"Alice?"
The voice was so faint, but it was all to obvious that Jasper was
looking for Alice.
I was still in complete shock as she pulled
away from me, her face turning into a twisted smile. "Bella,
I'll be right back, don't move"
She disappeared out the
door, and i stood there, doing exactly as she asked - not moving.
It
wasn't the hardest thing to do, i could act as a statue for the rest
of my life if needed. But right now all i wanted to do was run, i
wanted to break through walls and do laps around the world. I wanted
to fly, and scream and jump and dance. But i couldn't.
I had to
stay as still as possible.
So instead of going crazy, i just bit
my lip and analyzed about what had happened. How else could i stay
sane?
So, a logical excuse for all of this would be that Alice is
suffering from some rare mental disease that comes from overuse of
futuristic viewing.
Yep. That was it. She had just temporarily
lost her mind, an impulse action in a moment of insanity.
Everything
would go on as normal, she would forget what had happened, i would go
on with my routines.
That sounded about right... Right?
I
was so lost in my analysis that i hadn't even heard Alice return back
to the room, so when i did realize i almost jumped through the roof
again.
"Is there something wrong with me??" Alice stood
in confusion, looking herself over.
"Excuse me???"
Nothing could ever be wrong with Alice... Except for maybe that rare
mental disease thing...
"Is something wrong with me!"
She grinned "You act like you're being electrocuted everytime i
come near you!!" She mimicked me, and laughed.
I stood
speechless for a second, still wrapped in her voice and angelic
laughter.
"Bella...? I'm kidding, i know there's nothing
wrong with me..." Alice waved her hand infront of my face, her
scent almost to much to handle "... Bella?? It's alright,
you're.." She moved closer, it became a little to much for me.
Everything, her scent, her perfect voice, her grace... It all
surrounded me, cornered me and took all my will to do anything away
from me. My balance finally gave up, letting me fall to the ground
into a hopeless pile of romance.
Alice grabbed me "Bella!
Bella are you alright? What's wrong? Should i get Carlisle???"
I shook my head and laughed, i must look like some kind of ...
something? I wouldn't even know what i looked like! I was acting
foolishly human infront of an irresistibly beautiful vampire! "No...
Don't get Carlisle..."
She frowned "Bella, this is no
laughing matter, you just fell down! There must be something wrong
wi-"
"Yes! There is something wrong with me! Something
stupid and huge!" I stopped for a second, taking in the
atmosphere... And taking in every inch of her flawless body.
Alice
got the point, she sat herself down on the floor next to me "Now,
that isn't very nice..." A smile fought at her lips "... I
am not stupid, nor am i huge!"
She broke into peals of
laughter, and layed herself down on the floor.
"You know
that's not what i meant... I was referring to myself, and my stupid
feelings"
Her happiness broke instantly, her face went hard
as she sat up again "Bella Cullen, you idiotic vampire!"
Her hand reached for my face "Never have you ever been doing
wrong. You feel what you are suppose to feel, and don't you ever
think that what you feel, say or do is wrong in any way"
Alice's words calmed me, she was my own Jasper... Without the
excuse of a mood-changing talent.
"But Alice, what about
Edward!" I cringed as i thought of him, and what this would do
to him "You said yourself that i was married, i have a child,
you have a mate!"
Her face twisted into a knot as i spoke
the last words "Bella... Jasper will always be my mate, as
Edward will always be yours. Circumstances such as this do not come
along very often" She stroked my face as she spoke, emphasizing
the point of us "I saw this coming, but i did not expect it"
She turned her face away, as if she were ashamed "My visions, as
you know, aren't always correct. I just thought that i was seeing
these things because i wanted them to happen"
My thoughts
triggered at the last 5 words "You wanted this to happen?"
"Ofcourse Bella, From the moment i saw you coming i knew.
But there was no way i would take you away from Edward, so i settled
for the next closest position to you" Smiling, Alice looked into
my eyes "I love you, Bella, there is no other way to explain
what i feel"
My mouth dropped slightly, i had to be dreaming
or something... Maybe when i fell i hit my head? Maybe i was knocked
into some strange new vampire unconsciousness? But just incase... "I
love you Alice"
