I'm sorry that the last chapter was so short; but it was sort of setting up for Bellas point of view.

I mean it was reallllly short and I apologize for that!

This one is going to be interesting; or for me it is at least. I hope you like it!

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Chapter 3

Is there a good way to tell you?

(Bellas POV)

At this point; I was wishing he would have just finished me off. I was in the worst imaginable pain, as a matter of fact the worst pain I had ever felt in my life. The worst part about it was the fact I couldn't scream, I couldn't move, I couldn't cry. I was trapped in my body and my thoughts. I could hear everything around me, I could definitely feel everything, but I could do nothing.

what in the world is he? How is anybody capable of this? There's no way he's human! It was like he was an animal, but instead of killing me he left me with this awful pain that's ripping through my body like an earthquake. that started from my fingertips and then ripped through every nerve ending in my body.

"So, she's going to live? Is there no way to reverse the damage? Can we not stop it before it is complete?" I heard a strange voice ask in concern

"I've never tried to prevent a change, I don't think its possible. Plus its probably be more risk of actually dying since she's already lost so much blood." the man said more to himself to the women.

"What are we going to do Carlisle?" the worried voice asked.

"Well; Alice, has left with Edwards car; to go fake they're death, she's taken bellas clothes, and some hair, and Edwards clothes, and blow the car up, so they won't expect any bodies left behind." Carlisle said.

"Hmm, I see, have you gave her any morphine?" the women asked.

"Yes, three times the normal human amount, her pain should be getting better; but we have no way of knowing since she's lost so much blood its put her in a coma, she'll be waking up before she is completely changed." Carlisle said.

I wasn't alone for what seemed to be an eternity of pain. The morphine he gave me dulled it a little bit, for periods of time. I'd fall asleep and have nightmares about the clearing; about Edward trying to kill me. When I was aware of things I wondered when I would wake up. The pain ripped through me for a good 2 days, when I finally woke up for the worst of it.

"Oh my god!!" I screamed breaking through the last of the darkness.

"Carlisle she's awake!" a short pale spiky haired girl shouted.

Carlisle came in here calmly, he approached me cautiously, listening for something. The pain was in the core of my body, it wasn't vibrating through to my fingertips anymore.

"Her hearts stopping. It should be done anytime." he said to alice.

"I want to know what the hell is going on!" I shouted.

"I'll explain everything once everything's done." Carlisle continued calmly.

"No, its not that bad anymore anyways, just tell me. Am I going to die?"

"Well technically you are dead. But theres no easy way to tell you this." Carlisle said shamefully. "And I swear Edward meant no harm to you, he would never do that. You see we're vampires; but we don't hunt humans." Esme cut in.

"Yes, so hares where everything gets hard; you see, Edward bit you, and he drank your blood, but he didn't drain you." Carlisle continued.

"Wait! You mean to say that bastard turned me into a vampire?!" I screamed as a new pain ripped through me. I was having hysterics, I placed my fingers where my heart should be, but I felt nothing. I jumped out of the bed running to a mirror, opening my mouth. no fangs? I thought.

"If I'm what you say I am, then why don't I have fangs? Why can I see my reflection?" I said as I turned back around to examine myself.

I did look different. My hair still the same; yet shinier. My skin was already pale, but it got a couple of shades lighter. The rest of my body, my muscles were defined, as well as my curves, but the last thing I noticed were my eyes.

"My eyes! I'm a monster!" I cried out in a broken sob. no tears either! I thought.

"Bella, the reason your eyes are red is because your still full of human blood, and second about the fangs, we don't have fangs." Carlisle noted.

"I need to go home." I rambled grabbing my things and heading for the door, before running into Carlisle.

"You can't go home Bella, everyone thinks your dead." Carlisle explained.

"Why? I'm still here!" I said waving my arms around my body.

"that's true, but your also completely different. We're sorry but it's the only way, your going to have to come with us to Alaska to get away from humans for a while. We don't want to put anybody in danger." was this really happening? Or was I just having a nightmare?

"We're so sorry, I promise, Edward never meant it." Esme said giving me a sympathetic look

"Like hell he did! Where is that monster anyway?" I shouted in hysterics.

"we told him he needed to leave the day we found you, we sent Rosalie and Emmett with him to make sure he doesn't do anything stupid like try to kill himself. He'll be coming back soon though."

"He feels awful!" Alice promised.

" I don't care! My life is ruined because of him!" I said stomping out of the room listening to Alice's last words

"She'll know what it was like for him soon enough." she whispered to Carlisle.

what the hells that suppose to mean! I thought as I walked outside the door.

Okay.. So that's chapter 3. And here's what I thought would work best here… If Bella hadn't known first hand they were vampires; she probably would have never thought about wanting to be one; but since he has bitten her; all of this stuff has taken her by surprise. And she doesn't know how to react. So don't worry she'll come around its just going to take a while.. Please review and be nice! J I hope you like it!.. I'm getting it up earlier then I expected. So I might go ahead and start working on 4. And have it up by midnight instead.