WELL.

Okay.

This is Edwards point of view.

Lol.

Okay.

Idk I think this is chapter 18 my numbers got screwed up.

I have screwed this story all up. And I aplogize for that.

Lol I messed chapter titles up, I messed words I should be getting right up, and I screwed the whole perspective thing all up. Sheesh I'm not with it these days I'm sorry.

Chapter 18. I think.

Take me away.

The car ride to Forks from Denali seemed so much longer then what it would for just a normal trip. It was like I couldn't get the car to move fast, as if it were stuck in slow motion although I was going nearly one-hundred miles an hour. I didn't say anything, afraid I might make her upset again. She had calmed down for the most part, resting her head on my shoulder, probably in deep thought. I knew what I was doing was wrong, but I felt like I owed Bella the world, hell I owed her the whole universe.

just having to leave her father was hard for her, but knowing he was going to die made it all worse, I knew how that felt sort of. I kissed her hair, I felt bad for saying it was going to be okay, why lie to someone you love? I just wanted to see her smile again, of course, that wouldn't happen unless she saw Charlie.

she finally looking up at me, her now copper eyes, filled with sadness, anger, shock, and more anger. We were both a mess, luckily, I kept an emergency suitcase my trunk. Carlisle had always told us to keep one with us just in case we had to get out of town quickly. It had toiletry's like soap, shampoo's and conditioners. I also had some spare clothing items Bella could wear until we could get her some clothes that fit her.

We finally got to Forks, after what felt like many hours, even for a vampire. I decided we shouldn't get to the hospital yet, that we should get cleaned up before going to see Charlie. I figured Bella's house was safe, I didn't hear any thoughts coming from the house. I parked the far at the end of the block.

"Why are we stopping here?" she asked, probably the first words she spoke since we had left the house in Denali.

"Well, simply because we both look like animals right now." I smiled as I she stared at her reflection in horror.

"Ugh your right. Good call." she smiled, I got out of the car, and walked normal human pace to the passenger side, holding her hand as she got out.

I knew it wasn't necessary but it felt right. Her hand in mine, felt good to me.

She released my hand when we got to the door, bending down to get the key for the door, she unlocked it and we entered the house. It was a mess, there was clutter all around the living room. And in the kitchen, the milk and eggs left out of the fridge.

"Charlie really let the place go I guess." she mused, looking around running her hands through her tangled hair.

I couldn't really say anything. So I fallowed her to her room. We went upstairs, swiftly, we turned to the room on the left, as she opened the door, she looked around. I stayed in the doorway and watched her.

"He left everything the way it was." she thought out loud. Her bed in the middle pushed against the western wall, and a desk, facing the eastern wall. Her walls were painted a pale yellow. As her white curtains draped over the large window.

She sighed, as she walked over to the closet, pulling out a blue shirt, and kaki pants.

"You can come in you know," she chuckled softly, "Do you think you have room in that suitcase for some of my clothes?"

I walked in the room and sat it on the bed, opening it to see two outfits, and the toiletry items.

"Of course, love." her smile was warm, but I could still sense her sadness.

"Thanks. Go ahead and make yourself conformable, you can go take a shower, change clothes, or whatever you need to do." I looked at my mangled clothes, and then I looked at hers.

"All I need to do is change," I didn't have anything other then torn clothes.

"Alright, well, I guess I'll go take a shower." she left the room, and I could hear the water running.

I decided to go ahead and change, I put on a pair of faded blue jeans, and a white button up shirt. I ran my fingers through my hair and I was ready. Bella took her time in the shower, I had been laying on her bed looking at her book when I picked up the book Wuthering Heights. It was bent up, so I figure she read it many times. I had read it and never really cared much for it.

"I'm ready to go." She walked in, her hair was damp and wavy, blue long sleeved shirt, and kaki pants.

"Do I look like, me? I mean is Charlie going to recognize me?"

"You don't look exactly like yourself, but he'll know its you. Just know this is going to surprise him." Who was I kidding, this was probably what was going to kill Charlie! The shock of seeing his daughter, alive. Well not alive completely.

"I don't want him to be scared." she whispered.

"He won't be scared, and for a newborn, you are very tame."

"Oh crap! I didn't even think about that!" she went to the mirror to examine her eyes.

"they aren't as red as they used to be." I told her, re assuring.

"I don't guess it matters." I grabbed her hand and we were out the door.

"What's the story?" she asked.

"I- haven't thought of a story, its probably best I don't go with you to talk to him." it really wouldn't be in my best interest, killing me would be Charlie's dying wish.

"He doesn't have to know everything, I need you with me Edward, I won't be able to pull through without you." she gave me the pout lip, and the sad eyes.

"I don't need to be seen in the hospital, the they're suspicious of our family already, seeing me there with a mysterious girl might make things worse." she frowned when I paused, "But, I promise I won't be far away." she accepted it.

"So nobody will recognize me?" she asked.

"Nobody except Charlie I don't believe." she looked unlike her human self, yet somehow I knew Charlie would know her. She had a human Bella-ness about her still.

"Promise to stay close?" she asked grabbing my hand.

"I promise." I said as we pulled out of the driveway and headed to the hospital.

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