Thanks for the reviews guys. The whole cutting thing from the previous chapter will be addressed again, but for now we have some sweet Addek loving for you... please tell us what you think Hope you enjoy it
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Addison watches Derek nervously as she sits on his bed, fumbling with her hands. "So... I'm sorry for not... calling first... just pitching up like this"
He yawns before closing the door and walking over to his bed where he reclines lazily next to Addison "its fine, why are you travelling so late?"
"I was... thinking and..." She sighs, covering her face with her hands. "This is so embarrassing..."
he begins to close his eyes, lying on his side away from her "yeah? About what?"
She bites down on her lip, closing her eyes and mumbling the words as quick as she possibly can. "Iwanttohavesexwithyou."
"mmhmm" he yawns heavily again
Addison smirks, moving her body closer to his and leaning over him, whispering in his ear seductively, each word slow and pronounced. "I. Want. To. Have. Sex. With. You. Now."
He opens his eyes this time fully aware of the extent of her words "come again one more time for me?"
She hits him angrily, getting up. "You think this is a joke I'm not saying it again, just... forget I was here."
"No Addison-" he sits up "it's just…" he lowers his voice "are you sure you're ready? I mean are you sure you want to do it now, now?"
"I drove all the way from San Francisco to be with you, Derek. Do you think I'd be here if I didn't think about it?"
"Oh" he begins to blush then turns away from her
"So... do you want to?"
He begins to wring his hands, looking everywhere but her "now, now? Like seriously now?"
"Look, if you don't want to then I guess it's okay, but..." She moves closer, resting her hand on his upper leg. "I just really want you. Now. Later. Whatever you're comfortable with. Now would be good."
"Would it kill the moment if I told you I was nervous? Like really really nervous?"
She laughs, shaking her head. "You think I'm not? I mean... I have no idea... I'm just... as nervous."
"Good, that's good" he smiles then positions himself so that he is facing her more directly now "what happens?"
"Um... well, I... don't really know how to do this, I... wait, do you have a condom?"
"Check in the drawer next to you"
She nods nervously, taking one out of the box and turns back to face him. "Okay, so... what, do we...like kiss now?"
He shrugs "I guess so...do you want to?"
She shrugs as well, deciding to fuse her lips to his instead of replying with words. His eyes close after the initial shock of Addison kissing him, before he decides to give up and slowly relent to the awkward situation, his hands finding her waist where his thumbs rub side to side. Addison moans softly, pressing her body closer to his while fumbling with the material of his shirt absently. Still kissing her intently, he begins to push her back so that she is lying underneath him, his hands now able to roam up and down her torso, feeling the smooth skin of her stomach as they snuck underneath her t-shirt.
Addison sighs contentedly, allowing her hands to roam further up his back, exploring every smooth line and muscle before she lowers her hands, stopping at the hem of his pants.
He pulls back from her quickly "you're sure about his right?"
She smiles into his eyes, nodding slowly. "I want this, Derek. I'm sure."
"Alright then" he kneels back to pull off her top, then grins wickedly at her "get naked"
Addison bites down on her lower lip seductively, watching him as she carefully unbuttons her jeans, pulling her hair out of the rubber band and allowing it to fall freely onto her shoulders.
"Hmm very nice" he says, a silly excited grin on his face "you've changed quite a bit" he acknowledges looking directly at her chest, then down towards her hips and legs.
She blushes at his comment, moving closer and grabbing his t-shirt, slowly pulling it over his head and placing a soft kiss in the hollow of his throat. "Are you just gonna watch?"
"Truthfully? Yes, it's all I plan on doing"
She shrugs, sitting back and allowing his gaze to travel over her for a few seconds before standing up and walking to his desk, sitting down on it seductively. "Well... when you're done, you can come and get me." She winks at him before lazily allowing her hands to travel over her smooth skin, watching him the whole time.
"For a virgin you sure seem to know what your doing" he says lying on the bed for a couple of seconds before he decides enough is enough and he goes over to her, pushing her back slightly so that she sat on the desk, his body between her legs as he pins her arms by her sides, whispering in her ear "the desk wont be able to take both our weights"
She winks at him, putting her arms around his neck. "Then take me to bed."
"You don't want to at least try the desk?" he says, her already in his arms despite wanting to try the weak table
Addison allows herself to melt in his arms, sighing deeply. "We can try the desk next time. If you don't mind having to buy a new one."
"I wonder what I have gotten myself into this time" he jokes before kissing her deeply once more, his mouth moving down and around her jaw line, dipping into her neck to suck at the soft skin then finally showering the tops of her breasts with kisses.
Addison moans at the feel of his lips on her soft skin, wrapping her long legs around his waist and slowly moving her hips against his, her eyes closed and her head thrown back against the pillows.
Using his hands, Derek slips the black straps of the lingerie he could tell she especially bought for tonight slowly bringing it down so that he can take more of her in his mouth, the grinding against his groin making him groan repeatedly. Her breath hitches in her throat when she feels Derek's mouth capturing one of her nipples and she presses her hips against his harder, marking her need for him in the only way she can.
Grinning at his reward, he suckles harder whilst his hand moves further down, toying with the waistband of her panties, pulling them as far as he can get them so that his fingers have room for what he's about to do with her.
"Derek..."She breathes out his name, unable to form any coherent words or thoughts
"Tell me what you want Addison, tell me what you want and I'll do it for my beautiful wife"
She groans, biting down on her lower lip. "You... just..." She opens one eye, watching him for a few seconds. "Just fuck me and stop asking stupid questions."
He looks at her shocked "I guess that's one way of putting it" he frowns at her slightly embarrassed for sounding a little un-masculine at his next sentence "you don't wanna make love?"
"Derek..." She looks at him in shock, resting her hand against his cheek. "I... wasn't thinking, I was... you were there and... I wasn't... thinking what I was saying and... you're not... I mean, I love you, Derek. I do... love you. And calling it fucking doesn't mean it's not making love..."
He shakes his head at her "you're full of surprises, you know that right?"
She blushes, her eyes searching for his. "So are you. And... I don't mean to be weird right now, but why are we having a conversation..? Now not that I don't like talking to you, I just... I'm kind of half naked and you're on top of me, so..."
He shrugs "I wanted to call you one this but seeing as you're fully ready I guess we can do it now" he pulls of her to stand, pulling down his sweats and boxers in one go so that he stood fully naked in front of her, his hands automatically coming in front to protect his modesty, before dropping to his sides nervously.
Addison almost turns her head away, the reality of her naked best friend in front of her suddenly hitting her. She shifts slightly, her eyes finding his. "So... what... should I do I really have no idea... how to... do this."
He shrugs "I pretty much have the naked part down so I guess you have to follow suit before we actually do it"
"Right..." She wriggles out of her thong, laying back on the bed and watching him silently.
"Ok…so were doing this…we're really doing this" he smiles then awkwardly walks over to the bed sitting down next to her.
She leans up to him, capturing his lips in a soft kiss before looking into his eyes. "Yeah... we really are..."
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Derek could feel the blood pump in his ears from recovering from what could only be described as the best feeling he had ever felt in his entire life. Lying here with Addison in his arms had done that, and he couldn't be more grateful that it was her and no one else he was with at this moment.
Addison sighs softly, snuggling up to her, enjoying ever inch of skin on skin touching. "That was... incredible, Derek... I feel...like I never want to leave."
"Ditto, although we should probably get some rest before we do that again"
She smiles, pressing her lips against his for a few seconds. "Even though it was... awkward and a little weird... I wouldn't have had it any other way. I wouldn't have wanted it with anyone other than you, Derek."
"Not even Johnny Depp?"
She laughs, tucking a strand of hair in behind her ear. "Not even Russell Crowe. And you know I have a total thing for him."
"Yeah I wondered what was up with that" he looks down at her "so when's the next time I see you?"
"I don't know... like I said, I don't even want to leave... I don't want to go back to reality. If we could stay like this forever... I wouldn't mind. I'd love it. So... can you give me some time before we talk about that? Before we go back to reality?"
"I guess that pretty fair" he sighs "does asking when you start you're internship count as reality?"
"Yes. Let's not talk, Der. I just want to enjoy having your arms around me and pretending that nothing is really complicated."
"Ok, that I can do" he says, hugging her closer so he can kiss the top of her head "goodnight gorgeous wife" he says smiling, extremely happy that she is his.
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