She said. "Cool, that's what I need right now...Music. My name's Sam." She smirked slgihtly and said, "Sweet name. My name's Amber, but my friends know me as Desire. But you can call me what you like. Having a rough day?" Ya... rough is one word, "You can say that."

The music began to play. They introduce themselves as Nightmare. They were really good. Just by listening to them I felt happy again. The music flowed through me. I closed my eyes to listen for intently. I felt a hand slide around my waist pulling me closer. I opened my eyes quickly. He leaned in to kiss me, but I pulled away. "Uhm... I have to use the facilaties." I got up quickly and walked as fast as I could with out running to the bathroom. Desire was there. "Hm... Ty moing to fast for ya sweet heart." I was kind of confused... I couldn't tell if she was insulting me or just asking a question. "I little bit."

She nodded, "Ty... Is... Well he's not a very good guy. Let's put it that way." I raised an eyebrow. "What are you talking about." She turned to me and began talking, "Well me and Ty dated for about 2 months. He was at my school for almost 3 months before he even acknolaged me. Gosh, but when he did he filled my locker with roses and left me these cute poems. I thought I was inlove. When we actually started dating he wanted to go much MUCH further than just kissing. So can I give you some advice?"
I nodded, "You seem like a sweet girl. Don't let Ty wrap you up in lies." I tried not to let her see my frown by covering it up with a smile. "Thanks."

I backed out of the bathroom and sat down with Ty again. "I just talked to Desire an-" He looked furius, "That damned girl is so jealous. She can't just get over me already." I looked a the floor. "But she sounded serious why would she lie?" He got up, "Why? Well she's a jealous B#&! I'm out of here." I sighed, "No wait. I believe you." Even though I wasn't sure if I did or not. The band quit playing. We got up and left. He grabbed my hand and walked me home. I was just about to walk inside when he tugged on my wrist, "What no goodnight kiss?" I smiled as he leaned in. I quickly pecked him on the cheek, ran inside and shut the door.

I walked up to my room to my suprise Danny was there. "What are you doing here?" He cocked an eyebrow and said, "Waiting for you, what does it look like?" I realized that I would have to deal wth some more confrontation. "Danny... Please. I can't deal with this right now. I tried to pull him up but he wouldn't move. "You were saying something earlier?" I sighed, "Danny... Just... Nevermind." He shook his head. "No Sam. I want to know." I rolled my eyes, "Danny just... leave it!" I was getting angry.

"Sam you know as well as I do... I'm a 16 year old man- I made a Pfft noise at that last part. -Boy.. teenager whatever. Point is I'll never forget about it." I nodded, "I know you won't. I shouldn't of said anything." He pulled my hand and I ploppled down half on him half on the bed. "Why not? I just want to know why you don't like me nomore." He said in a cute voice. I giggled, "Danny it's not that. I just need space." He frowned, "From what?" I sighed, "You." I moved off of him. "Why?" He said in the smallest voice, "Danny. I'm tired. I'm going to bed. You just... Need to go." The real reason was I was about to break down again. He could see the tears in my eyes. "Sam what's wrong?" Tears now rolled off my cheeks, "Nothing."

He grabbed my shoulders. "Tell me the truth!" He said raising his voice. "Nothing is wrong!" He looked like he was going to join me in my stupid crying fit. "Just tell me the truth!" He was now yelling. "I LOVE YOU! THAT'S WHAT'S WRONG!" His arms went limp and fell to his sides. I turned and ran to my bathroom. I slammed the door and collasped to the ground.

-Squeeelss- Longest chapter yet. Weee! Oooo I'm sorry for the cliffy. But maybe if I get enough reviews I'll update. Today? Heh...