I left a tiny hill instead of a cliff for the end of this chapter. More to come soon though. Sorry would of posted sooner but I went to a party. Drunk people are funny. I'm not sure how long before the next chapter will be posted. I'm replacing the flooring and painting my living room.

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Chapter 8

Spencer's POV

"I better get going then. Thanks for helping me look for" She looked around my room for something before saying "my shirt." Ashley ran out of the room before I could say anything. After she left, I turned to look at our intruder.

"Asshole" I threw a stuffed horse at his head.

"What? Mom was going to come up here looking for her, and I told her I would. You're just lucky it was me." He threw the stuffed horse back at me. That horse is sure racking up a lot frequent flyer miles. "Besides you two even looked guilty when I opened that door red faced and all." He smirked at me and left me staring at an empty doorway. Shit! I should have told her Glen knew about us.

Ashley's POV

Mental note, lock the door next time. Her brother almost caught us after I promised her that no one would find out. I hope she doesn't panic and decide not to be with me now. Gah! Entering bible study, I'm met with scary blue eyes that are so unlike Spencer's.

"Ashley your late! Stay after class." I nod because there is nothing else I can do. "Take you seat so we can continue on please."

Great! The next hour I get to listen to that woman, preach at me. Bible Study is just the best. Sighing, I focus my attention on what Mrs. C is saying "For God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love and of self-discipline.-Timothy 1.7" The evil one scans the room. "Can anyone tell me what that means?" It probably has something to do with not having sex before marriage. Who knows? Forget this! I turn my head and stare out the window thinking of Spence. I wonder what she is doing right now?

Spencer's POV

Is it to soon to ask her if she wants to sleep in the same bed as me? I mean it is just sleep nothing else. I bet she likes to cuddle. What if she doesn't want to? What if? What if? Okay too many 'what if's' time to think about something else. Anything else. It's only 8:20pm that means I have at least forty minutes before she comes back.

My shower was refreshing however; it didn't really take my mind off her. I hope she isn't in a lot of trouble with my mom. That woman has been known to go over board when it comes to disciplinary actions. At least my dad is laid back. Maybe I will talk to him tomorrow about what I've been feeling lately. I'll just leave Ash out of it. He'll still love me right? I'm his daughter.

When is she going to get here? I'm so nervous about what she thinks might happen tonight. There is no way I would have sex with her here in my bed with parent's right down the hall. That is not how I pictured losing my virginity anyway. She's probably has tons of experience. What would she want with someone like me?

"Honey. I'm home!" Ash enters into the bedroom laughing. "Did you miss me? Because I missed you." She asks has she takes a seat on my bed beside me. Instantly I feel her hand cover mine as she laces our fingers together.

"Yes" is the only word I get out before she lifts our conjoined hands and kisses the back of mine.

"Good."

Ashley's POV

All of this is just so surreal to me at the moment. I have the woman of my dreams and I'm in her bedroom on her bed. Yet, I don't want to just fuck her brains out. What ever happened to the old Ashley? All I want to do is talk and get to know her better. Don't get me wrong there will still be some kissing and maybe if I'm lucky light petting but that's it. Can anyone say lovesick puppy?

"Ash?" She is so cute when she trying to ask a question that she's not sure what the answer is gonna be. I just look at her making sure my eyes convey that it's okay. "Do you... do you think... I mean... would you...share my bed with me?" I would love to!

"If you want to. Of course I would." A thought came to me. "Spence what if someone comes in here while we're sleeping?"

"I'll lock the door." She gets up and locks the door. Crawling underneath the covers, she pats the other side of the bed for me. I obey and crawl into bed with her. We are both staring at each other with some of the biggest smiles ever, plastered on our faces. The only thing touching is our hands at the moment.

"What are you thinking about?" I ask never removing my eyes from hers.

"How all these new emotions are running through me. Ash you make me feel so many different things at once. I felt alive for the first time when you walked into my life." She traces the side of my face with her free hand. I just smile.

"I have to kiss you after what you just said."

Moving my body closer to hers, I wrap my arm around her waist as I press a soft simple kiss to her lips. I pull back slightly and look at her to make sure I can continue with our kiss. I've never seen her eyes turn that shade of blue before. Midnight blue is the only colour I can think of that even comes close. Leaning into her again, I lightly nip and suck on her bottom lip before covering her lips completely with mine. The softest lips in the world is the only way to describe them. I will never get enough of her kisses.

Feeling her pull back, I fear I might have gone too far. "I'm sor..." She presses a finger to my lips cutting me off. "It's not that. It's just... that... I don't... I've never had sex before." Her blonde hair covers her face from me.

Brushing her hair out of her face, I place my hand under her chin forcing her to look up at me. "Look at me sweetie." I'm met with hopeful blue eyes. "It's fine. Trust me, I wish I could say the same thing. We will never do anything you're not okay with. I lo... I like you a lot." I hope she didn't catch that. The l word almost slipped out.

"Thank you."

"Now that that's settled. Let's get some sleep." Spencer rolled over so I could hold her. Her back into my front with arms wrapped around her, I sighed into her neck. It should always be like this.

"Ash. Before I forget to tell you. My brother knows about us. I talked to him this morning." She moves more into me.

"Is he okay with it?"

"Yes" She squeezes my hand one last time. "Ash?"

"Good god woman! What now?" I fake annoyance.

"Do you think we can play another prank on Aiden?" God! I love this woman!

"Of course. We'll figure out something tomorrow. Goodnight Sweetie." I kiss the back of her neck.

Spencer's POV

I can't believe she almost said love. Maybe I'm wrong and she didn't almost let it slip. I can't believe that I lying in bed with girl of my dreams holding me. Best night of my life so far.

"HOLY MOTHER OF GOD!" I have never slept in this long. It's awful to be woken up by pots and pans banging. However, that was the best night sleep I have ever gotten.

"Make it stop. Please!" Comes a muffled reply behind me. Rolling over, Ashley has the pillow over her face moaning in frustration. Laughing at her, I pull the pillow away from her face. She has a full on pout happening.

"I don't wanna get up. I like laying here with you."

"Me too, but we have to before some realizes my door is locked." Kissing her quickly on the lips, I make my way to my dresser to get dressed for today. Morning breath be damned! Instead of leaving to go change clothes, I opt to change in front of her. I know I'm a tease.

Ash sits up and bed with her eyes wide open when she sees me pull my shirt off. Chuckling to myself, that woke her up. I hurriedly finished getting dressed for the day.

As I sit down on the bed to put my shoes on, I felt two tan arms wrap around me from behind. Squeezing me and pressing sweet light kisses to the side of my neck, she is making me want to stay here all day.

"Let's stay here all day." She sighs into my neck.

"I wish we could but my mother would have a field day with us if we didn't show this morning." I feel her nod into my neck before she gets up to get ready. Of course, she gave me the same show I gave her earlier. Let's just say I'm wet and I haven't taken shower today.

"Hurry up Ash! I so do not want Aiden trying to sit next to me again." He still hasn't stopped pursuing me.

We made our way downstairs to only two available seats. One beside Aiden and the other next to my mother. Neither beside each other. Ashley takes the seat next to him knowing I would rather sit next to my mother than him. On the other hand, it could be she rather sit next to Aiden than my mother. Either way works for me. We finished breakfast quickly.

Dishes where done and everyone but dad, mom, and I made there way to the stable to start their chores.

"Dad can I talk to you alone for a minute?"

"Sure." He kisses Paula before she makes her way to whatever it is she does during the day.

"What do you want to talk about Spencer?" Here goes nothing.

"Dad, I think I... I think... Sorry, it's hard for me to say."

"I'm sure whatever it is. It'll be okay. Just tell me." He gives me a kind smile and a hug.

"Dad, I'm gay."