AN: Hay guys, its been awhile for this story but here's chapter twelve. Enjoy!

my heart wants what it wants

Baby

Stay away

Do the right thing

I know I should run

But my heart wants what it wants

They spent the remaining of the day curled up together on the couch watching a sci-fi marathon of "Star Treak". Not quite Marians favorite TV show but she followed the first two episodes in relative earnest. Soon, however, the distraction provided by the warm masculine body snuggled up against her side, became too much for her to handle.

She was dying to touch him and be touched by him. Unable to resist the temptation, she slid a hand up his chest and let her fingers run along the outline of his pecs in a rather forward fashion.

The response was immediate, Robin's head shot up and a look of surprise and pure need crossed his features. Encouraged by the almost silly contented smile on his face, Marian rolled over and wrapped her arms around his neck.

Starving for love and affection she tangled her fingers in his hair and captured his lips in what she hoped was a hungry but chaste kiss. She didn't want to seem to needy or clingy or whatever… But the truth was she was about as horny as a healthy warm-blooded woman could get…

With her heart pounding out of her chest, she touched the warmth of his mouth again…. And again…. and again. Each time their lips met it lasted a little longer and went a little deeper. Within minutes Marian found herself engaged in a full-blown makeout session, complete with tongue action, groping and heavy breathing..

It wasn't until she felt Robin's hands slide underneath the back of her top that she fully realised what she had gotten herself into…. Old habits are hard to break and her first reaction was to tense and shy away. But his touch was soothing and reassuring and she couldn't help but relax against his body.

Eventually his fingers left the small of her back and began tracing the hem of her bra. His hands were still trapped underneath her top but that didn't stop him from slowly, tenderly, finding his way around to her stomach and the clasp hidden beneath the generous swell of her cleavage.

To say that Marian was in heaven as her heavy breasts were freed from their restraint was an understatement. She never suspected that she could enjoy a man's touch so thoroughly. But when Robin cupped her round globes and rubbed his thumbs over her nipples, heat flooded through her body in a way she had never experienced before.

With a soft moan she sank back against the couch cushions and pulled him down on top of her. They fit perfectly together and Marian had never felt so safe, so secure as she did right then and there… But she still wanted more… much more…

She heard him inhale sharply as their bodies came into full-length contact. Her hands instinctively snaked down to knead his buttocks through the thin fabric of his cargo shorts. She could feel his growing hardness pressing against the inside of her thigh and when he tried to adjust himself the rough texture of his pants rubbed against the most intimate area of her body. Needless to say she was turned on beyond words…

But to her disappointment Robin chose that exact moment to pull away and roll off her. " I know you want to take this one step further, baby girl, but we can't…," he said breathlessly.

Marians's eyes widened. "Why the hell not? We both want this, right?!."

"Protection…. Unless you're on the pill, we need some kind of protection."

"…and you don't have any? Is that it?"

"Yeah, I'm afraid so," he replied reluctantly, because the only condoms he had were of the same brand as the wrapper she had found earlier that morning and he didn't want push his luck….

"But don't worry, baby. There is still a thing or two I could do for you…," he added sweetly and sent a hand wandering down between their bodies to untie the drawstring of her pants. "…If you'll let me, that is…" he trailed off and tugged the waistband down over her hips.

Marian's only reply was a pathetic attempt of a nod.

"Relax and I'll take care of you.," Robin whispered and that's exactly what happened next; he took care of her, real good care…

"Wow… just WOW." Marian panted a few minutes later, still shivering from the intense pleasure she had just experienced.

"T-t-t-hank you…."

"For what, sweetheart?" he asked absentmindedly, and entwined his fingers with hers.

"For making me feel things I have never felt before," she explained and cuddled up closer to him.

"Aww, you're welcome. I enjoyed every moment of it."

"Yeah, I can tell you did," she laughed and teasingly nodded towards the damp stain spreading across the crotch area of his pants.

"Heh… uhm… sorry about that. I don't think I have embarrassed myself like this since I was a sixteen," he said and blushed so hard Marian could actually feel the heat against her skin as he buried his face in her shoulder.

" I'll take that as a compliment."

"Please do," he chuckled and kissed the top of her forehead.