Year later

Dear Journal,

I need to get some sleep badly AND mean now!! God for the past few nights

Heather has been crying I remenber the past few first months when we took her

home those days and weeks I now knew that shes B child that girl can scream her

head off shes even louder then me when I scream and I'm the adult here?!

Anyway shes been crying cause of her 2 teeth coming in I heard that when babys

start to have a tooth first then more maybe is cause shes a slayer OH hell what do

I know I'm not a fucking doctor here I just know that my little princesess is in pain here.

Man It's only been about a year and that little person all ready have me turn from bad

ass to super mom or dad I'm still not sure what I'm I so ...don't know I'm the

"parented the little one" and let leave it at that.

Although I think that she had my heart at day one the doctors put her in my hand I

know she would always have my heart oh and B too come on I'm talking about

my girl here can't I have both of them in my heart?Wait why I'm I asking you I

don't give a shit about your ass It's just a habat that I've for years ok ? ok!!

So as I was saying that little firecracker has me wrapped around her tiny little

fingers.When she crys:I pick her up,when shes hungry : well I used to take her to B

but now shes eating mash foods now,when she needs to be changed: I give her to

B ...WHAT?! what got in your damn mind that you thought I did did everything here

HA I don't fucking think so.

Well I calmed my little firecracker down aa while ago so B is going to take Heather

to the doctor since I need some well earned sleep,even though we feel a little

unconferble since slayer plus (+) doctor nothing good but this is our girl here we

would do anything.

I'll write you tommorrow I'm now dead beat I nearlly droped pen night.

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