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Chapter Nine: Sorrow and Panic

Madison opened her eyes seeing a blank ceiling above her. Her first thought was oh my god I'm dead. She rolled her eyes knowing that that was a ridiculous thing too think. Of course she wasn't dead. If she was dead her head wouldn't be killing her right now, she wouldn't be cold, and her arms defiantly wouldn't be killing her.

She sighed making an attempt too sit up. She widened her eyes when she realized she was completely numb and unable too move her body at all. Her head could move just fine but her body just wouldn't corporate with her.

She widened her eyes even more realizing that even if she could move her body it wouldn't make any difference since her arms were handcuffed too the headboard above her.

She looked down frowning at the realization that someone obviously changed her clothes after she fainted. Since she was wearing a very frilly sleeveless knee length white nightgown.

She felt the panic set in when hot tears fell down her cheeks. She was going to die like this right here strapped to this bed. She could just picture the headlines Women found dead handcuffed too bed Believed to be the work of serial killer. How would her parents ever live with that. What about Spencer, how would he ever deal with any of it what if he was the one too find her and it was too late? After all the FBI and the police were probably looking for her right now.

She looked around squinting her eyes in the dark trying to get some idea of where she was. At least if she could figure out where she was then she'd feel a little better. She sighed seeing no windows , just a set of stairs, the bed she was strapped too, an old couch, and a bookcase that seemed too be filled with almost every book she had ever read. She frowned coming to the realization that she was in some sort of basement it was just a matter of whose basement she was in.

She widened her eyes when she heard footsteps coming down the staircase followed by an overly sweet feminine voice "Oh good your awake".

She squinted her eyes trying too get a good look at who the owner of the voice was. She widened her eyes when the light came on. She almost choked feeling bile rise in her throat when she saw who it was. Cassidy stood there smiling at her like Madison wasn't handcuffed too a bed scared out of her mind.

Madison opened her mouth in an attempt too scream at her and ask her exactly what the hell she thought she was doing, but quickly realized it was useless whatever she had been given too numb her body had also stopped her ability too speak.

Cassidy spoke up seeming amused "Don't worry you should be able to talk by tomorrow, Well I hope".

She sat down on the bed beside Madison who still had the feeling she was going too vomit. This after all was her friend the same person she'd been friends with since kindergarten. She was the last person she would ever expect too do this.

Cassidy sighed speaking up "Well I guess your curious as to how I got you here". She smiled pausing almost like she was expecting her too make a response. She grinned speaking up again as she started to run her hand through Madison's hair "Your actually more heavy than you look, but luckily Robert you remember Robert right? My brother well he helped me load you up and take you here. He was so thrilled that your finally here. He always loved you. Your going too be so happy here I promise. We're finally all going to be together".

Madison widened her eyes. Cassidy was insane completely delusional. Her brother and her were both completely stark raving mad. You couldn't just kidnap people and expect them too have some big happy family with you.

She squeezed her eyes shut and tried to convince herself that Spencer was going to find her any second now.

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Spencer sat on the bed in Madison's room and went through her purse. It was the only thing they'd found at Cassidy's house. Whoever had taken Madison had just disappeared. None of the neighbors saw anything out of the ordinary it was like they just vanished.

Nobody had seen Cassidy since Madison disappeared and Cassidy had a clean record not even a speeding ticket they really weren't sure if she was a victim or the one that was behind all of this.

Spencer wasn't really allowed too have much too do with the case the only thing he'd done so far is answer question after question about Madison's habits and personality. Gideon insisted that he didn't get too involved with the case saying that he just needed too worry about taking care of Madison once they got her back.

Spencer half way agreed with this after all he needed to be worried about what was best for her state of mind when she was saved,. He still felt like he should be out looking for her himself even though he knew that would put whoever had taken her into a panic.

He refused to believe that she was dead right now or that there was a possibility that she wouldn't be found alive. She had too be found alive and safe. After all he was going to propose and marry her and they were going to have that baby she wanted no matter how much it scared him. He was going to give it to her because it would make her happy and he'd do anything to make her happy.

This morning had been pure hell. Her father had promptly yelled at him saying that this was all his fault and he almost believed him. After all if he didn't have this job it wouldn't be putting Madison in danger. Madison's mother had just cried and begged him too find her baby. He had been up in Madison's old room since this morning. Gideon had brought him breakfast and then lunch and made him eat told him Madison wouldn't let him go hungry and he knew it was true after all Madison was always the one insisting he eat.

Gideon was currently downstairs with all his other coworkers going through all of Madison's old things trying to find some link between her , her dead classmates ,Cassidy and whoever had done this.

He looked up when the bedroom door opened and widened his eyes surprised too see Garcia.

She entered the room before speaking up barely above a whisper "How are you holding up"?

"Not too good. How about you"? He stated staring down at the bed

She sat down on the bed beside him and sighed "I feel like I'm going too vomit, but besides that I'm great".

He sighed not surprised that she was handling this with the usual Garcia sarcasm.

He frowned "I keep on thinking about my kidnapping, I mean I told Madison about it since we met a month after it happened so she must be thinking about it right now. What if what happened to me happens too her"?

She sighed as she picked up Madison's wallet and flipped through it "Well then she has you take care of her, and she's got me"

"She's probably scared right now. I feel like it should be me not her". He stated bitting his bottom lip

"You can't stop what happened. You just have too help her when she's found". She stated sighing

He frowned "But we deal with stuff like this all the time the statistics say that if a kidnapping victim isn't"...

Garcia sighed "Reid forget the statistics okay. We're going to find her we have too".

He nodded deciding too change the subject "Do you still hate us for not telling you about our relationship"?

She rolled her eyes "No I don't hate you. I never hated you. I was just shocked, but if you want to be with my sister then that's fine with me".

He sighed nodding his head "I want too marry her".

She nodded letting out a small smile "She'll say yes. I could tell she was happy these past few months and I know it was because of you"

He nodded staring back down at Madison's purse praying that Garcia was right about both things. They had to find her soon.