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I'm lying in our dorm room just lying there on the bed. Listening to music and even though it is blaring I still hear Jasper get up and I finally sit up watching him till I flip a light on. He's sitting on the floor lacing up some tennis shoes. My watchful eyes are still on him as he grins flipping off the light as he jumps out of the window with ease. I didn't have to look out the window to know he landed on his feet. I glance out the window anyway and I watch as he walks across the courtyard and is there just as the light in the window shuts off. I see and hear him throw pebbles and that's when I lose interest. I shake my head full of regretful and doubting thoughts. I stare at the wall across from me just over Emmett's bed as I hear Bella's magnificent laugh. I cover my head in my hands,
Why couldn't I have predicted this?
B.P.O.V
We had ridden to the garden. I smile and we go to the center piece the deck that almost every garden has. There were twinkling lights in the bushes, a stream could be heard near by. I smile opening my mouth a bit to talk but Jasper gently puts a finger on my mouth shushing me. He steps forward with a curiously intrigued look on his face. He closes his eyes for a second and slowly his head moves closer to mine. His lips are even softer then the last time and this time his hand his tracing lines from my neck to my ear. He moves my hair off of my shoulder still kissing me. His fingers trace a little lower towards the left side of my neck and by this time he's no longer kissing me but closing his eyes in what I can assume is wonder. His mouth is only a couple of inches away from my neck and I'm still shivering from his tracings when he pulls back so suddenly my heart skips a beat. He's standing there until I see he's afraid but his eyes burn the most beautiful shade of topaz into my eyes that I melt and feel almost defenseless. He shakes his head no and turns away.
"I'm....sorry" He whispers murmuring. "I shouldn't have done that....I should go." He starts to walk away when I realize what happens as I stumble out of my stupor.
"No." I rush to keep up with him. I turn him around catching him off guard, and in that split second something streaks across his face that makes me shiver even more. "Don't please." His arms clasp mine down. He's leaning into my face and I can smell him and he smells like something enticingly sweet... eyes flicker with something hidden behind them and I wonder what he's thinking. He shakes his head even more furiously.
"No. I just need to be alone for awhile..." With that he leaves turning on his heel and striding away leaving me once more in curiosity and alone. I sink on the bench looking at the moon while biting my lip. A couple of rejection slides down my face and I just sigh.
J.P.O.V
As soon as I get back to the dorm room I collapse onto my bed. I sigh and run my fingers through my hair leaving them there for a minute. I look around and Edward is nowhere to be seen. I take a breath that I don't need and open the door to the chilling hallway and shut the door behind me.