"I've ruined everything, i have to leave"
"Leave? Can i have a bit more information?"
"Leah, not now, i can tell you on the plane bu-"
"Excuse me!? Plane!? What am i? You're slave?"
"Leah, this is really important to me, just do this one thing..."
"What's in it for me?"
"I'll be out of your like forever, what more do you want?"
"Really? Whoa. Awesome"
"Thanks. Now can we go?"
"Sure!"
Never in my life would i ask Leah for help. But what choice do i have?
I have to get away, i have to leave... Who else would help me die?
The only person on this planet who hates me more than i hate myself right now is Leah.
Getting on that plane was the most horrible thing i'd ever have to do...
It was worse than death itself, it was me saying goodbye to everything i loved.
And some part of me wanted someone to see me, stop me and bring me back to reality, but when the plane started there was no chance.
Alice couldn't see me anymore.
She would be trying, probably worried, but she wouldn't guess this.
I sat in my plane seat next to Leah, who had already fallen asleep, and stared out the window.
There was nothing i could do now, i had to follow this through.
There was no point in me going back home, I'd do nothing put ruin everything.
At least now they'd forget about me and live in peace, together, as a family.
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Alice POV
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"Edward, look i have to go, can you just leave it?"
"Alice, i want her home"
"I have to go"
I snapped the phone closed and sighed.
Why couldn't i just whisk Bella away already? It will be so perfect when we get to be alone.
Without time limits and things to worry about.
Bella and I were perfect together, it was obvious. We fit.
We weren't mates, we were one.
I walked back into the cinema and searched.
Only a couple sat in there.. Where was Bella?
I know it probably looked stupid, but i was in panic, so i searched every row of chairs for her.
Maybe she was playing a game? A sick, twisted game that was making me dizzy... But a game.
I searched for her in my thoughts, searching every little thing that could happen in the future.
Nothing. No Bella.
Just a repetitive black blur.
Which.. Would mean Bella is with a werewolf?
In seconds i was on the phone to Edward. Again.
"Alice?"
"Jacob. Now"
"Oh.."
I heard 20 seconds of arguing and crackling until Jacob was put on.
"Hel..lo?"
"Jacob. Where's Bella. Put her on"
"She's with you, right?"
"Oh.. Yeah" I couldn't tell Jacob right? He'd freak... "Oh.. Is Seth there?"
"Yeah. But he's asleep. He fell asleep after Leah left.. So is Bella with you?"
"Yeah she is, just in the bathroom.. Must of made a mistake or something.. Thanks Jacob"
"No probs."
So she's gone. But how can i not see her?
Wait...
Jacob said Leah left?
Leah.. Clearwater?
What, did Bella bump her head? Really, really hard?
Leah Clearwater!?
What is she doing?
Where could she be with her...
Why would she need her...
Unless she was going somewhere she didn't want me to see...
But where?
I dialed Bella's number into my phone, and waited. Only to be greeted by voicemail: the world's most annoying invention.
And that was it...
I ran...
To where, i didn't really know. But i ran.
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Bella POV
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An hour into the flight and my thoughts hadn't changed.
The basic 'what do you think you're doing' was like a broken record.
Leah was still passed out next to me. She was even kind of peaceful.
Barring the snoring.
I wonder what Alice was doing...
Maybe she just went home to Jasper.
I'd rather she did that...
But i kind of.. Really.. Wanted her to come to me. Save me.
Save me from myself.
I can't believe what i have resorted to.
I'm a horrible person. And i really do deserve to die.
But i love Alice too much to do this.
But.. I have to!
Ugh! Why can't i just have a one track mind!
Certain on death, instead of going back and forth.
I need to turn my brain off.
I just want to get this over and done with.