A/N I don't own any of the characters, they belong to SM.

And sorry for my writing, I am not very good at it. Enjoy…

Chapter 5

BPOV
"Ok, Los Angeles. Here is our last song. It is called "Going under". The screens behind me lit with the images from the clip we shot 2 days ago and that was the first time we promoted it. I looked at the faces from the crowd below me. Everyone was screaming my name. For first time in so many time I felt like I'm alive. There was so much adoration and joy in the crowd that I wanted to cry. I started singing- and everyone was singing with me. I wish Alice and Rose and Emmett and Jasper and Carlisle and Esme…No, Bella! Don't think about them! Just there was a girl who looked so much like Alice… She has the same hair… Don't look at her! That's not Alice!... I felt so dizzy…Everyone is staring at me… I went to Peter and told him:

"I need to get out of here. I don't feel …" He looked bewildered but looked at Steve and nodded. I sang the last line of the song and the crowd went wild. They were screaming my name but I couldn't make myself smile. Daniel was behind me and he catched me when I was about to fall. I waved to everyone and went backstage.

"More! More! More! More!" everyone was screaming. Daniel, Steve and Peter were still on the stage. I needed to bring myself and get out again. I took several deep breaths and got out to the stage. The screams were overwhelming. I bowled again and hugged Peter and Steve when I stood between them.

"Thank you, Los Angeles. You warm my cold heart. Hope to see ya soon. You are great. It was pleasure to perform for all of you. Goodbye" We waved and then we got out of the stage.

"Bells, are you ok?" Daniel was looking at me and I saw how scared he was.

"Yeah, I'm ok. Just somebody there reminded me of…. Doesn't matter, really. I'm ok." I turned around to go to my dressing room and there were the last people I expected to see in the world.

"Bella?" and the darkness absorbed me.

"Bella, Babes, are you ok….? Sweet, please , come back …" I heard the voice of Steve and I saw Daniel and Peter standing above me. I slowly got up my head still dizzy.

"If I didn't know for sure you are vampire I would be seriously doubted by now. How do you faint?" Emmett. Oh, my God. It is not dream.

"What are you doing here?" They were standing there and tried to come to me. Daniel snarled at them and they stopped.

"Stay away from her." Peter and Steve were glaring at them.

I looked around and saw that I was at my dressing room . At least there were no witnesses.

"Pit, Dan, Steve. Please, don't worry. I really think I should talk with them." I looked at the three of them pleadingly but they just couldn't believe what I was saying.

"Babes, are you sure? These bastards don't deserve to be in one room with you!"

"Pit, really , they are family !"

"The family never leaves!" he was shouting and I just went to him and stroked his chick. "Pit, I have to do it. Better now than never." They looked at me and then sighed.

"Ok, we will be outside. Just call and I will kill them painfully." Steve gave the Cullens a dead glare and they left the room.

I didn't know what to do. I felt the panic grabbing me and slowly turned to face the people who I loved more than anything. They were staring at me. In an instant there was a blur black lightning and I was pushed to the wall from some invisible power.

"Oh, Bella. I missed you so much. I'm so sorry." Alice was hugging me so tightly that if I was human I would be dead by now.

"Alice. I missed you so much!" I felt like some part of me is back. I wanted to cry of happiness but all I could do was stare at her and rub her back.

There were some huge cold arms around me and Alice's embrace was replaced by someone-I was sure it was Emmett, but couldn't make myself open my eyes.

"My little sister is back. It was so dull without you." Emmett was spinning with me and I felt dizzy again.

"Emmett, leave her on the floor. I wanna hug her as well." Rose was pleading next to us. I couldn't believe my ears- Rose wanted to hug me?

I was in her arms and she kept telling me:" I'm so sorry, Bella. Will you ever forgive me?" I just couldn't open my mouth.

Jasper hugged me. I was happy because that's the first time he has ever touched me. I thought that he didn't like me, but he told me: "Bella, I'm so happy to see you again. Now as vampire I can be around you without the thought to drink your blood."

I just laughed and sat on the sofa.

"Wow. That's too much. " I just looked at them not knowing what to say.

"Bella, will you ever forgive us? We are so sorry!" Alice was staring at me and her eyes were full of pain.

"Alice, it's been 10 years. I have forgiven you long ago." But I just couldn't look them at the eyes. They reminded me so much of his." Where is..?" They looked embarrassed and then Rose said:

"Carlisle, Esme and Ed..Edward are in Chicago."

"Bella, they will love to see you. You have to come and see them." Alice sat next to me and took my hand. " We've got to know what happened during all this time."

Emmett sat next to me and hugged me. I felt so save in his arms that I leaned on his chest and closed my eyes.

"Alice, I want to, but I don't think I can do it. I don't… I can't see….him." I felt the pain and the wound in my chest was deep open again.

"Ok, Bella. When you are ready. Just tell when you feel like…" Jasper was sitting on the floor next to my feet and was holding my hand. I felt the wave of calm that washed me. I looked at him, with all the sorrow and pain in my eyes and whispered:

"I just want to forget.." and I couldn't suppress the sobs no longer.

Emmett was holding me and Jasper was doing all he can to calm me down. I didn't know how much time we were sitting like that when I heard a faint knock on the door.

"Bells, can we come in?" Steve was whispering

"Yeah, Steve. Come in.. In fact do you want to leave this place? You can come to my hotel and there we can talk." I said to the Cullens and they all agreed. Steve hesitated for a moment and then said:

"Bells, there is a huge crowd outside. The guards are waiting to bring you out." I just arched my eyebrow questioningly.

Emmett laughed:" Sis, seems like you are a huge star."

Daniel and Peter rushed in the room, both with scared faces;

"Bells, they're gone crazy! Look what they've done to my favorite shirt!" Peter's shirt was torn in several places and I couldn't stop the laugh;

"Pit, I have always thought it is me the one who destroyed your favorite shirt?" he glared at me murderously but everyone was laughing.

"Seems like we would really need the guards." I turned to the Cullens" Do you want to ride with me?" They just nodded and we headed to the exit. There were so many people that I couldn't see anything. I didn't know how I got to the car, with all the flashes of cameras and the screams but finally I was in. I waited the guards to escort all of the Cullens and when everyone was in, I started the engine and we drove off.

"I can't believe you have this car!" Rose was just gaping. I laughed at her expression.

"You like it?"

"Are you mad? I love it!!!"