Family Portrait 2

Chapter 3: Then with you Íll cry

Flashback and Dream

"And Thomas, what did you do tonight" his father voice was full of anger and the 13 year old Tommy flinched at the tone.

"Äahm... I... was"

Tommy felt his father fist make contact with his face, he fell to the ground and hit his head on the table.

Flashback and Dream end

Tommy woke up, his eyes big and full of hurt, he saw Jude lying beside him and couldńt help but smile. He slipped out of the bed and walked into the living room, he sat down on the couch and hold his head in her hands. He grabbed the guitar beside him and began to strum and sing.

I went home, I was feeling so alone.
I know I've been late, It was my mistake.
I went in my room, and I sat there in the gloom.
I know I've been bad, I know he'll be mad.

And I hear him coming, down the hall.
And there's nowhere to go, nowhere at all.
I've been had. It was my mistake.
He opens the door, and his eyes are full of hate.

DAD NO! DAD, LEAVE ME ALONE! DAD LET ME GO, PLEASE! PLEASE!
DAD NO! DAD, LEAVE ME ALONE! OH MY GOD! NO! NO!

My mom comes rushing in, she cries "Oh, Please don't hurt him."
Dad gives her a kick, and he slaps her around a bit.
He says; "SHUT UP, YA BITCH! SHUT UP YA BITCH!
OR I'LL KILL YOU! I'LL KILL YOU! SHUT UP, OR I'LL KILL YOU!

Dad keeps hitting her face, and there's blood all over the place. I said "Please Dad, please, it was my mistake."
I'm the one that's bad! I'm the one that's bad!
No, don't hit her Dad. Don't hit her, Dad!

DAD NO! DAD, LEAVE MOM ALONE! DAD LET HER GO, PLEASE! PLEASE!
DAD NO! DAD, LEAVE MOM ALONE! OH MY GOD! NO! NO!

He went into my sister's room, and he locked the door.
He said "I hate you, but I love you more.
I heard her crying, as the lights went out.
I heard her scream, I had to shout.

DAD NO! DAD, LEAVE HER ALONE! DAD LET HER GO, PLEASE! PLEASE!
DAD NO! DAD, LEAVE HER ALONE! OH MY GOD! NO! NO!

I'm seriously considering killing you now!

"Hey" a very groggy Jude said from behind him, he turned around with tears in his eyes.

She walked up to him, she took the guitar and sat on his lap, he hold her close as she began to strum the guitar and sing.

I see the sad eyes behind your smile
Tears would be a welcome release
If you could let your guard down for awhile
You know you might find some peace
Ain't nothing you could do or say
That could shock me or drive me away

And I would do anything to ease your pain
You're not alone you're not insane
You come from a place where it always rains
And I would do anything to be your cure
So lay down with me and let me ease your pain
(Let me ease your pain) (let me ease your pain)

Can't move on if your stuck in the past
And now its time for you to let it go
But if you want to make love that would last (oh baby)
You know that I need you to tell me so
Ain't nothing that you could say or do (oh no) That would make me lose my belief in you

And I would do anything to ease your pain
You're not alone you're not insane
You come from a place where it always rains
And I would do anything to be your cure
So lay down with me and let me ease your pain
(Let me ease your pain) (let me ease your pain)
(Let me ease your pain)

Ain't nothing you could do or say
That could shock me or drive me away
And I would do anything to ease your pain
It's not to late and its not in vain
You come from a place where it always rains
And I would do anything to be your cure
So lay down with me and let me ease your pain
(Let me ease your pain) (let me ease your pain)
(Let me ease your pain)

Jude lay the guitar to the floor she turned around and smiled at Tommy then she looked to the ground and back at him.

"Let it out!" She said, he looked in her eyes and felt the hurt wash away. He kissed her with more passion than ever before, she responded and her hand massaged his hair. He moaned into the kiss and he lifted her up and walked towards the bedroom.

He lay her onto the bed and got on top, she opened her legs and he removed his boxers while she removed her underwear. He got on top of her again, he kissed her and thrust into her.

She gasped and he reminded still, he kissed her and stroke her stomach. He thrusts in and out of her.

After a while he felt her tense, she cried out Tommýs name and was brought over the edge, followed by him.

He didńt want to move away, it was so good to feel her be inside of her.

He lay his head on the same pillow she was on, she felt him shaking and knew he was crying.

"Sssh, everything is going to be ok, sssh"

"How girl how, look I should be happy... but...but everytime I make you feel...like Ím not"

"It́s not because of you Jude yoúre the only thing in my life, Íd die for"

"Ssh, Tommy, I know ok come on, I love you"

"I love you too"

He pushed out of her and lay his head on her chest.