A/N you all probably hate me for having 25 reviews to get this update but hey, it was annoying. Oh yes I just realized I hadn't put this in any of the chapters I don't care if you flame me it doesn't bother me at all it is just one's real thoughts on the story. Flame me, praise me I will still thank you. Ok back to the story…

Ch. 5

Edward broke the awkward silence I had created, "Bella, what do you mean?" it was a good question to ask but still not an answer. I pushed a little more, "You know species werewolf, vampire, fairy, goblin, those." I used a slightly accusing tone on the word vampire. They all looked like they could've passed out. "How do you know about us?" he looked like he had been in a fight and lost. I had hoped against hope he wouldn't ask that but, I knew I needed to tell them.

I took a deep breathe and began my tale, "When I still lived with Charlie I was kidnapped, by vampires. They sucked my blood and left me alone, in the woods, dying. They had red eyes and were extremely…uh, coordinated" I knew the next part would be hard. "A fire began to burn in my neck. Not even a whole second later another came, one like you, and sucked on me. I didn't understand at the time but, he was drawing the venom out. His eyes were like yours and he was so civilized, unlike the others. His name was Christopher Damien Lee Douglas." Tears burned my throat and eyes. "We were friends…"the tears rolled down my cheeks for the umpteenth time today, "He disappeared." I took a deep breath and shivered.

"He had a special gift; he could inflict physical pain and take it away." I wiped away the tears and took another deep breath. "You guys have special powers. Alice, you can see the future or have visions of some type. Jasper, you can probably influence or change emotions. Edward, I can't tell for sure but, I think you can hear others' thoughts." I studied all of them hoping I hadn't left one out. "Am I right?" I left no way for them to lie.

They were far past passing out more like having a heart attack. "We…I… uh, don't know what to say." Carlisle walked in and spoke, "You, Bella, are correct but you shouldn't know so much. Tell me more about Christopher."

This pushed me, practically a nuclear bomb, over the edge. "His name is Christopher Damien Lee Douglas." No one was allowed to call him one of his names except for me and I still held that right, to me alone. I don't like having the subject changed." I felt Jasper start to try to calm me, "Oh don't you dare!" I practically spat at him. I began to think devious thoughts about various ways I could torture him and take him on. Alice must have had a vision because soon she took a defensive crouch in front of Jasper and growled no, check that roared at me. In reaction to her display Emmett protected Rosalie and Carlisle protected Esme. What surprised me most was when Edward crouched in front of me and let out a ground shaking wall breaking roar. Then suddenly I realized what I had done and what I could have done. My legs turned to Jelly and I collapse on the floor in a weeping pile of family destroyer.

Now, I didn't do this because of what I had done to the family in a matter of seconds. I cried because this is what Damien had done to save me from Charlie. (A/N Ok Bella calls Christopher by one of all his names he will be referred to as Christopher, Damien, Lee, and Douglas in following chapters. It will make sense later.) Sometime during my crying session I had assumed the fetal position in someone's hard, cold lap. A new round of tears came when I realized the last person to hold me, and love me, like this was Christopher. The truth was, I loved him and he loved me. He saved me. He left me. He couldn't change me. Yet, I still loved him. I wasn't quiet sure but I think I mumbled parts of my thought process through my tears. My sobbing had reduced to whimpers and I was futile in my attempt to dry my eyes with my tear soaked shirt. I raised my head from my knees and the world spun slightly. When I looked up what I noticed almost scared me to death.

I was sitting in Edwards lap with Alice rubbing my back, Esme stroking my hair, Jasper and Carlisle trying to keep me warm, and Rosalie was trying to wipe all the tears away. I had cried so hard I didn't even notice them trying to soothe me so I wondered how long I had been crying. "How long have I cried." Jasper glanced over at the clock and answered, "About two hours." What! I mentally screamed at myself it had barely felt like ten minutes! After a while my stomach growled and Emmett gave me some food.

A grilled chicken salad with a cherry vanilla coke from Sonic (Fast food place strictly in south east as far as I know of.) I calmed my nerves more and let me relax a little more. "Jasper I am sorry. You can use your power anytime you think I need it or its in my best interest." then I added, "Whether I know that last part or not." Then I turned to Carlisle, "I am sorry." "You needn't apologize. It is fine. We are okay as are you." Suddenly Alice's eyes glazed over and Edward's went unfocused she mumbled, "Oh shit." then came back to the real world. Edward came back a second later and said, "Oh double shit." Jasper looked about to suffocate and said, "Oh triple shit." Edward and Alice said in unison, " We're doomed."

A/N The next chapter shall be held hostage, peaceably of course, till I get forty reviews. I live for the things!