f i've forgotten how to sing
before i've sung this song

She is the forgotten angel, the one who cannot sing.

Gellert, she forces out, Gellert, I love you, an indiscernible barrage of words that become scrambled in her mind. It reminds Ariana of dominoes: the words line up like toy soldiers, before falling over each other in bursts of uncontrollable emotion.

Her words are trapped in the abyss of her throat, and Gellert never hears them. It doesn't mean Ariana forgets.