Here goes another chapter
Here goes another chapter!
As for Edward's dad being a little too mean, well that is where the rated M part comes in, I am sorry if you don't like violence. But alas, there is a reason behind his very violent demeanor, and it will be explained in further detail later.
Don't own Twilight, will never be worthy enough.
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Bella just stood there in the middle of the room, a dazed, happy look splashed across her face. "He kissed me, a god-like creature like him, kissed me."
Bella heard a giggle and turned, a squeak emitting from her as she saw Alice standing in the doorway.
Alice laughed, "So I am guessing that you and Edward had some good quality time together," Bella's blush got darker, "in his bathroom."
Bella gave Alice a shy nod, a smile still hanging around her lips as she reminisced about being in the bathroom, with Edward.
"So talk, how was it? Was he good at kissing? What did you feel about it? Did you kiss him back?" Alice chattered.
Bella just nodded, ignoring the feeling of embarrassment that Alice was causing her to have and basking in the warm, joyous feeling she was getting from the thoughts of Edward.
"I was surprised at first," she started quietly, almost cautiously, "his soft, warm lips, pressed against my own, it was almost unreal, and I couldn't believe it at first. I am not special enough to be kissed by such a man, such a beautiful creature. It was then, as if he read my mind, that he said I am special, more then enough, and that I gave him something, hope. All the while, that kiss, just got so much more passionate, to the point where I wasn't sure if I would be able to hold onto consciousness anymore."
Alice, for the first time in her hyper active life, sat speechless at the fact that things were moving faster then she foresaw. "This girl is more then the one, she is his sole existence."
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Edward sat there in his bathroom, the bleeding had stopped thanks to Bella's wrapping skills and his bruises and cuts were only a dull ache against his frame. He looked down at his hands that were still shaking slightly, not sure if from anger, fear, or the joy that Bella kissed him back.
He looked up and sighed in delight, a smile tugging at his lips, "Bella let me kiss her, that sweet, beautiful angel let me kiss her. Why am I feeling like this, its so unreal, I have never felt so, alive before. I always thought I was complete, that I would never need a woman to complete me, but Bella, she fills a void I never knew existed within me." Then the smile on Edward's lips disappeared, replaced with a thoughtful, and even sad, expression. "Yet, I shouldn't feel this way, I am putting Bella in danger by having these feelings, my father, I don't even want to think about what he could do if he found out that she really means more to me then just a friend. She does? Well I don't see her as a friend, but I don't know, am I capable of loving such an angel? Is such an angel capable of loving me? Would I even allow her to love me? She deserves better, so much better."
Edward shook his head, clearing his mind of these confusing thoughts and hesitantly went and opened the door, feeling relieved yet worried he found his room empty. Pinching the bridge of his nose he decided to believe that Alice took Bella out somewhere, not wanting to think of any other possibility, changed, and headed out towards the kitchen.
When he entered he smiled, chuckling as he watched Alice teach Bella how to make bread. Edward found himself thoroughly entertained as Bella ended up getting a puff of flower strewn across her face. Her cheeks turning a bright red as she and Alice started to laugh.
"Well look who finally decided to join us," Alice chirped, never looking up from the soup she is tending too.
Bella looked up and her cheeks darkened at the fact that Edward had seen her like this. He chuckled and walked into the kitchen, grabbing a damp towel and handing it to Bella.
"Thank you," she said quietly, her chocolate orbs averting his emerald ones.
Edward felt sadness poke at him, "Did she not like it? Was she only kissing me back for my benefit?" as these doubts swirled in Edward's mind his sadness deepened.
Bella finally met his eyes when she didn't hear him answer, only to see his emerald orbs full of confusion, pain, and sadness.
Alice took this as an opportune moment to slip out of the kitchen, sneaky little pixie.
"Edward," Bella began, his attention returning to her, "what's wrong?"
He wanted to tell her, tell her everything, yet he was worried that if he did it would result in her being pushed away. He didn't want to push her away, not when he didn't even know for sure how exactly he feels for her.
"It's nothing Bella, you don't need to worry about me," Edward answered, mustering up enough strength for a smile.
Bella looked curiously at him, trying to figure out if he was just lying for her benefit, then shrugged and turned back to her dough.
Edward again watched in amusement as Bella tried to knead the dough, her small, delicate hands having trouble with the sturdy, mushy substance. Bella looked up to see an amused look on Edward's face and pouted, "It's not as easy as it looks, and this stuff is thick."
Edward immediately felt bad "Well here then, let me help you."
Bella's eyes widened as Edward came to stand behind her, putting his larger hands gently on top of hers. Her hands began to move in sync with his. Bella wasn't aware the dough anymore, she was too busy trying not to blush, having Edward's well built body pressed up against her back, being able to feel all the contours of his sculpted chest through his thin button up.
"All done," Edward whispered, sending shivers up Bella's spine.
Bella just nodded, knowing that if she spoke she may squeak, and her already dark red cheeks couldn't handle any more color.
Edward gingerly picked up the dough and put it in the stove, setting a timer for it.
"Just cause I'm a prince doesn't mean I do not know how to cook and clean, every man should know how to do that," Edward said mysteriously.
Bella once again stared at Edward in shock, wondering how he seemed to know exactly what she was thinking.
Edward turned to her, catching her surprised look, "It's logical really, and you are sometimes easy to read."
Bella just nodded, her cheeks still having a pinkish tinge to them. She then saw Edward's eyes turn sad, and it seemed that he was having an internal argument with himself.
"I should really talk to her about what happened in the bathroom today. I mean I don't want to have made her done something for my benefit, it would make something that meant so much to me feel like nothing." Edward thought.
"Bella," Edward began, feeling nervous, "about what happened in the bathroom. I meant everything I said, and well if you only reciprocated the kiss to satisfy me, well it didn't. I didn't want you to have to do something you don't or wouldn't like-"
"Edward," Bella interrupted, walking closer to him she whispered, "but I did like it, an awful lot."
Edward looked in to her chocolate orbs, seeing happiness, shyness and maybe, just maybe, a hint of hidden love swirls around in them.
With new found confidence Bella stepped closer, leaned up so that her soft, pink lips were mere inches away from his, her honey sweet breath feathered across his lips, and gently pressed her lips against his.
Edward's eyes widened in surprise at Bella's sudden boldness and obliged happily. He lost himself in the sensation of Bella's plush lips against his, enjoying their soft, moist feeling. His mouth opened hesitantly, and just as his tongue got a quick taste of her sweet lips she pulled away. Edward looked at her, her cheeks pink, and her lips even darker. But her eyes, they showed something he would never believe to see, desire, want, love.
"Love? Is it possible? Can Bella, this beautiful angel, love me? Only one way to find out." Edward decided.
"Bellaaaaa Edwaaard time for dinner!" Alice chirped, loudly.
Edward growled, which caused Bella to giggle, "Damn that pixie, always has perfect timing, it's like she can see what's going to happen before I even know."
Bella just nodded and followed a frustrated Edward out of the kitchen into the hall, to see an 'innocent' looking Alice standing there, an evil grin on her face.
"Come Bella, I need to dress you for dinner," Alice said, dragging Bella back to Edward's room.
Edward sighed, knowing their conversation would have to wait, but glad to know that Bella wanted to kiss him, hell she even initiated the second one. Edward glanced out the large window to his side, glad to see that the sun was still decently up in the air.
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"Tonight," Alice began, throwing clothes once again all over the room, "you are going to knock Edward out."
"I am?" Bella asked skeptically.
Alice shot her a grin and threw her a dress.
Bella gasped at the sight of it, dark forest green in color, seemingly thin material, and lightweight as well, and hugged her curves perfectly; it also showed a modest amount of cleavage, nothing too daring.
"It will look gorgeous on you," Alice gushed, shooing Bella into the bathroom to change.
Bella reemerged minutes later, "Bella, you look stunning in that!" Alice squealed.
Bella blushed crimson. Getting darker by the minute as Alice did her hair in soft curls and applied some make up to her.
"Alice, are you sure this is all necessary?" Bella asked nervously.
Alice nodded, "Now its time for you to go and knock Edward off his feet!"
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