Yay! I'm like really happy right now! I got my Crystal Kay CD and it kicks so much ass! Especially track…well all of them! Well, I don't own Naruto… (Cries to herself)
"Ugh! What did I do back there?!" yelled Deidara, falling onto his bed. He just hugged Sasori! Sasori!! Anyone who thought of doing the same would be dead. But, Sasori didn't hit Deidara or push him away. He just…let Deidara hug him. Did Sasori want Deidara to hug him? "No way, un. He was probably just stunned and didn't know what to do." the blonde said to himself. Deidara turned on his side. Or…was he lying to himself?
Deidara slipped into slumber, forgetting his worries.
Hours later, the blue eyed teen was staring up at the ceiling of his room. He had that dream again. Only this time, he and Sasori's lips touched. They were so soft and warm to the blonde. Deidara wanted that feeling to last forever, to never end. He wanted to taste Sasori's sweet strawberry flavored lips again. The blonde wondered why the redhead tasted like that and figured it was pocky or something. But, it tasted so good. Like nothing he's ever tasted before.
I actually have feelings for Sasori-san…in that way, thought Deidara. The blonde never thought he'd think of another guy in that way. He always thought he was straight and told himself he was. But, now this? Perhaps it's nothing to seriously worry about. It was probably some feeling brought to life because of Sasori helping him earlier. Just to be safe, Deidara decided to be a little more distant of Sasori. So that those feelings don't come up again.
--That following week--
Deidara's week was…lacking, I guess you could say. Since the blonde decided to avoid Sasori, nothing interesting has happened. Sasori would try and get near Deidara, only for Deidara to walk away or talk to others. The blonde didn't know if it was bothering Sasori because said teen had the same bored look on his face. The new student thought avoiding Sasori to keep those feelings away would work. Only…it didn't. Those feelings just kept coming back. Every time he saw the redhead, especially. His heart would pound in his chest and his voice would just be gone. To be blunt, Deidara was speechless around the shorter teen.
And to make matters worse, a girl has been following him. It's weird because she'd just be walking silently behind him and then just disappears. Deidara didn't recognize her at all which annoyed him even more. God, this week sucked for him.
At lunch period Hidan asked for Deidara to sit with them. More like demanded him to sit with them, but asked none the less. The blonde agreed to it and made sure not to look at or sit near Sasori, if Sasori was there that is.
"Hey blondie, you made it!" yelled Hidan, who was standing on the table. Kakuzu was shaking his head in embarrassment as he tried to pull his lover back into his seat. Deidara smirked and went over to the table cluttered with the other teens, Sasori being one of them. Deidara placed his tray and sat on Hidan's left (Kakuzu was on Hidan's right, rubbing his thigh), on the opposite end of the table to Sasori. Sasori and Deidara's eyes met, but the blonde looked the other way before he wouldn't be able to look away at all. Sasori looked away as well, a little pissed off.
"Ku, ku, ku, if it isn't Sasori's little girlfriend." said Kisame as he neared the table, Itachi close behind. Deidara glared at the blue haired teen, stood up and pointed at the teen. "I'm not his girlfriend or boyfriend or anything! And I'm a boy!" complained the teen, red in the face. Kisame laughed. "Honestly, neither you nor Sasori can take a joke. You two are meant for each other." Sasori glared at Kisame and mouthed, "I'm going to kill you." The freakishly tall teen simply mouthed back, "I'd like to see you try."
Itachi stared at everyone with a bored expression. That's his way of acknowledging the others. The blonde gave up the fight and sat back down. There was no way he was going to win that battle. "So Deidara, did you enjoy your date with Sasori?" asked Hidan, seriousness etched in his voice. Said teen turned red again and opened his mouth to say something but stopped. "Drop the fucking conversation, alright. I'm getting so fucking tired of hearing your mouth, Hidan." replied Sasori. His voice screamed hate and anger towards someone. Who else other than Deidara. That had to be the reason why he was so mad.
Hidan snorted. "God, someone's pms-ing. Sorry, I was only kidding!" Sasori glared again then laid his head down on the table. Deidara was a little, okay, very worried. "What's wrong with Sasori?" he whispered to particularly no one. Zetsu whispered back, "He's just mad about something. Not that we give a damn." Deidara nodded and looked over at Sasori, whose head was still down. He then sighed. Hidan smirked. "Don't worry about him. He's just suffering from sexual frustration."
Sasori's head shot up and he glowered at the white haired teen. "Oh, did I upset you?" asked the teen in mock concern. The redhead flipped the bird before getting up and walking away. "Jashin-sama, he's such a pansy when it comes to some things. Fucking pisses me fucking off." complained Hidan. "Well, you did start it." said Itachi, taking a small bite of his food. Everyone nodded in agreement. Hidan sweatdropped. "You're all fucking against me, dammit." Kakuzu rubbed Hidan's back in an assuring way. "I'm not against you."
Deidara took a bite from his sandwich it started the slow process of chewing and swallowing. It's slow because you have to chew and chew and chew and after all that, then swallow. Not that Deidara minded. He didn't want to choke. "I think Sasori's upset because of something involving you." stated Itachi. Deidara choked on his food, much like everyone else. Itachi raised an eyebrow. "What?" Hidan pounded on his chest, trying to swallow the pizza he choked on. "You never say anything." Hidan managed to cough out. Everyone nodded. "And," added Tobi, "That kind of threw us off, Itachi-san." Tobi would call Itachi 'Itachi-nii', but is afraid of what might happen.
Itachi sighed. "Look, Sasori always seems to be mad now and for the past few days. Normally, you and Sasori are seen around each other. But, for some reason you two barely look at each other. Did something happen?" Deidara averted his gaze and moved it to the table. He didn't want to tell anyone anything. It was none of their business. It didn't need to become their business. Why'd they even care?
Kisame laughed. "Yeah, something did happen! You could tell once he looked away. So tell!" Deidara looked up with confusion. "Did you say something?" he asked. Hidan back handed the blonde. "Don't lie, fucker. Something happened and we want in on it, dammit. So spill, or I'll fucking kill you." Kakuzu grabbed Hidan by the hair. "He won't do that. He'd kill himself before you, really." The teen released the white haired teen, whose hands rushed right up to his hair. "Damn you! You know how fucking long it takes to do my fucking hair?!" cursed Hidan. His boyfriend only rolled his eyes.
Deidara sighed and propped his head on his hands. "What's it matter? It's not like you can do anything. I mean, I'd be mad too if I was in Sasori's place. Who just randomly hugs someone?" the new student heard rustling and looked up. The other teens were in close, eyes wide with interest. Itachi wasn't doing the same, but he was interested. "What the hell? Dude, you did what?!" the other teens, other than Itachi, all but screamed. "Do you know how much money I'd pay to see that?!" hollered Kakuzu. Hidan nodded. "Especially since he won't spend a penny. Not even on me!" Deidara slumped in his seat. "Great, I must have done something very bad to get a punishment like this." he groaned.
"Why did you do it, Deidara-san?" asked Tobi. The blonde shrugged. "Who knows why? I don't even know why I did it. He helped me out earlier and I guess at first, it was to show my appreciation. But, I realized what I did later on and kicked myself for it. What's Sasori-san thinking?" explained Deidara. Hidan smiled. "Probably thinking, 'how the hell can I get another hug because this one feels good, dammit!'" he laughed, the others didn't.
"That was so gay."
"Like you got fucking room to talk, jaws!"
"Kakuzu, I feel bad for you."
"Why?"
"For dating a candy-ass pansy like Hidan." Insert evil snicker.
"That's the last fucking straw, damn you! Come here so I can kick your ass!"
Itachi cleared his throat, eyes clearly showing he was pissed off. "Can we continue?" Hidan and Kisame nodded quickly towards the pissed Uchiha. "Thank you. Deidara-san, Sasori may have been thrown off by that hug, but he wouldn't be mad unless you hugged him and he didn't like you. There must be another reason why he's mad at you." quoted the red eyed teen. Deidara rubbed the back of his head. "Yeah…wonder what that reason could be…hehehe." he said, laughing sheepishly. Itachi's gaze hardened into a glare. Deidara smirked.
"No way you can get me with that."
Fierce glare from the always evil Uchiha Itachi.
"… God fine! You win! Goddamn, no one can avoid your glare. I tired to avoid him after that hug. Just in case something was to happen because of it." whined Deidara, giving in to Itachi's glare. Hidan looked at the blonde. "That's not the way to do it, you know. You don't run away from your fucking problems. You face them, dammit." He stated, face stern. Deidara nodded solemnly, understanding everything the lavender eyed teen just said. "Okay. How do you know all this?" he asked. Hidan smirked and looked over at Kakuzu out of the corner of his eye. "I've been through the same thing."
Kisame snorted. "Oh, so you're actually of use now. Other than a sex toy." "That's it!" Hidan pounced on the blue haired teen. Deidara closed his eyes, thinking of what to say to Sasori. I'm sorry is a start, thought the blonde. I'm not sure anymore…I'm just not.
--Time skip. Later on that day--
Deidara was walking home from school. He would have been home by now but he was too busy looking for Sasori. The redhead just seemed to run off after lunch, no one saw him since then. Hopefully he didn't go too far.
Deidara was rounding the corner when he was grabbed and pushed against the wall. The blonde gasped at the pain rushing down his back. "What…the hell?" he wheezed. He looked around then down and saw Sasori glaring up at him. "Sasori?" he asked. "Don't say anything. Just listen. What the hell is the matter with you? You've been ignoring me for days now! What did I even do to piss you off, anyway?" ordered the shorter teen. Deidara closed his eyes. What do I do now? What can I do now, thought the blonde frantically. Today just wasn't his day.
"Well?" said Sasori, "Say it!"
"I'm not mad at you! You didn't do anything wrong! It's me, dammit! I was trying to avoid you because I was afraid!" admitted Deidara. He could feel hot tears form in his eyes. He didn't want this to happen. Nothing was going the way he hoped. Everything was falling apart, after being in Konoha for only six weeks too!
Sasori stared at the crying teen. "Afraid? Of what?" he asked, his tone much softer. Deidara wiped the tears from his eyes. "I was afraid to…to have those emotions come back. The emotions I got after hugging you. The feeling I got. It felt like-""Ice running up your spine. Then a warm feeling was replaced with it." finished the redhead. Deidara nodded, bowing his head. "Exactly. But, how do you?" he started. Sasori blushed a shade of red. "I…I've been having the same feelings. Every time I touch you." Deidara's eyes widened. So…he's been having the same feelings…
"Well? What does it mean?" asked the redhead. He released Deidara and was looking down at the ground. He didn't want to look Deidara in the eyes. Sasori didn't want to see anything in those blue eyes that were related to hate, anger, or refusal. The shorter teen didn't want Deidara to refuse any part of him. He wanted the blonde to accept him for him and to accept his feelings towards said blonde.
"I've never felt this way towards a guy before…I always thought I was straight, you know? But now…after meeting you and how much I care and worry about you, I don't know what to think anymore." explained Deidara sadly. Sasori nodded, he understood completely what the blonde was saying. Sasori thought he was straight also. But, girls never really attracted him. If anything, he thought girls were annoying, like her. However, Sasori didn't want to believe he was gay or even bi. The brown eyed teen didn't want to deal with the hassle that might have come from believing it and someone finding out. He just didn't, even though at least half of the school's gay or bi. Most of the members of Akatsuki were gay. The only straight ones were Pein and Konan.
"Sasori-san, I like you. I really like you. In that way."
Sasori's head shot up to see Deidara blushing with a stupid grin on his face. "I thought you said you weren't sure about your sexual orientation." said Sasori. Deidara's smile fell. "Oh, I just figured it out. Yeah, that quickly. Anyway, I've been attracted to women and men. I just haven't realized it until now, when I began having these feelings for you. I haven't really felt anything towards guys, other than some of them, like Itachi-san, are cute." The blonde nodded to himself. Sasori smirked. "Everyone thinks Itachi's cute. But not really cute, more like hot or sexy." Deidara glared.
"Have you ever had any feelings towards Itachi-san?"
The redhead shrugged. "Not those kind of feelings. More like a friend kind of feelings." Deidara sighed, relieved. "Because the only guy I have or ever will have those kinds of feelings for is you." Deidara blushed. Did he really mean that? "Do you really mean that?" thought the blonde aloud. Sasori gave the blue eyed teen a small smile and took steps towards the said teen. Deidara stayed perfectly still. He wasn't about to run away from what he wanted.
Sasori stopped just in front of Deidara and motioned for the blonde to crouch down. The blonde did so and looked Sasori in the eye. His beautiful brown eyes seemed to shine. They were even more beautiful than he ever could have imagined. Sasori cupped Deidara's face with his hands and caressed Deidara's cheek with his thumb. His skin is so soft and tanned, thought Sasori. He pulled Deidara close and placed his lips over Deidara's sheepishly. Deidara felt light headed once their lips touched but he didn't want the feeling to end.
Sasori traced his tongue over Deidara's bottom lip, asking for entrance. Deidara moaned a small reply and allowed Sasori's tongue access. Sasori searched the blonde's hot cavern, lapping his tongue over every spot. He would surely remember this for later. The blonde tasted like mint, which tasted so good to the redhead. Deidara traced his tongue over Sasori's, fighting for dominance.
After a few minutes, both teens broke away for some air. Deidara smirked while breathing heavily. Sasori raised an eyebrow. "W…What?" he asked. Deidara licked his lips slowly. "You taste good. Strawberry?" he joked. Sasori glared jokingly and gave Deidara a quick kiss.
"We have to keep this between us. No one else can know, okay?" said Sasori. Deidara nodded. The shorter teen did have a reputation to hold onto, after all. "Cool. I'll see you later." Sasori smiled, kissed Deidara on the cheek, and walked in the opposite direction. Deidara turned a deep shade of red, took a deep breath, and left for home, the taste of strawberry still lingering in his mouth.
A girl with long black hair and deep grey eyes came from behind a tree right by where Deidara and Sasori's little incident happened. She held a green Fuji-film digital camera, much like the one that was used to take the picture of Deidara and Sasori hugging. Her grip tightened on the camera, her eyes narrowed in a fierce glare. "Deidara-kun…how dare you do what you've done to Sasori-kun?" she asked in a harsh sounding whisper. The girl then smirked. "That's okay. After all…" She walked away, black hair flowing in the wind.
"There's more than one way to skin a cat."
Wow, that last part was kind of evil. I loved it! I figured out that I'm going to use an Oc. I know I said there was only going to be one Oc, but Hikaru is out of the picture and this girl is going to replace him as the only Oc. Sorry Hikaru-kun…. I don't know what to name here though. I got her look planned out and I might draw a picture and put it on deviant art so you can see. But I need a name! If you wonderful readers would be so kind as to give me a name or two. Please let it be a Japanese name. Arigato!! Please review too, I'd love that!
