Edwards still fighting with himself; he decides to pull a fast one; please review!

Chapter 6

To far gone

(EPV)

I walked in the apartment we'd be staying in for a few weeks. I gazed around, my thoughts were hazy, as I walked to a hallway, to find two unnecessary bedrooms. I took the one with the twin bed, and let them have the full sized bed. It didn't really bother me.

My heart was shattered. I cared about nothing, I had no purpose in life. I kept contemplating ways to distract myself, but it was no good, anything I thought about lead back to Bella.

I could run away, by the time Alice would call about her vision, and by the time Emmett and Rosalie noticed I was gone, I could be halfway to Italy. Maybe I could talk to the Volturi. I thought.

No! I scolded as I laid down on the bed. what I need to do is talk to Bella, at least then I could apologize, then get killed. that's it, I needed to get back to Forks before they left, I needed to talk to her.

I had to get going fast, I could get out without Emmett and Rosalie noticing. Its just Alice would probably be calling any minute to tell on me. So I grabbed my bag and jumped out the window, into an ally. I saw a Shelby GT nearby got in and took off as fast as I could go.

I'll be able to explain everything soon enough. I thought.

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Switching point of views on you--so I can make this chapter longer. Bella's point of view

I don't want to kill a animal! Gross! I was disgusted at the thought of me crunching over some deer, or raccoon spilling there blood.

"Calm down Bella, I promise; you won't even worry about what your doing once you do it." Jasper said as if he could read my mind, sending a wave of serene through me.

I smiled at him, I like jasper, he was really nice and understanding. We began walking towards the woods, when Alice froze in her spot.

"Does this happen a lot?" I asked breaking the silence.

"It depends what she's focusing on." Jasper replied waiting for Alice to unfreeze as if nothing was wrong.

I decided while she was frozen to try to see what she was seeing. I really wished I hadn't of hacked into her mind during the vision.

I saw Edward, driving. He was driving back to forks, and then I saw us in the most spectacular place, talking! Me talking to Edward! Now I sure didn't see that coming!

"Holy Crow!" I shouted.

"What!?" Jasper shouted shocked; I guess I finally did something he wasn't prepared for.

"I saw. I didn't think it would work, but I saw her vision!" I shouted dumbfounded.

"Bella!" She smiled.

"What?" I hissed.

"Whoa chill, I just had a vision! You and ed-" I cut her off

"I know Alice I saw it! Now lets go hunt, my throat is burning! I have a whole lot on my plate right now!" and I took off faster then I imagined into the woods.

Whoa, holy crow, I'm going so fast. If I were human right now, I would have fell on my face just walking, but this, I thought was cool. I began to figure out what they were talking about. I felt myself becoming an animal, I felt lethal.

I've never felt so free! I thought. I began to sniff as the wind whipped through my mahogany hair. I instantly caught the scent of something.

Deer. I decided.

So I sprung pushing myself faster through the woods, and found a group of them, two bucks and a doe.

I pounced on the buck, breaking its neck and I began to drink. It was like I was a natural hunter, like I had been doing it for years; even though it was the first time I had ever drank blood. I finally finished and got up from the drained deer turning around shocked to see Alice and Jasper.

"Impressive Bella, that was amazing!" Alice squealed.

"Thanks I guess." I was so embarrassed right now, I looked horrible!.

"You are a natural tracker! This is amazing!" she pranced around me excitingly.

"did I not say you wouldn't care once your senses took over?" Jasper noted.

"Yeah.." I said shamefully.

"Its okay, did you get enough?" Alice said examining my eyes.

"Yeah, I feel way better." it was true, I was getting used to this. I mean sure I was still pissed, but I kind of was beginning to understand.

"Well lets get back to the house, Edwards going to be getting back in a few hours." Jasper hinted, winking at Alice as she smiled.

"You go ahead, I need to think for a while." I said waving them on.

"Just how I saw it." She whispered to jasper as they walked back.

I decided to lay In the grass and sort out my thoughts. And then it hit me.

I want to talk to Edward. What am I thinking! but I couldn't help it, I was curious about him. I wanted to know more about him, I mean, I don't have to like someone to be curious. I was just laying there, thinking of things I could ask him, things I could say, how I would react. And I heard him.

"Bella, can I talk to you?" He asked shamefully.

Hehe..isn't that what you've been waiting for?!

Thanks for your feedback, I think I have pretty much decided what I'm going to do now. But I might change my mind :P. I got quite a bit of reviews on that last chapter which makes me feel greatttt!.I sort of left you with a cliffhanger. Lol.

But I have to make you guys wonder sometimes! Lol. Anyway. I had a lot of fun writing this chapter! And I hope you like it please review! I can't wait to start the next one!! REVIEW! :D please!?