AN: Hey everyone, this is Hitoshi, co-author of Unbreakable. I figured it was about time I said Hi, so I hi-jacked Tora's account for a bit. : ) I wanted to give a huge thanks to all of our reviewers, as well as every reader. You guys are amazing, and Tora and I really appreciate the support from every single reader! I know she already mentioned this, but I'd just like to remind everyone that from this point on it's going to get much more serious and angsty, so please endure it. Also, in the next chapter or so we will be bumping the rating up to M for violence...probably sooner rather than later...; Oh, by the way, Tora and I put in a lot of time and brainstorming into creating our original villains, and really tried to make them believable, and keep them from clinging to "bad guy" cliches. Any feedback on these characters (or anything else, really) would be highly appreciated! We'd like to now if we succeeded on them. Thanks again for reading, everyone, and hope you enjoy!
Just a quick note, we will probably be posting late next week, as we will be off being completely irresponsible and partaking in all of the lovely madness that is cosplay and AX 08 XD.
Tora speaking now: (wow, long AN, huh?) Yes indeed for AX! Cosplaying Matt and Mello, of course... Sorry, randomness. Which reminds me, I've been meaning to mention this, since it occurred to me I said this is written as an RP, but did not bother to mention who's who (if anyone cared).
--Tora: Mello, Paul, Tammy
--Hitoshi-chan: Matt, Near, (occasionally) Paul
Anyway, if anyone actually read this huge authors' note, prepare yourself for angst. : (
Empty emerald eyes stared placidly at the pristine white plaster of the door before him, mentally willing it to open.
He wanted the door to open. Needed it to open. Begged it to open.
But the damn thing just wouldn't open.
His breath came in hitched gasps, and his arm was on fire and it was burning burning burning, and he wanted to rip it off, reduce it to nothing but a bloody stump dripping tattered flesh in clumps of pale white skin and sticky red blood, and then douse it in ice water to make the fire go away; he wanted to scream at the top of his lungs, the howl of a man-animal-thing, soaking a fresh wound in salt and acid just to see if he still had a voice, still had lungs, still had a pulse, and just get lost in the white hot searing pain blossoming through his chest, his arm, his mind, and he wanted the Goddamn door to just f-cking open!
His body trembled, and he wanted so many things that he just couldn't have.
It seemed like hours that his lifeless stare remained fixed on the door, waiting hoping, praying that the door would open, and when it opened he would feel right again, and the cold, numb gut-wrenching hurt would just go away.
It didn't open.
No matter how hard he tried to make it, it didn't open.
An eternity came and went, and finally, with the solemnity that silenced even his chaotic thoughts, he stood up from his place on the floor. His eyes strayed to the window and something somewhere in the back of his mind comprehended nighttime, and that he should probably get some rest, but he couldn't sleep now, not for a long time.
His arm was still throbbing, but he didn't care.
He needed something to do, needed a distraction.
For a second his gaze searched frantically for the handheld game system that he knew was sitting around here somewhere, and when his gaze flickered to the ruined piece of plastic lying in a mess by the wall and lingered there for a moment too long, his throat constricted for a second, a soft oh, right going through his mind.
When his head began to swim and his eyes began to blur, he had to forcefully tear his gaze away from the silver heap of tiny red and green wires and chips of shattered plastic.
The auburn haired boy moved through the apartment in a surreal manner, not sure if he was actually moving, or still sprawled across the floor of the couch and only thinking of moving.
There was nothing to do, nothing for him here.
The silence shrieked into his ears, and despite the fact that up until a little more then a year ago he'd been on his own for more then six years, he realized with a start that he had become accustomed to constant noise.
The subtle but still there crinkle of a foil wrapper being tossed aside.
The loud thump of angry metal boots slapping against the floor.
The consistent muttered stream of profanity that he'd always tried to drown out in favor of concentrating on whatever task lay before him.
His wanderings had taken him to the bathroom door, and when he walked inside, he found his gaze captured by the empty green eyes that stared back at him.
His good arm came up to lightly trace the swell of his broken lip, gently peeling away the bits of coagulated blood that had gathered there, and allowed his hand to stray further, fingertips gliding along the bruising area of his jaw line, before they fell to his side once again.
With a deliberately slow motion, he reached up to turn the sink faucet on, even that small amount of movement reminding his body of his multiple injuries.
His bruises and split lip would heal in a day or two and his shoulder would begin to heal as soon as he set it.
F-ck. His other thoughts slipped away as he anticipated the process, wincing somewhat at the thought of popping the joints back together. It was going to hurt like hell.
But he could handle it.
The growing ache in his chest was something else entirely, something he would rather not think about, and so Matt focused on what he did know how to fix.
Expression unchanged despite his nervous anticipation, he took hold of his lame left arm with his right hand, the contact sending another jolt of agony to wrack his weary body. He grimaced but otherwise didn't acknowledge the pain, and placed his left hand against the empty bathroom wall, stepping close enough to the wall to make sure that his left arm was supported securely between it and the rest of his body.
Without holding his breath or counting to three he suddenly pushed into the wall, twisting his shoulder to the inside, and driving the ligaments together with a sharp snap.
Luckily he had had the foresight to stick a towel in between his teeth before he began, and not only saved himself from the probable fatal reaction of biting off his tongue, but also saved anyone within hearing distance from inevitably hearing the tormented scream of pain that was ripped from his vocal cords. Instead the ragged cloth muffled the shout, turning it into a soft whimper as he slid to the floor for what seemed to be the millionth time that night.
He didn't remove the towel, emitting soft whines into the material as he tried his best to collect himself.
It hurt, God, it hurt so bad...
Flashes of white light danced in his vision, and after a few seconds of enduring the mind numbing pain coursing though his arm, he finally gave up and allowed the creeping darkness to sweep over his vision.
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Matt opened his eyes wearily when the light that pressed against his eyelids became too much to ignore. He knew he must have only been knocked out for a few minutes, but he felt like his whole body was made of lead, and immediately shirked the idea of attempting to move.
His arm felt as though someone had tried to twist it off like a bottle cap, and after failing to do so, had left it hanging on by a few strings of tender pink muscle and thin white ligament. He wasn't a doctor, but he knew something was very wrong, beyond what was obvious.
He'd had his shoulder dislocated once as a child, and he remembered the doctor putting the joint right with one quick pop. And he KNEW that whatever he had done just now had not set the joint right.
Admittedly his memory had probably faded a bit over time, but he was pretty sure he'd done it right, or at least he had been before the pain of the realignment had caused him to black out.
I suppose, he thought dryly, with an underlying shame and bitterness stinging his senses, it was easier to do when someone else did it for you.
It had been a long shot after all, trying to do it himself, but it wasn't really as though he'd had a choice, and he had loathed the idea of leaving his arm as it was.
He realized with a sigh that leaving it as it was was exactly what he was going to have to do, lest he worsen the injury again.
After a minute of sitting and staring numbly at nothing, he finally managed to drag himself to his feet, doing his best to keep his arm out of harm's way. The pain that came from movement was inevitable, but he ignored it the best he could. After another moment of contemplation, he turned on the faucet of the bathtub, silently thanking Near for finding an apartment with a shower attached to a bath. Once the water had filled and the temperature was to his liking, he struggled painfully out of his clothes, and slid into the steaming water.
He knew that the heat would not help his arm, and that he should probably be icing it instead, but at the moment didn't care. He lay back against the cool plaster, bad arm crossed over his chest, and willed himself not to think.
It was the only way he could deal right now, so he pretended, and lied to himself, and repeated again that everything was going to be okay, over and over and over.
He thought that maybe if he said it enough, he might actually start to believe it.
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The black rolling chair rocked slowly from side to side, clicking softly in the silence from where it had rolled back about a foot when its latest occupant had risen with a start. Now she stood with her hands on the edge of the desk, leaning sharply forward until her nose almost brushed the computer screen, wishing impossibly that she had some sound to go along with the intense scene playing before her eyes.
But in the end, it was clear that sound was probably not needed. Visual was more than enough.
Tammy gasped softly as she watched her beautiful black panther strike, movements fluid and deadly and utterly captivating. And then in a second he was on top of the other boy, shoving him hard against the wall, slamming his face into the plaster.
She flinched a little, noting the sharp unnatural angle at which the darker-haired boy's arm was twisted into his back, the agony written in the death-white face just barely visible in the corner of the screen and Tammy almost cursed aloud for only having two measly cameras to cover the entire apartment and one was uselessly watching the empty bedroom. How inconvenient, being unable to see the undoubtedly heart-stopping intensity in her angelic demon's eyes.
A few seconds passed.
The panther dropped his prey, apparently having lost interest, and began to slink away.
Blinking at the suddenness of it all, Tammy shrugged a little, turning to pull her chair back.
But when her eyes moved back to the screen, her breath froze and she lowered herself slowly to the edge of her seat, eyes wide and bright as if watching a favorite action movie.
They were at it again, and Tammy wanted to laugh at the useless, pathetic efforts of the plain boy against her golden devil. He moved like quicksilver, not a single wasted motion
And then the impossible happened.
The other boy turned, twisting sharply onto his back, driving his legs into the black-clad male's abdomen roughly, sending him vaulting into the table and leaving a dark spatter of scarlet on the whitewashed wood.
Tammy must have made the mistake of blinking, though she did not recall doing so. But there was no other explanation for such inhuman speed, for in less than half a second it was over.
One moment he was sprawled against the overturned furniture.
The next he was crouched and tense and ready, a brightly polished .45 caliber in his right hand, aimed and ready to fire.
And Tammy was sure he must have gone crazy, that Paul was horridly, thrillingly right, that this thing truly was a monster , and good God wasn't that supposed to be his friend?!
A small nervous giggle escaped her lips, and she rubbed her hands over the goose bumps on her arms.
And then he was gone, practically flying out the front door and Tammy barely had time to register the action and leap to the window, dark eyes raptly trailing the slight form as it sprinted toward the parking lot, roughly tugging on a thick leather coat and with an ashen gray look of pure anguish twisting his beautiful features before he vanished around the corner.
Somewhere farther down the street, an engine roared to life, the squeal of tires screaming into the distance and disappearing into the cold.
Tammy slowly let out the breath she had not realized she was holding, making her way back to the computer, carefully righting the chair she had knocked over in her haste.
Her heart was beating a quick cadence in her ears as her pulse rose thrillingly. This was more intense than Fatal Frame and she wasn't even playing.
Just observing, if it was possible to use such a casual word because, hell, he was a creature so hard to merely observe and God, he made the blood rush ecstatically in her veins.
Smirking, Tammy brushed her hair behind her ear and reached for her cell phone. She only felt a little sorry for the poor fool lying in a broken mess on the living room floor.
But perhaps it had worked out for the best after all. Things had taken a favorable turn much sooner than expected.
Her cousin would be pleased.
Still watching the screen for signs of movement from the broken boy though none became apparent for now her blood-red polished fingernails clicked softly on the keys as she dialed, the soft ringing on her high-volume speaker echoing dully in the quickly darkening room, the setting sun casting a bloody glow on her face.
It only had a chance to ring once before a familiar deep voice sounded on the other end, calling her name in an odd mix of worry and annoyance at the fact she dared call his personal cell.
"Tamara?"
Grimacing at the hated full name, Tammy offered a quick "Hello" before getting straight to business.
She couldn't gauge Paul's reaction over the stupid phone, but she tried to imagine he was pleased. There was silence on the other end for a short while, as if he was thinking, and then he voiced her earlier thoughts softly, grim excitement barely contained in his low baritone.
"What a turn of good fortune… for us…"
Tammy nodded. "Yeah," she agreed, eyes shifting back to the screen. The boy seemed to be half-heartedly attempting to tend his injuries, though he had hardly moved. He either couldn't or didn't care to, but Tammy really couldn't be bothered to find out either way. He wasn't the one she wanted.
He was only a means to the end.
"Tammy?"
"Hmm?" she asked with a small start, pulled from her reverie, vague images of crisp red on black leather and gunshots and furious fervent shouts fleeing from her head as she tuned in to what her cousin was saying.
"Yes," she nodded, pulling a pad of lined paper toward her and jotting down notes. "Alright, yes, I can do that… Yes, I'll inform you of any movement immediately." She scribbled down some names and times and phone numbers, crossing her legs and bouncing her foot impatiently.
"Right, got it… uh-huh… oh, come on Paul, I'm not that stupid! …yeah…ok…"
After about fifteen minutes of rolling her eyes and accepting her cousin's half-worried, half-thrilled voice in her ear, he finally seemed to have related his entire plan.
Simple really. Just a few phone calls and some monitoring on her part. She briefly considered volunteering to actually go in with the other five people he'd named, but decided that would only result in another cautionary tirade from her cousin and held off.
Playing spy was good enough. She could be useful still.
Yet another "Be careful" floated into Tammy's ear and she snapped back that she wasn't a child, only to be met with a soft and startling, "I know, Tammy. I just don't want to lose you too to that monster…"
The olive-skinned young woman gave a sigh, standing from her seat to switch on the light and peer out the window into the dimly lit street toward the glittering lights of downtown Manhattan about a mile away. "Paul…"
"I know you don't like to--" he began in annoyance, but she cut him off, shaking her head and watching the dark window of the apartment across the street.
"No, Paul, it's not that. It's just… I don't know if it will work."
"…you mean you think he really is as cruel as he pretends to be?" he whispered, pure loathing dripping from every word.
"Perhaps," she acceded, shifting her attention to the camera which had somehow detected it was dark--marvelous thing, technology--and was giving her a night-vision shot of the same pathetic sight of the young man sitting alone in the dark that she'd been watching for the last hour or so.
"…then we'll see," Paul muttered in return, and she knew he was staring at the somewhat faded picture he kept in his wallet, a picture of a bright-eyed girl in the spring of youth, smiling and happy and cut down in all her golden glory by the very demon she herself was now so entranced with.
"Paul…"
There was a soft slap of leather as he snapped the wallet closed, and his voice over the phone was quiet and grim and full of deepest detestation and revulsion.
"What's his name?"
Tammy watched the young man finally drag himself up, limping toward the bathroom and turning on the light as he disappeared inside, with something close to pity shining dully in her dark eyes.
She tried to recall what he had called himself when he bounced up to them in the club all full of life and spirit. It seemed too long ago to be more than just a dream now. She remembered what the golden black god had called him, teasing and warm and fond, and all earlier doubts disappeared from her mind. She was sure now, as she called to mind the look on the beautiful dark angel's face as he rushed unwittingly past her window to flee into the freezing night air, recalled the name wrenched from his lips in passing.
"…Matt," she whispered. "His name is Matt."
She could almost see the cruel smirk playing on her cousin's lips.
"Matt… Let's see how useful you can be in bringing about the downfall of the wretched God of Death…"
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By the time Matt had finally managed to drag himself from the bathtub, it was well past eight, and the sounds of the city nightlife barely springing to life outside of the window could be heard from every direction. His thoughts jumped unwillingly to how he and Mello had partaken in that nightlife just the evening before, and he found himself sitting at the small round kitchen table, staring at the door once again.
He should just leave. He knew it was the right thing to do, the healthy thing to do, but he couldn't bring himself to do it. He was just too damned sentimental.
Something shiny on the table caught his attention out of the corner of his eye, and he was surprisingly alarmed to find that it was Mello's apartment key. Not surprised to find it forgotten, but surprised that he cared.
It was pitiable really, and he chuckled to himself dryly at the thought, but he couldn't really imagine not caring. Even if the blonde couldn't give a damn about him, that he, Matt was still completely willing and even eager for Mello to come back. That he actually wanted him to come back, hell, needed him to come back.
That small nagging voice in the back of his consciousness whispered fiercely into his ears that Matt was wrong about the blonde's feelings, that Mello did care, and that Matt had the breath in his lungs to prove it. Not to mention the scars on his chest to validate it.
But the look in Mello's ice blue eyes when he had pointed that gun towards Matt, there had been no mistaking the blonde's intent.
Matt's eyes scanned the surface of the table blankly, and fell onto a single glass of some orange liquid that he dimly remembered placing on the table what must have been a lifetime ago. Emerald eyes lingered on the glass for a minute before his inner troubles caught up to him again and demanded his full attention.
Still, after everything that he'd done, everything that Matt had put up with, he still couldn't hate Mello, couldn't find the ability within himself to hate him.
To Matt Mello was… Mello was everything. He was the closest thing Matt had had to family since he had lost his real one, and even when they'd been apart for six years, it had been concern for the blonde that had occupied his thoughts as he woke every day. The taste of Mello's bitter abandonment that had driven him to drink the feeling away. A care not for his own well-being that had forced him to watch the news every night, because he had known that the news would lead him to Kira, would lead him to Near, and somewhere in between he would find what he was looking for.
A best friend long since met, but hardly forgotten.
It was like Mello had burrowed his way into Matt's blood, his mind, his very existence, and somehow the thought of leaving, just walking out and never coming back, made him feel like he had injected himself with a lethal dose of poison; it turned his stomach, and frazzled his nerves.
Put simply, the thought terrified him.
He hated the idea that he was so inescapably attached to someone, someone who didn't care, someone who could hold a gun to his chest, and not even blink. It was stupid, and he was stupid for allowing it to happen.
But the idea of walking away from Mello. He knew that he would hate himself a thousand times more than he did now if he were to leave.
Because even if Mello didn't give a damn about Matt, beyond his convenient loyalty, and the occasional entertainment, Matt couldn't say the same. Matt cared, and he would be betraying only himself by walking out now.
So he sat there miserably, waiting at the table and trying to come up with a way to apologize when the blonde returned. And he would stay awake waiting, like the loyal friend that he was until Mello returned. He had to; Mello didn't have a key, and the weather outside was freezing.
Because even at a time like this he could only ever think of Mello's well-being.
He was suddenly vaguely glad that the blonde had remembered to grab a jacket before storming out.
The thought elicited a callous chuckle from Matt's throat as he realized exactly how pathetic he was, but his gaze remained vigilant, and his mind remained concerned for only one person.
He watched, and he waited, and he prayed for Mello's safe return, bowing his head, still-wet bangs dripping onto the table in front of him. He didn't even know to whom he prayed, but he did it anyway, just for the hell of it.
It must have been twenty minutes later when Matt realized he had fallen asleep, and he rubbed at his sleepy eyes, trying to discern what had woken him.
It came again, this time a little stronger and he could hardly contain the misplaced cheer that flooded his thoughts as he listened to the steady knocking on the door.
He was back, Mello was back.
He half stumbled out of the chair in his eagerness to answer the door and winced when his injured arm was jarred a bit, but managed to disentangle his limbs and make it to the door without further incident. He wiped the grin slowly spreading across his features because he knew it would only annoy the blonde, but he couldn't help the utter relief that washed over his senses.
He didn't even bother to peer through the peep hole in the door, instead swinging it open quickly and without thought.
Needless to say the gamer was thoroughly shocked to be met with not one pair of eyes, but five, and none of which belonging to Mello.
Matt was not an idiot, in fact he was a certified genius, and despite the fact that he was daily in contact with people who could out-think him in any given situation, in comparison to the rest of the world, he was still very, very bright.
So where it might have taken someone else a minute or two to figure out, his own mind processed the situation in a matter of seconds. He took in the five strangers, and the way they held themselves, took in the dark suits they were wearing, two of them a little loosely worn at the chest, as though to make room for something. He took in the distance from where they stood, and calculated the time which it would take for him to shut the door, and the time that it would take for them to make it past the threshold (he also calculated whether or not it would matter if was able to close the door). He thought and calculated and rethought all of this in a matter of less then four seconds, and could only come up with one possible outcome of such a situation.
He was seriously screwed.
And since his chances were already so nonexistent, he decided he would like to be the one to make the first move, and without further thought, and just as the man in front had begun to lift his foot to step a little closer, Matt pulled back his fist and struck, ignoring the instant pain that spread through his shoulder and chest when the rest of his body felt the reverberations.
He jumped back several feet immediately after the first strike, and it gave room for the first man to fall to the floor unconscious, and the other four to step up to take his place.
He wasn't going to let his luck with that first punch fool him; Matt knew he still had next to no chance. They were four against one. Though there was still one question on his mind, not that it would make a difference to the outcome, not for the better anyway.
Who were they after: him or Mello? He knew that all odds pointed away from himself, and was suddenly glad Mello was gone, even if his presence might have given Matt a fighting chance. The only difference this little fact might change though was that they might just decide to kill him if he was not their target as he guessed. Five was a big group sent just to take someone out, so he assumed they had not come here for murder, but then again, if he was not their intended target, they might not have any reservations about killing someone who got in the way. And damn it all if they thought he was going to stand aside peacefully when they went after his best friend, even if said best friend couldn't have cared less.
The other four stepped into the room and closed the door behind them. Their leader (apparently the one in front who he had knocked out was NOT their leader) stepped up and eyed Matt speculatively, an odd grin spreading across his face.
"And here I heard you weren't much of a fighter," the man proclaimed, smirk brightening as he motioned to the other three something that Matt didn't catch.
Matt's eyebrows furrowed, and he was taken aback, the beginnings of confusion entering his mind.
What did he mean by that? He thought furiously, trying to understand where this stranger would have heard anything about him. The only idea he could make out about it was that maybe they had mistaken him for Mello, but then, no one would ever consider Mello 'not much of a fighter…'
It didn't make sense, but he didn't have anymore time to think about it as the four closed in on him. He swung again, catching one of them in the chest and extracting a grunt of pain, but it was hardly as powerful as his first strike, and it had left his back open to the others approaching. He whirled around just in time to feel someone's fist connect with his jaw, causing his goggles to fall to the floor with a soft thump. Then the fist connected with his ribs, then his shoulder, then his head, and he was on the ground, and his shoulder was on fire again, but there was nothing he could do about it because the blows kept coming and there were just too many of them.
Matt struggled weakly, but everything hurt, and when he took another blow to his already screaming shoulder, he emitted a loud cry of pain.
It hurt so much...
He was losing horribly, and he could still see the smirks that danced across their faces, and it made him want to be sick. An earth shattering crack sent new waves of agony lacing through his chest, and he was sure at least one of his ribs had been broken.
He managed a weak kick through the ache-- but it must have caught the man between the legs because he fell over with a moan-- and blocked the rest of punches and kicks aimed for his own body. Using the brief relief, Matt was able to scramble to his feet, and send another blow to one man's head, the whole time struggling to make air leave and enter his body.
The strike fell hard, and he was aware of his knuckles splitting open at the contact, but he kept fighting, ignoring the pounding agony that threatened to overtake him.
Someone grabbed his bad arm, and he cried out again and fought wildly to escape the hold, his eyes watered, and he sucked in a deep breath of air as he tried to ignore the excruciating flashes of white hot pain that seared his shoulder. Another hand grabbed at his other arm, and he was dragged to his knees and held there. He struggled in vain, and every twitch of muscle sent a new jolt to his burning shoulder.
They were all holding him down now, and he couldn't move, couldn't breathe for the way his ribs and lungs burned, and it suddenly came to his attention that they were no longer striking him. He might have considered calling out, but for the ragged cloth that was shoved into his mouth, shutting down that train of thought before it even had a chance to manifest.
He was barely able to lift his head, but when he did he felt the blood drain out of his face at the sight before him. The fourth man, the one who had smirked at the beginning, was no longer smiling, his face bruised and his lip bleeding, but he was walking steadily towards Matt with a determined look in his eyes.
It wasn't the look that scared Matt though. It was the syringe in his hands.
F-ck. No.
The sight filled him with renewed energy and he struggled all the more against the restraining hands, but all in vain as the man neared closer and closer.
What the hell did they want, and why were they going to drug him? He didn't have any information, he was sure of it, but if they were going to kill him, why bother with a drug? No, he was sure that whatever was in that needle wasn't fatal, and that thought scared the hell out of him. They should just kill him; logically it was what they were supposed to do. They couldn't take him away somewhere.
Another realization came unbidden to him, and he fought against his captors with all of what little strength he had.
If they took him away, with everything that had happened between he and Mello, the blonde would think he had left. It was a thought that hurt more, and frightened him more then any means of death.
He couldn't! He couldn't let that happen, he had to get away…had to…do something. But there was nothing he could do, and as he felt the needle break the skin at his throat, Matt screamed into his gag.
NO! No no no no no. Mello would…F-ck! …He would think that…and I didn't…and…God, everything hurts…
He couldn't focus anymore, and his vision was the first thing to go, leaving him with nothing but black, though he could still feel the world around him.
No.
He cried out again, but knew he couldn't be heard, and he felt his consciousness slowly start to ebb away.
No...
The pain started to dim, and he felt his muscles go lax as his body was dropped to the floor. He lay conscious, unmoving, and unseeing for a full minute before the voices finally started to fade away, and haziness swept over his head.
NO!
An image of icy blue eyes was the last thing to fade when his mind became nothing.
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