I am updating, yeah. In this chapter you are going to see what Edward blames himself for.

Please review, and I hope you all enjoy it.

You may now continue.

Bella's point of view.

It was late and I was exhausted and I wasn't staying at Edwards house for the night. It was around nine o clock and I was thinking of stopping at a coffee shop.

Looking both ways I walked across the street, what I didn't notice was the car that was coming towards me and not stopping. The air going into my lungs stopped, and the only thing I saw was Edward's face before I felt the excruciating pain and then everything went black.

Edward's Point of view:

I was laying in bed, depressed about how Bella wasn't beside me. The damn woman had worked her way into my life. My family and Friends loved her. My god I loved her. Everything about her, her deep eyes, enchanting lips, silky hair.

My eyes were getting heavy with everything I thought of about her. I don't know if I was asleep, but all I heard was my phone ring, I answered my home phone, only to hear a frantic Alice on the other line. I could barley hear, what she was saying, but I could get the jest of it, and when I did. I was frozen, the phone dropped from my hands and my shoes were on in barely a few seconds. I grabbed my keys and then picked my phone up off the floor.

I asked Alice what hospital I needed to be in and then bolted out the door. I was speeding down the streets of New York, not waiting for green lights just passing. If something happened to Bella, I don't have a clue what would happen, but part of me would die if Bella wasn't okay.

I walked into the hospital and into the ER to see the whole gang including my mother. Everybody was in tears, and I was sure of it that my Bella was going be okay.

I didn't sit, I didn't want to. My father was bound to be in the room with her, so I knew she was in good hands.

I don't know how long we were waiting, but soon my father came out. If it wasn't for my fathers face I would of thought she was okay.

"Everybody," all of are heads popped up and everybody looked at my father. "Bella, is in a coma, she has series brain trauma and many fractured ribs, she has lost a lot of blood, and we don't know when she will wake up. I'm sorry."

My mother along with Alice and Rosalie broke down. Emmett's eyes were filled with unshed tears, and Jaspers face was buried in Alice's neck, while his whole body shook.

Since being in the hospital I sat down only to have tears streak down my face. My one and only love might not wake up.

OMG it has been so long and I am so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so sorry. But this time I can promise you that I am going to update, by Thursday. Really this time I will, I only have a out two more chapters.

Poor Cullen family. I am so going to try to make it better, really better.

Love you all lots

MW