Chapter four

Hey people keep reviewing or I'll stop this story!! I would like ideas and criticism!!! Notice the longer chapter??? Oh and I apologize if I made Bella arrogant its just well it will play out on other parts in this story but it was nice to have some one notice and I am editing more and better just for you.

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Belle pov

Do I hate Edward? No said a voice automatically in my head. Do I love him? No said the same voice. Do I move on? There was no answer for that one. Sighing I put on a random CD

Otherside by red hot chilli peppers came on

Chorus
How long how long will I slide
Separate my side I don't
I don't believe it's bad
Slit my throat
It's all I ever

I heard your voice through a photograph
I thought it up it brought up the past
Once you know you can never go back
I've got to take it on the otherside

Centuries are what it meant to me
A cemetery where I marry the sea
Stranger things could never change my mind
I've got to take it on the otherside
Take it on the otherside
Take it on
Take it on

Chorus

Pour my life into a paper cup
The ashtray's full and I'm spillin' my guts
She wants to know am I still a slut
I've got to take it on the otherside

Scarlet starlet and she's in my bed
A candidate for my soul mate bled
Push the trigger and pull the thread
I've got to take it on the otherside
Take it on the otherside
Take it on
Take it on

Chorus

Turn me on take me for a hard ride
Burn me out leave me on the otherside
I yell and tell it that
It's not my friend
I tear it down I tear it down
And then it's born again

Chorus

How long I don't believe it's bad
Slit my throat
It's all I ever

(AN sorry I love this song and I can almost play it on my guitar)

I need to move on I cant stay and dwell on the fact that edward didn't come and alice didn't see this or think that this would happen now I have to be my own person and not like who I was I have to change for the better, I need to move on but not yet; no not yet but soon.

--------------------------------------------50 years later-----------------------------------

Aro has made me his daughter and I have friends here Heidi, Felix, Demetri, Jane, Alec. I have changed someone successfully; I go to the vampire club blood lily every Friday and Saturday when I don't have a mission. I have an almost boyfriend; I have a life, more so than when I was with the Cullens. See it doesn't hurt to think about them any more I can honestly accept that.

Ever since my change and I saw my self in the mirror I possibly got a little arrogant but it was for the better I think. I'm no longer push over Bella, I am the strong, gifted Isabelle also known as Belle Volturi. When I say gifted I men by my powers. (AN help I need power Ideas)

" Oh Isabelle I have a grand idea why don't you give your mission to Demetri so you, Matthew, Felix and Heidi can go to that club you all like so much." Aro always encouraging the relationships here at the Volturi but it would be fun and matt and the other two haven't gone there for a while.

"Why that's a great idea Aro thank I'll go tell them the plan and I doubt they'll say no." I said happily as I dashed to tell Matthew.

---------------------------------------At the club---------------------------------------------------

It was karaoke night of course so they all made me go up. What song to sing hmmmmm

"Missing by evanescence" shouted a random vampire

"Alright music please." I said thinking if the words to it

Whisper:
Can you stop, please?
Can you stop the fire?
You cant stop the fire,
you wont say the words.
Please, Please

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
Maybe someday you'll look up,
And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one:
"Isn't something missing?"

You won't cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?

Whisper:
Can you stop, please?
Can you stop the fire?
You cant stop the fire,
you wont say the words.
Please, Please

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
I breathe deep and cry out;
"Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?"

Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?

And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there,
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something...

Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

Whisper:
Can you stop, please?
Can you stop the fire?
You cant stop the fire,
you wont say the words.
Please, Please

The crowd went crazy then someone came over to me and spun me, before I knew it someone was kissing me. Thankfully it was matt and not like last time when a random dude kissed me.