Firstly, I would like to say thank you for all the support. Once again thanks to 1Bluefire for her continued support.

Oh also, bare with me and my madness, I promise if you go along for the ride all will be revealled in the end.

Disclamer: Sadly to say, but I still do not own Inuyasha:(

"..." Beast speaking through Sesshomaru

'...' Beast speaking to Sesshomaru

--Flashback—

By the end of the summer Sesshomaru thought that hanging himself would have been less painful than being surrounded by the half-breed and his friends. Barricading himself inside his room, Sesshomaru felt like he was losing his mind.

'If I distance myself from her, then maybe I can leave here with my sanity intact. Damn it, father must take me for a fool; why would he do this?'

But she was always with him, no matter how much distance he tried to put between them. Her smile, her laugh, her scent, thoughts of Kagome were imbedded in his mind and he hated himself for it.

'She is nothing, why can't I get her out of my mind? Stupid girl, there is nothing remarkable about her, nothing!'

'If there is nothing remarkable about the girl, then why do you think about her?'

'Silence, do not speak of things you know nothing about.'

'How can I not know, I am you. The things you refuse to acknowledge are the things I am most certain of. Why are you so stubborn? Why can't you trust in my decision to choose a mate?'

'I do not need a mate; and if I did, SHE would not be it.'

'Then who would be a suitable mate? That whore Kagura, she is nothing but a release and I will not allow such trash to come anywhere near our person again. Heed my words; you may be the logical side, but if you go against me I will make you suffer far worse than anything our father could imagine.'

Once his beast had receded Sesshomaru was left alone with his thoughts; he felt as if his head was being split apart from the inside. His beast had never gone against him like this before and for the life of him Sesshomaru could not figure out why he did so now.

'I will have nothing to do with the girl, no matter what my beast says,' suddenly Sesshomaru blacked out.

Kagome had come into the house to get something to drink, but to her surprise she found herself making her way towards the stairs to check on Sesshomaru. Even though he had gone out of his way to disappear, she was worried about him. She knew he didn't like her, but he had never avoided her all together. Something was wrong.

Screaming was all that could be heard, "Sesshomaru!!" By the time Inuyasha, Miroku, and Bankotsu made it to Sesshomaru's room Kagome was trying to wake him.

"I thought that I should check on him, but he was like this when I came in. I mean there was no answer when I knocked, what's wrong with him?" Kagome managed between sobs.

Sneering Inuyasha grunted, "Don't shed tears for the bastard, he'll live." 'Why does she even care if the bastard is okay? He doesn't give a fuck about her and he never will.'

Once again being the voice of reason Miroku sighed, "Even if that is true, we can't leave him like this. We have to help him."

"Alright, Inuyasha help me pick Sesshomaru up," said Bankotsu.

"Damn, he weighs a ton, what the fuck does he eat."

"Inuyasha just shut it and give me a hand. I don't want to be anywhere around when he comes to. I can only imagine what he will do to us if he knew we had touched his person."

Several hours and several visitors later Sesshomaru finally started to regain consciousness. Toga had decided that it would be best for everyone involved if Kagome stayed with Sesshomaru until he came to.

"Hey, old man, what are you on? You know as well as I do he'll try to kill her as soon as he realizes she's in the room," screamed Inuyasha.

"No my son, I don't think he will. At least I hope he won't."

"What!! Now I know you've lost your mind. You're gonna leave her in there with him in hopes that he won't harm her. I'm not going anywhere."

"You impudent pup, do you think me so weak that I won't be able to protect Kagome on the off chance that that stubborn fool tries hurt her."

Walking off in the opposite direction Toga could be heard mumbling things about idiotic sons and putting them both out of their misery. Life in the Taisho house hold would definitely be quieter if Sesshomaru and Inuyasha were not around. 'Maybe I could lock them up in the same room. No that wouldn't work, someone would end up dead; more than likely it would be Inuyasha. His mother would kill me if anything happened to the boy.'

Once Sesshomaru was completely conscious Kagome could tell that something was off.

'Why is he just staring at me, oh Kami is he gonna try to kill me. Shit, I should have never let the old man talk me into this; if I make it out here alive I'm gonna kill him.'

When he finally spoke Kagome released a breath she didn't know she was holding.

"Where am I?"

Looking slightly confused by his question Kagome answered, "We're in your room… Are you okay? You were unconscious when I found you…"

"Quite, my head is killing me and your incessant rambling is not helping matters any."

"Wait, What? You just said my head and not this Sesshomaru's head."

"Does it really matter what I say or how I say it? But if it pleases you, I will repeat my statement more to your liking. You will cease your incessant rambling or this Sesshomaru will remove your tongue."

"Damn, there's no need to get your panties in a bunch, all I was saying was that you didn't sound like yourself." 'Oh great Kagome, piss him off even more. Do you want to die? Because at the rate you're going Sesshomaru is going to kill you and not think twice about it. Me and my big mouth.' "Look, I'm sorry. I'll leave."

"You don't have to go; it's just been a while since I've been out. You'd be cranky if you were locked away for as long as I have been."

"Huh, what do you mean?"

"You're not very bright are you? You may be beautiful, but I'm beginning to think that all the time you spend around the hanyou is starting to impede your thought process."

"What the hell is that suppose to mean. I swear, you cocky ass dog demons."

The sound that passed Sesshomaru's lips scared the hell out of Kagome, 'Did he just laugh? No, Sesshomaru doesn't laugh… I had to have imagined it.' "Did you just laugh?"

"Am I not allowed?"

"No… Wait, that's not what I meant. I've never heard you laugh before, ever. I didn't know you could. Why are you being so nice, well nice for you."

"Because you're an intriguing creature. Why does it bother you?"

"No, it's just a little strange to hold a conversation with someone who would prefer you didn't exist."

"Oh, I want you to be here. Let me show you how much…"

In less than a second Sesshomaru was standing in front of Kagome, with his arms on either side of her, preventing any means of escape.

"What are you doing?"

"I know you want me; I can smell your arousal. Why not share with me, I promise I won't hurt you… much."

"Sesshomaru, please… This is not you… Please stop." 'That had to be the most pathetic thing ever. I sound like a small child.'

"Kagome, you would deny me; I could make you feel things you could only imagine, if only you let me."

His breath was on her neck, Kagome couldn't help the small whimper that escaped her lips. Slowly, Sesshomaru licked her neck and Kagome's knees buckled. 'What is he doing to me?'

Lowering her to the floor Sesshomaru began trailing kisses down her neck to the valley between her breasts. Kagome didn't realize her shirt was missing until she felt Sesshomaru's tongue on her skin.

Smirking at the sounds she was providing he asked, "Do you still want me to stop?"

She didn't recognize her own voice, it was lower and filled with want and desire, "No, don't stop."

Rolling her nipple between his thumb and forefinger a low growling sound of approval sounded throughout the room. She was so pliant, so willing to give herself over to him.

'I will not be denied this opportunity.'

Sesshomaru lowered his head to take the opposite nipple into his mouth. Licking around the nipple but never coming into contact with it was his way of torture and as the beautiful sounds of her excitement filled the room, Sesshomaru felt like this was the closest he was ever going to get to heaven.

Sesshomaru slowly made his way down Kagome's body, leaving light kiss and nips along the way. Removing her shorts from her small frame he was graced with the most stunning sight he had ever seen. He knew she had never been touched, he could smell her innocence, but she was so ripe.

Her juices were coating her slightly engorged sex and she was his. Kissing her softly, he inhaled her scent. This was something he never wanted to forget. Licking her opening he felt it when she shuddered beneath him. Finding her clit he kneaded against the nub while he took her with his tongue. Switching his tongue and fingers position he entered her.

At that moment Kagome froze, but soon found herself relaxing to his steady thrusts. Sesshomaru had to hold her down because she was so intent on moving.

"We can't have that love. Just feel… Do nothing else but feel."

He spoke so softly it took a minuet for it register that he had spoken at all. She could only nod her head in response as her body was bombarded by an explosive shock of pleasure. Sesshomaru felt when her body went ridged and how she clamped down on his fingers trying to suck the life out him. But his pleasure wasn't to last, his logical side was breaking past the barriers that he had erected.

"Leave now, or he will kill you."

Not fully understanding what was happening Kagome just looked at Sesshomaru. Reaching up to touch his face, her hand was caught by his. Looking into her eyes, giving her no room for argument through clenched teeth, "Please trust me, you must leave now… I do not wish to harm you, but if you stay any longer… GO NOW!!"

With tears in her eyes Kagome dressed as quickly as possible and left Sesshomaru's room.

'What have you done?'

'I did nothing that you didn't want to happen.'

'You had no right… Don't think I can't lock you away forever. You will never see the light of day. Kami, why can't I remember?'

'You do not hold enough power to lock me away forever, and you will remember what and when I want you to remember.'

Trying to wipe her tears away, Kagome ran into Toga.

"What's wrong? Why are you crying?"

"Crying, I'm not crying."

"Kagome, even if you are no longer shedding tears, I can still smell them on you. What happened?"

Taking a long sniff, Toga frowned. "Never mind, I don't think I want to know. Child we need to talk."

Following Toga to his office, Kagome sighed. 'Kami, I've been doing that a lot lately.' Flopping down on the oversized couch Kagome closed her eyes and began to replay what had happened only moments before. 'What could have happened? What did he mean by he will kill me, who the hell was he talking about?'

"Toga, I'm not really sure what happened. Sesshomaru wasn't himself."

"What do you mean my dear girl?"

"Before I left he said something very strange… He told me to leave or he would kill me, but I got the feeling that he wasn't speaking of himself."

Closing his eyes Toga laid his head upon his desk and thought for a moment on how to explain the current situation. "Kagome, you are aware that all Daiyokai have a true form, right?"

Nodding her head Kagome waited for the rest of the story. "Within the body, whether it is humanoid or beast, two minds must work together for the being to be successful. It looks like Sesshomaru's beast took control for a while."

"His beast, what would his beast want with me? Sesshomaru doesn't like me, not in the least."

"No matter what he thinks, Sesshomaru's beast has the final word on who he chooses as a mate, among other things."

"Choose a mate."

"Kagome, your impression of a parrot is excellent, but I digress. It seems as if Sesshomaru's beast has taken a liking to you."

"Well that has to be the stupidest thing I've ever heard. Why would I want to be with someone who can barely stand to be in the same room with me?"

Shaking his head, Toga smiled. "You young ones, you never listen to anything anyone says… Must you find things out the hard way?"

"Okay, let's say I believe you when you say that Sesshomaru's beast likes me and wants me for his mate, what's gonna to happen to me once the logical side finds out what happened a little while ago."

"Knowing Sesshomaru, he'll probably throw a very large very unnecessary fit."

"Toga, weren't you mated to Sesshomaru's mother?" Smiling Toga nodded, "Yes I was; she was my chosen mate, but when she died I was free to choose another. You see unlike Sesshomaru I listen to the words of my beast. When I met Inuyasha's mother I was captivated by her beauty and her intelligence. Izayoi is something very special, she was my beast's chosen she's my soul-mate."

"So what happens if Sesshomaru doesn't agree with his beast?"

"That is not an option. He has no choice in the matter, his beast will get what he wants or he will make Sesshomaru's life unbearable."

"Oh. What do you think I should do?"

"For now leave the boy alone; he will not want to see anyone at the present moment, especially you."

"Kagome, one more thing, I'd take the back staircase if I were you."

"Yeah, thanks, wouldn't want to loose my life to an enraged Daiyokai."

--End Flashback--