Well this is just because I love you guys and that, after much thought I know I will not be able to update tomorrow. Please R&R.

Brydon POV

Ember

She's leaving. She's leaving. Those words kept running over and over in my head. She can't be leaving. This is my entire fault.

Why did I have to be such an asshole and take everything out on her? She's an angel. She shouldn't get crap like this. I feel so horrible for doing this to her.

I took her life away. I took away her friends, her family, her other lovers that she would have had after Tim. I damned her to this hellhole for the rest forever. If I could have saved her from this I would have. I would have given up my life to keep her living. I didn't know what happened until she was on the ground. The blood was warm and sweet as it ran down my throat. It was like nothing I had ever tasted. Nothing I ever tasted I reminded myself. I knew I had bitten a human then. I quickly pulled away to see I was right.

I swear my dead heart did beat in that second. I felt like I had died and gone to heaven. She was so beautiful, so prefect. I knew I was taking her back with me then. I said to myself that she was the one for me. I didn't leave her side once I got her home. She had lost so much blood from the knife. If she had died I wouldn't know what I would have done.

I did everything I could to make her more comfortable. I kept my cold hand on her forehead. I tried to calm her when she screamed. I tried everything I knew that might help her.

She slept through the first day and all of the second. We talked mostly the third. It was amazing that she could even talk to me calmly like she did. She told me her name then. Ember. The most beautiful name I have ever heard. It fits her well, now even more from before. She is the most beautiful thing to ever walk the planet.

It took every part of me to not rip Decklen up for holding her the way he was when we were down stairs. I was angry for him holding her like he was and angry because she was letting him. He would bring girls home all the time before Ember came. He can do so, he's much better looking then I am. I never had a chance with Ember and now I really don't. Because of me she's leaving.

I was out of my chair before I knew it and standing in the hall. I have to stop her from leaving or at least tell her how I feel. Decklen had he bag in one hand and she was walking to the stairs behind him.

"Ember." I thought. Her head snapped up to look at me. She stopped walking. She smiled a tiny smile that quickly slid off her face. "I want to talk to you." I thought again.

" I'll be down in a second Decklen. I have to do something." She said her eyes never leaving mine.

" Take your time." Decklen said now fully down the stairs. She walked over to me and stopped a few inches away. I never realized it but she was a whole head shorter then I am.

" I'm sorry. I truly am. I don't want you to go." I blurted out. She looked at me hard then her eyes softened. I used my power to see what she was feeling. She was trying to keep herself together. " Ember, please believe me. Please trust me." She looked down at the floor. I used my index finger and pushed her face up to look at me. " Please." She bit down her lip as if trying to hold back tears.

" I know." She said softly

" Then don't go." My hand found hers and I weaved my fingers through hers. She looked down at our hands and smiled. It slid off again and she looked up.

" I have to go." She said softly. She kissed my cheek then gave my hand a squeeze and the she was gone.

I ran outside and the car was all ready gone. The sun was pecking up over the horizon. Sunrise. She left me at sunrise. " I hate sunrise." I muttered I shoved my hands deep into my pockets and turned to go inside.