The final chapter: Awaiting my Death
4 weeks later
Jude sat on the bed and looked around the room she used to share with Tommy before her eyes fell on a picture of her and Tommy. The police just left a few hours ago telling her that the case was closed. They said that Tom probably killed his father and then himself and that they would find the body someday. But Jude knew that Tom was still alive.
Since Tommy ran out of the hospital Jude blamed herself for blaming him. It wasn´t his fault. She just wanted him back telling her that he loved her, that everything was going to be okay. She lost the baby and because of her stupid mouth she lost Tommy too.
Darius sat in his office listening to Tommys last song. As Darius came into the studio the night after Jude lost her baby he found a note and CD lying on his desk. He didn´t really know what to think, Tom said he wanted to kill his father but couldn´t. He killed him but was Tom still alive was he blaming himself? Since Tom left the whole studio was different. Darius didn´t how much impact Tom had on the life of everyone around him.
Kwest sat in the studio and stared at Toms now empty chair. After he saw him running out of the hospital and heard what happened between him and Jude Kwest called him hundred of times. The police said that he was probably dead but he didn´t believe that. He knew that Tom lived. Last night he saw Jude for the first time since the hospital, he was avoiding her because for him she hurt his best friend, his brother she was the reason Tom wasn´t there anymore and that´s something he couldn´t forgive.
Stuart sat in the kitchen thinking about the events of the last month. The baby was gone and now it seemed like Tom went with it. They said he was dead but Stuart didn´t believe that for some reason he thought that Tom wouldn´t kill himself because that wouldn´t make him suffer. Stuart knew Tom blamed himself and that he thought he had to pay. Stuart just hoped that he would see him again someday and that it would still be Tom Quincy.
In Austria/ Tyrol/ Innsbruck
A man walked towards his hotel room. His black hair was cut short, he was wearing sunglasses and his black shirt showed off his well toned body. He stood in front of his hotel room and was about to open the door as he heard someone saying.
"Mr DuTois did you have a good day?"
He looked up, took of his glasses and stared at her with his piercing blue eyes before he nodded and said.
"Yes thank you!"
And with that he walked into the room closing the door behind him still thinking about his last song.
Windows
of shattered dreams.
Laid out before me.
My broken reflection
hauntingly stares back,
As once again I pick up the pieces of my
mind.
Rebuilding myself again.
And I know what is done.
The smaller pieces lost.
They used to be large,
But now
they are gone.
I cannot find my hope, my joy or my life,
Just empty splinters embedded in my mind.
Causing me pain, I
grimace in awe at the overwhelming pain.
Caused by what I've
lost, by what has been destroyed.
My scars start to bleed.
From my wounds of sorrow,
I watch the blood run.
A
release of my self-hate,
And still the blood flows…
Scarred
all over my body.
With each scar comes a memory of pain.
Though
it's hard to tell now, they all look the same.
Awaiting the day
when my blood is no more,
Maybe then the pain will be gone.
I
await my death with both relief and with fear,
I sense that my
shattered mind knows it is near.
The end!
I hope you liked it and I know it took me a while to finish this story. I´m sorry for that and I thank everyone who still read it. The song used in this chapter is "Awaiting my death" by Esoteric. Please review.